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Lately i have been Mia.

I've just been not feeling myself at all lately .

I've been trying too keep my depression a secret but its like its really getting too me.

Chris has been really busy this past month and i dong wanna say anything because its just gonna turn into an argument.

Speaking of chris our relationship has been......how do i put this we.....ughhhh.

I KNOW HE'S CHEATING ON ME!!!

Ahhh that feels good too say actually.

A few weeks ago he slipped out the house in the middle of the night, i thought he was going to the studio.

Thinking that i was asleep he went wherever but i followed him .

He was with HER!!!.

The Ammika girl that he used to be with, the girl from Instagram.

I sat in my car i was watched him rub all on her and as they kissed.

She took him by his right hand and led him inside.

I couldn't control the streams if tears that was rolling down my cheeks.

I immediately called my girls and i went straight too Niah's place.

Both kaya and Niah met me outside and i just broke down in their arms after i got out the car.

He really broke my heart man.

Niah: let's get her inside

Kaya nodded and helped niah carry me inside.

The rest of the night i just cried while my two bestfriends held me in their arms.

Since then i have been looking for houses so that i could move out, biah and kaya have been covering for me at my store so that i could have some time for myself.

I logged out of all social media and just was in the room that me and chris shared well used too share.

Tonight was the night that i was gonna move out,although i haven't found any houses yet im going to stay with Niah until i do so.

The clock struck seven.

As i put the last few crop tops into my suit case i zipped it up.

Wiping my tears i place it on the floor extending the handle so that i could carry it, i grabbed my orange birkin bag and walked out.

I took one last look at the room and its like i could see our shadows as we had so much fun in this room.

All the love making ,the laughs ,play fights , real fights although they were about petty shit i still treasured every moment that we shared.

Sighing i walked out.

I left the keys with hoody and told him too give them too chris along with a small note that i had written.

Getting in my jeep wrangler i closed the doors and sped off.

Arriving at niah's house kaya and tokyo were already there and they helped me with my bags.

She showed me too my room and i rested my bags on the bed.

Sitting down on the bed i just cried and cried.

Chris knew how much i cared about him and he's done this.

*continues too cry*

I heard the cries that she was crying ,i looked at my broken best friend as she just sat on the bed with tears running down her face,her eyes puffy and red .

Im gonna kill that motherfucker this time he promised that he wouldn't play with her again and he has broken that promise so me and kaya gonna take care of this.

I walked back out where i found Tokyo and Kaya looking at Basketball Wives re-runs.

Tokyo: i love me shaunie but tammie is a dangerous bitch

Kaya: Duffy and her ugly ass should definitely be scared of Tammie because she look like she about too murder that bitch.

I looked at the tv and shook my head these two always watching some ratchet ass show.

Me: y'all were needa do something about this she cannot stop crying

Kaya: i know my baby heart is so broken right now

Tokyo: oh no! *shows us his phone screen*

It showed a picture of Ammika on chris's profile.

What the fuck is wrong with this nigga he knows that People are gonna send it too amor'e and he's bold enough to just out it out there.

Kaya: where did amor'e say he is again?

Niah: ummm *thinks back* i think it was Miami

Tokyo: nope ion think he's there why hasn't he posted a picture at a club yet or some shit he's somewhere else and i know how too find out

Niah: how?

Tokyo: i got this app on my phone that can tracker people's phones without them knowing

Kaya: okay then what are you waiting for lets do it.

He got up and came and sat down between my and kaya and opned up the app.

He punched in the necessary information and it started loading.

When the location popped up kaya and i both gasped.

Kaya: this bitch is in Germany the fuck he doing there?

Niah: that girl um...ammika lives there maybe he's visiting her there

Tokyo: well germany here we come

Niah: okay Tokyo book the flight for tonight we finna see what this nigga up too and imma call shyla too stay with her while we out

We all agreed and watched Tokyo book the flights.

We were all packed and ready to go shyla had came over too stay with amor'e.

Since she was asleep we told shy exactly what too tell her as too where we had gone.

We were now at the airport waiting for our flight to board.

Oh we catching this nigga.

Kaya: y'all these panties making my coochie hurt

Me: bitch don't say that in public

Kaya: these old ASS people know what I'm talking bout though

Some of the elderly people stared at us making me laugh a bit.

This bitch has no behavior what so ever.

Tokyo: one grande caramel macchiato for you, and one coffee extra creme for you

He handed us our drinks and we took a seat .

The people on the coms then announced our flight was now boarding.

We got up and started walking too the gate.

We showed the lady our tickets and she let us on.

When we got onto the plane.

We found out seats and sat down.

Next stop Germany!.

Kaya: this flight is a whole 16 hours *shouts*

Niah: bitch shut the fuck up

Tokyo: I'm finna sleep i ain't bout to listening to y'all cuss each other out *puts eye patch on*

Kaya: amor'e is lucky she my girl and chris better be doing some shit because imma take my anger out of his big ass head and that daffy duck looking bitch

I couldn't help but laugh at this clown .

Niah: go too sleep kaya

She grumbled and did as told.

She layed of Tokyo and then i did the same we needed our sleep if we were gonna be ready too fight some bitches tomorrow.

The following day...

When we got off the plane we went straight too the hotel.

We felt amazing then god we slept on the plane.

Tokyo arrived back with our food and we began eating.

Me: okay so where does this girl live?

Kaya: shit ion know

Tokyo: got that covered team breezy ain't like her so they in on our lil plan when i waiting on the food i joined this group if breezy detectives and let me tell you they are really good *handsome niah the phone*

Me: damn they really found the address

Kaya: track chris's phone make sure he at that address please

Tokyo: yes mam

After he did he told us that chris was infact at that location.

We finished eating and got ready.

I put on something comfortable just in case we had too fight today.

Niah's outfit

(Paired with some orange fluffy slides)

Kaya's oufit

Tokyo wore a black t-shirt with some light denim washed jeans .

When we were done we left out.

We were now in the car driving around looking for this girls house.

Kaya: ain't that sinko?

I squinted my eyes looking at the short dude that was smoking a blunt outside with some other guys.

Me: yesss that's them

Kaya: bingo let's go

We got out of the car and walked up too them.

Kaya: hey guys!!!

The look on their faces was priceless when they saw us.

Mijo: w-what y'all doing here?

Me: oh so your dude can just cheat on our girl and think it just gone be sweet hell naw we here to check chris and his lil thottie so where they at?

Sinko: chris ain't here go back to LA niah

Nowww me and this nigga used to mess around but since i aught him with another girl at the club i cut him off faster than you could say .

These nigga switch girls like they switch condoms like nigga you got a decent girl on your hand stop messing around with these hoes.

Tokyo: look we just here too get answers

Mijo was the one that we could talk down i knew he cared about us and Amor'e so its time for me too work my magic.

Me: mijo you know what been going on amor'e is back at home broken because of this shit, she won't eat, she finally slept last night before we left, she won't talk too anyone she just is her room at my house all day

Mijo: s-she moved out

Kaya: duh dumb ass what you think she said her house for *rolls eyes*

Me:mijo, sinko listen just go in the house and tell Chris too come out here

Mijo: *sigh* okay if its for my sister I'll do it

He walked off leaving us with sinko kaya baby he's all yours.

I have her this look that made her know just what i was thinking.

Kaya: *coughs sinko in the face*

He fell on the ground groaning in pain

Chris: what the fuck is going on why y'all here?

Me: you tell me chris why the hell are you at some girls house instead of YOUR girls house back in LA

Chris: man y'all needa leave amor'e will be ight ill be back tomorrow

Kaya: nah she ain't nigga you left this girl for over a month no calls no texts no nothing this girl stopped eating and she loves food! ,she stopped talking as much,she can't sleep last night was the first night she had slept since a month ago chris you really ain't shit for what you have done too this girl

Chris's face stoftened a little bit and his put his hands on his head running through his curls.

Me: dont look sad now chris you keep cheating on her, you promised us that you wouldnt play with her again , she was bothered the first time ,you talked her down and she gave you a chance even though she was scared that night when she followed you to this bitches house back in LA and she saw you kissing and rubbing all on her like that chris that shit tore my best friend apart

Tokyo: baby girl loved you with everything in her man why we just wanna know why?

Chris: *sighing* man i dont know okay?

Ammika just be popping up and she be looking good and that lures me in its not that i dont care or love amor'e its just i-i

Kaya and i was so close to shooting this niggas head off the duck he mean he dont know .

Me: Chris save the bull shit your a grown ass man that knows everything that he does you knew sooner or later this would happen and she would find out, have a good time with your new girl but when you get bored don't come running back to amor'e stay far away from her

Chris: nah she ain't going no where i love her and we live together

Kaya: not anymore nigga she left , the pain was too much and she left do not come looking for her because you won't find her when you come back we all have you the benefit of a doubt chris god i know she did and you proved us right with your stupid bullshit

Ammika: baby is everything okay who are these girls?

This bitch had the AUDACITY to look at us a way , i charged at this bitch but before i could get ahold of her Tokyo and mijo grabbed me.

Me: this, THIS is the bit you left amor'e for this wack ass weak ass bitch Chris come on now you just be joking *laughs* you need help yo!

Chris: ammika go back in the house

She rolled her eyes and did as she was told.

See she weak as fuck!.

Kaya: we out this bitch im going back home too my baby *chucks up leave sign and walks off heading back to the car with tokyo*

Me: remember my words Chris for her sake if you really love her leave her alone she's already gone through too much too be hurt by you a fourth time stay away from my best friend or ill really kill you ......i really thought you was gonna be different than her ex but nooo your the same

I walked off heading back to the car getting inside.

Sighing Tokyo drive off and we went back to the hotel.

We facetimed amor'e but there was no answer so being the worried bitches me and kaya are we called facetimed shyla's phone.

She picked up on the third call.

The camera revealed her face it looked so pale and washed out, she hadnt put makeup on in weeks , her face even looked slimmer.

Ohhh my poor baby.

She just nodded her head not saying a word i felt the tears make a coat across my eyes but i fought them back.

To see her like this broke us.

It was a really short facetime call.

Chris been blowing up all our shit asking us to please don't let her leave him but my nigga you did this shit on your own and its our duty too make sure our girl is okay.

We packed all our stuff up checked out and headed to the airport.

Man how the fuck did i mess this shit up?

Things were going so good with me and my girl but i just had too let old chris take over and go back to messing with mika.

I know i hurt her , i left her that's on me man FUCK!!! i wish i could go back to i really wish that.

I should have never met up with mika that night i had no idea that she was following me .

She loves a nigga and i love her and i know its gonna take some major shit to get my girl back but i got too man.

I can't do this without her ammika was just a company thing man.

I was really bout too shed some tears over this man.

Mijo: watchu wanna do man?

Me: i think i lost her man

Sinko: nah you know she loves you man shit gone be okay

Me: man mijo get the jet we going home tonight

He nodded and walked out.

I went up to the mika's room and started packing my shit.

She walked in and wrapped her hands around me.

Me: man get off me *shoves her off*

She stumbled back a bit.

Ammika: where are you going?

Me: back home to get my girl back

Ammika: i thought i was your girl you gonna leave again chris?

I didn't reply i got the rest of my things and ran downstairs.

Sinko and Mijo was waiting for me and we headed out.

The only thing i had on my mind was Amor'e and how i was gonna get her back.

But i couldn't help but feel that i had lost her.

The next day when we got home we went straight too her room.

The room was filled with chris's music .

She laid in the bed laid up in a fetal position.

My heart broke literally.

We all sat on the bed as she just stared into space.

Niah: babes you needa get up and eat something

Amor'e: i wanna eat when chris takes me out

We all sighed in union.

Me: babe i don't think chris is coming back he's with ammika in germany

He gaze shifted too me.

Amor'e: so he's moved on? w-what about us ,w-what about everything?

*cries*

Niah: im not gonna lie to you babes we all went down there and found him sloppy with sinko and mijo ammika is his girlfriend now ,he moved on babe and now its time for you to move on as well

Amor'e: but i love him *voice breaks*

I dont think we could have hold back our tears anymore we just let it out along with her.

Tokyo: awe boo he never loved you if this is what he did your gonna find someone that adores you one day

Amor'e: I WANT CHRIS!!! *sobbs loudly*

I just hugged her as she cried .

Were gonna do everything that we can to get her back too her old self .

How could someone do this to someone that he said he loves ? How could he do this to our best friend ? .

I wasn't gonna let chris near her again.

We gonna get her a personal bodyguard for everywhere that she goes once she gets better.

We gone get through this together .