I tried calling her millions of times , i texted her ,left voice messages everything she just reads them and doesn't reply.

She literally gone ghost , she hasn't posted any pictures or videos not even a story.

And neither has any of her friends.

I was really starting too get worried.

I know she's with one of her friends but i can't figure out who.

I tried showing up too her job multiple times but the workers kept saying she wasn't there and hadn't been in for a while.

For months bro i have been trying but i won't stop i need her back and im going too.

I just need to figure it out first.

I have been in the studio everyday just working on music i just finished up a song with Jacquees called that was supposed to be dropping today.

We have been working on the music videos for Slime and B as well.

I have managed too keep myself busy with work and my daughter.

That's what been keeping me sane between that and tryna find my girl.

I just gotta get her back man a nigga just got too.

After that day that my friends told me the deal with chris i have taken time too get over him.

I haven't fully done that but i have been making big big progress and im ready to make an appearance again.

Niah,Kaya and Tokyo haven't left my side they have been here for me through it all.

And i cannot thank them enough for everything that they have done to get me emotionally stable.

I was in compton visiting my family along with my besties.

Coming back home was really an eye opener .

My brother found out everything that chris did too me and wanted to basically kill him buttttt i coukdnt let that happen so i talked him out if it.

My brother also gave me a reality check on relationships.

His words were "No relationship is perfect people do dumb things all the time but at the ending of the day the strength of your love for each other is what will keep you together"

My brother always spoke the realest shit too me and i always loved his advice .

Getting too spend time with my dad was also amazing , he gave me further tips and tricks on how it really expand and upgrade my business.

The rest of my family was really happy too see me as well i had an overall amazing time in Compton.

Now it was back to reality .

We just arrived at LAX and waiting for our personal driver.

The bodyguard that Niah, and Kaya had hired for me held our carry on bags and Tokyo held his.

We walked through the LAX airport attraction the attention of the Paparazzi i honestly did not meet these niggas at all.

But i knew this was coming the internet hadn't heard about me or chris in a long ass time and they wanted answers.

My bodyguard Trent blocked them as they came too close.

"Amor'e where chris?"

"Are you guys still together?"

"What are your thoughts on chris's new girlfriend"

Damn i felt like i wanted too pass out with the intensity of these questions that they were throwing at me.

It cut deep.

The wounds hadn't fully healed yet and it was hurting more when they asked.

We got passed them and got into the Black SUV.

Trent closed my door and our driver Robert drove off.

First stop i had too make was to my boy kade.

He's does all the celebs custom cars out here and since i recently bought A lambogorgini Aventador and And Buggatti i needed him too custamize it for me.

As the vehicle came to a stop we all got out .

Trent was right behind us as well walked up to kades shop.

Me: Hey kade

He turned around at the sound of my voice from him hard at work and looked at me.

Kade: Amor'e hunny its good too see you *hugs her and takes a look at her* baby you got thick thick huh

He was right my trip to Compton babyyyy im telling you y'all ain't ready for my comeback.

Me: *laughs* yeah i been eating right boo but you finished with the cars?

Kade: yes yes i am follow me

We followed him to the back where there were alot of cars .

We kept walking until we came to mine.

He pulled the tampolins off of them and OMG!!!!! they were so beautiful it was a crime .

Me: kadeeee!!!!! Oh my lord these are amazing

Kade:I had to have you riding in style out here in these streets now

It was really a site too see.

Niah: damn bitch these are amazing

Me: i got a surprise for y'all tho

Niah and Kaya both turned and looked at me.

Made walked over to two other cars one being a Bently being for kaya since she has always wanted one and An Mercedez Benz being for Niah she wouldn't shut up about that day in Compton when we came across the pink one so i made some calls and got it for her.

Me:Tokyo baby dont worry i know you didn't want a car because you already got two but.your gift is inside Niah's car

He quickly walked over too the car and opened up the door.

I had gotten him tons and wigs and makeup supplies that he could never run out of.

They all ran too me and attacked me with hugs.

Niah: omgggg thank you!!

Tokyo: you are the best

Kaya: i love you so much babes thank you for this but you didn't have too a dinner at the cheesecake factory would have sufficed

Me: no no no you guys have been there for me for anything i needed the situation with chris was one of the worst times of my entire life and y'all stuck by me so this is my way of saying thanks for everything

They hugged me again and said thank you's and i love you's.

Me: yall ready to go?

Niah: hell yeah i'm driving my car home too

I laughed .

Me: trent can you make sure that our bags get to Niah's house please

He nodded and walked back over to the SUV.

Me: come on Tokyo you riding with me kade can you make sure that my Lambo gets to my house safely please

Kade:of course love see you

While walking to my car i laid my eyes upon this familiar looking vehicle in right beside this truck.

I couldn't put my finger on where i had seen it from so hi just brushed it off and got inside my cars.

Tokyo: this jawn is nice boo

Me: thanks babes

I waited for Niah and Kaya to drive out first and then i did after.

We sped down the road tires sreeching on the black pitched road.

Tokyo recorded me as i lip synced too Mulatto's- Bitch from Da south ft. Saweety and Trina.

"Icy...bitches foul and run they mouth, I'ma have to call a tech

Black Rapunzel with the bundles got em flowing ,down my back

You know Saweetie get love from the office to the trap (Uh-huh)

Rich niggas want me,big figures on mGot a snowflake round my neck lookin, like a whole thing"

That quickly turned into Boss Ass Bitch by my girl Nicki Minaj.

"Rule number one to be a boss ass

Bitch neva let a clown nigga try too play you, if he play you then rule number two ,fuck his best friends and make em yes men"

In this moment i realized that i didn't need chris im a multimillionaire entrepreneur , i got best friends that love me, some fans on instagram that are just waiting to hear back from me and a sea of niggas waiting too call me their baby momma ion need some sack ass nigga that dont even appreciate me.

Ima be alright.

When we got home i went to my room and got settled in.

Everyone practically stays at Niah's house she song mind though we all have a great time together so its cool.

I decided to get cute and take some Instagram pics.

Signing back into the Instagram app.

I had a whole lotta notifications and mentions.

The shade room of course tagged me in something .

For once they said something nice about me and not just because i was with chris.

Anyway i touched up my makeup a bit and started taking pictures.

When i was done i choose the best one and posted it too my Instagram account.

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I didn't even bother looking at the comments because i just knew that chris was gonna comment something so i didn't even bother.

I just looked through hairstyles on Pinterest until i came across my next hairdo.

Oh Tokyo is gonna love this.

I showed him the style after i called him in here and he got straight too work on it.

After six whole hours everything was finally done.

Niah: yasssssssss

Tokyo began recording

Kaya: baby you look fine as shittttt

Me: i know that's right

And i lip synced every word you'll never believe that this came out yesterday but anyway.

Niah: tonight club VSCO is having this event what y'all wanna do?

Kaya: lets go bitches!!

Laughing i got up and went back too my room and started looking for an outfit for tonight.

When i found the perfect one i told a shower and went back out for Tokyo to get started on makeup.

When he was dome i went back to my room and got dressed .

Its been some time since I've done black when i was in Compton i had this like blonde pinkish type wig it was fire but tonight im giving off looks too these bitches and i know that's right.

My babies came out looking fine as shit.

Tokyo wore leather pants, with a leather jacket and a black shirt underneath , his makeup was beat too the heavens ,some fendi boots and his iced out chain that said his name on it.

Niah's Outfit

Kaya's outfit

Amor'e oufit

Tokyo rode with me and Niah and kaya rode in her car together..

When we arrived at the club there was hella people in this bitch.

I drove my car upward with the help off Trent and some other security guards.

We had too sit here while they made sure that it was clear for us too go in.

Trent came and opened the door too my car and explained the situation too me.

Trent: so we are trying too make a way but these niggas are still crowding the spot

Just the the roaring of a certain car that i knew all too well caught my attention.

Pulling right infront of me someone that i knew hopped out and dapped up some people.

It was hoody.

Out of all chris's friends hoody and i got along really really well.

But i didn't want him too see me i didn't wanna have too speak with chris .

When i saw that nobody came out from the drivers side i just sighed i did not have a good feeling about this.

But whatever trent finally got the way clear so Tokyo jumped out first while i got everything together.

I made sure my makeup was good before grabbing my purse and opening the door.

Trent held it open as i got out.

Closing the door Trenton started leading the way.

Niah and Kaya met up with us but there was this hold up, the amount of people outside the club was not letting us through at all.

The flashes from the Paparazzi's camera flashed profuesly in my face it was starting too get a little bit too much so i started backing away a bit.

Chris:yall needa step back yall is getting too close

My entire body stiffened up as the persons hand rested on my waist i did even bother looking because i just knew it was him.

The crowd started clearing, i saw tokyo,niah and kaya started too walk up and then trent came and grabbed my hand leading me inside.

I heard him call me but i ignored it.

I wasn't ready too talk too him yet either.

When we finally got inside trent lead us up too our section.

There were two more guards that were blocking the entrance so nobody that i didnt want too come in couldn't.

Trent: if your ready too leave just let me know

I nodded and started turning up with my squad .

Niah: ain't that chris over there *says in amor'e ears*

I looked quickly and rested my eyes upon a zooted chris brown.

He had these stripers twerking on him while he just sat back a drank from the bottle in his hand.

I just shook it off we weren't together so i didn't care.

I just focused on having a good time.

Arriving at the club there was hella people here.

I wasnt in the mood tonight to be having people taking pictures, grabbing on me and shit .

Hoody: imma go see wassup outside

Me:aight

*door closes back*

I locked my phone and locked up my eyes fixated on this custom Black and Pink Bugatti .

I saw this tall, Buff built nigga open the door and was talking to the driver.

I leaned up to the glass and squinted my eyes at the dude that was in the passengers seat .

I know him.

But here do i know him from?

*thinks*

I opened my phone and went to the instagram app, i quickly went to Amor'e page and scrolled down .

The nigga was Tokyo the dude that keeps her looking good.

Amor'e had to be the one driving that car.

So i waited until she came out and lucky enough about ten minutes later i saw her step out with that nigga holding the door for her.

She came out .

Damn!

She got finer and even more fine since the last time i saw her , her body looked so toned and good and let's not even talk about that ass.

She fixed her shorts which i would have never let her wore out to a club because i know them bitch ass niggas would be staring but anyways.

She started walking but then there seemed to be a hold up with the crowd.

Them pap niggas was getting way too close too her .

But her boyfriend seemed to be busy so i got out and went over there.

Me: yall needa step back yall is getting too close

My hand rested on the small of her back and she tensed up.

I know she knew it was me but she ain't turn around nothing .

The crowd started moving and her nigga came and got her.

I called her name but i guess she ain't here me.

Hoody came and joined me along with red and Ant and we headed inside.

We was taken to our section and we started turning up.

These stripper bitches had some fat asses though there was this one badddd one that was my main.

I started looking around and i saw her and her friends upstairs .

Amor'e she was smiling as she twerked on tokyo.

DJ: ayo make some motherfucking noise for my nigga Chris Brown and my favorite baddie Amor'e

The club went wild.

Damn!

After a few hours it was now midnight and i was getting bored of this scene.

And it looked like she was too.

The big dude held her bag in one hand and held her hand while she walked down the steps while her peeps followed behind her.

She was so beautiful man how in the hell am i gonna get her back yo?

I told my niggas i was leaving and we left out.

When we got outside i saw her getting in her car and i called out too her .

Her eyes met mine and it was like she froze a bit.

I walked up too the car but this big dude blocked my way.

Trent: sorry bro she leaving right now

Me: nah nigga im gone talk too her anyway so move out my way

Trent: nah you gone back the fuck up that's what you gone do

I was getting heated.

Hoody: aye chris lets go man

Me: nah this nigga telling me what too do when im tryna talk too my girl over there