[Flashback]

"You're nothing but a lousey, fat ass bitch, you hear me no one will ever love you. Shit i sure don't, you a worthless piece of shit you deserve absolutely nothing, just look at you? I'm done with yo ass bruh!" he pulled his hand away from her hold.

Jordan's and Amor'e relationship was a tumultuos and abusive one.

Him and amor'e were highschool sweethearts, a drug dealer and his bonnie that to him was his escape from the streets.

Or so it was perceived too be.

It started off as the most loving relationship and all their friends envyed them.

Amor'e grew up without a mother and her father was basically always working soo after they graduated amor'e moved in with him in hopes of moving forward with their relationship.

But the scars had been cut and the damage had already started.

Jordan had problems with drinking and would treat amor'e like trash when he was under the influence.

If he wasn't mentally abusing her,he did it emotionally.

There were times he went too lay his hands on her but she would always run out of the house, get in her car and drive too her friends house.

That was the worst type of abuse that a woman could go through, a man that placed his hands on a woman was disgusting but a man whom degraded a woman with his words, words that caused great

But nevertheless, apart from all his flaws she still loved him dearly and would do anything too make what they had work.

She had never known what it felt like too love someone this much or too be loved by someone.

Too her this was love.

"Please Jordan!... i-i'll do whatever you want please don't leave me. I love you so mu--" he cut her off with him chuckling

"Oh amor'e I don't love you never have and never will! Too think i thought you would have lost that weight but after them misscariges you jus-- hell you were never sexy to me and to be honest you were just a quick fuck nothing special. Now if you'll excuse me i have a baddie at home waiting for me" and with that he left leaving amor'e on the floor of her office in tears.

In that moment her heart broke into a million different pieces.

Kaya rushed into the room stopping down too her friend's level too comfort her.

"Jordan pleaseeeee!" she called after him at the top of her lungs.

[End of Flashback]

One year later.....

1:30 pm

''Amor'e!, Amor'e!" her best friend kaya called her name

"Huh!?" she asked as she came back too reality.

Her relationship with her ex haunted her like never before.

She loved him with all her heart but unfortunately love never seems too be enough fit man these days.

"Bitch didn't you just hear anything i just said to yo ass!?" kaya exclaimed!

They laughed.

"Sorry kaya I was kinda daydreaming" she replied to her followed by an awkward chuckle.

"No probably daydreaming about Christopher's cute ass huh!" she teased.

There was doubt that amor'e had a huge crush on the chris brown for ages.....decades even.

Since in her relationship with jordan but because of his insecurities within himself he forbid her too listen too his music.

She still managed too do so when he wasn't around though.

Chris was like her outlet, she would sit and listen too his music for hours upon hours and re watch his interviews just too see his beautiful smiles and hear his voice.

She loved him with all her heart, more than a fan ever could.

"Girl stop maybe i was? maybe i wasn't doesn't matter wat did your mouth say again, I forget your mouth be on some foul shit sometimes" she laughed as she nudged my shoulder

"As I was saying, my friend got us some VIP passes to this club tonight and we're going!".

"Wait...wait.. hell no! I'm staying home you know how i feel bout them ghetto ass clubs, now let's get back to counting these bills so i can go home!".

Kaya sucked hher teeth.

"Uh,uh bitch you is coming cause i ain't going by myself it's been almost a year and a half since you broke up with jordan baby and it's time for amor'e too start living for herself. Plus i heard that Trey Songz and August Alsina gone be there, so be a good hoe and help a bitch out please!" she slid that last part in there.

She knew how much her friend loved both of them so it would be bad for her not too lend her moral support tonight.

Kaya practically begged her bestie to go.

Sighing amor'e gave in and agreed to going.

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3:15 pm

The day at the store had came too an end.

Kaya and amor'e went to go get some food and do a little shopping before the party.

She needed something for later since she didn't have that much club outfits in her closet.

When they were done kaya dropped amor'e off at her condo in calabases since she hadn't driven her car today.

Once she got settled it was time too start getting ready.

She decided that a long spam in the tub would be of much help too her right now.

Putting on some summer walker, she allowed herself too get in a relaxing mood as summer's voice filled her ears.

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5:40 pm

Feeling refreshed after her soak in the bathtub.

She drained it and then proceeded over too her sink area.

She started on her skincare routine but since she would be out and about tonight she needed for her face too look as natural as possible.

That was the thing with her skin, she'd been working super hard on getting it the way she wanted it to be and she finally did.

Using the brush it came with she applied a glam and glow face mask too ass moisturizer and give her face that smooth matte layer that she needed.

When it dried she rinsed it off and did the rest of her skincare, then got started on her makeup.

Passing her hot comb over the fly away and curled up pieces from her bone straight black wig, she touched up her hair.

Walking into her room she let the robe fall, pooling at her feet.

She stroded into her closet grabbing some red lsce panties and matching bra from out her dresser and put it on.

She got dressed in the outfit she bought earlier, her shoes and then put everything she needed into her red louis vutton purse.

Took a few pictures in her large mirror but never posted it anywhere

She didn't really care for Instagram that much but would post her looks, videos etc on hwr Instagram business page since everything she wore was either from her business or she was doing promotions for other businesses.

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10:00 pm

Kaya picked me up in her all black jeep she drove to the club.

When we arrived there was Lamborghini's and other luxurious cars outside, we both got out and made our way to the entrance where we was let through.

Kaya met up with her friend who she introduced me to.

"So James this is amor'e, amor'e this is James!" she projected her voice over nicki minaj's ft g-herbo (chi-raque).

They both smiled and shook eachother's hands.

"Your so bueatiful!" she blushed at his comment.

But in her mind it wasn't true.

After years and years of emotional and physical abuse, her ex had left her broken to say the least.

Her dad always let her know that she was the most beautiful girl in the world.

She never grew up with her mother, she died when she was little and as that would be the role of her mother she also had mother figures like aunts, female cousins and her grandmother whom always reminded her of her beauty.

She was also the last of two children, her older brother Tex.

Tex never knew about the abuse she endured with Jordan because too his knowings they always kept it sweet when he was around.

But if he did he would surely beat Jordan's ass maybe even kill him because tex himself dealt in the drug business before he opened his own chain of restaurants up and down the coast area.

But don't get it twisted he still has his connections with the blood's of Compton who wouldn't mind doing favours for him on behalf of his sister.

She suddenly felt kaya nudge her shoulder.

"Bitch you in that head of yours again. Tell your mind i said fuck him or her, girl you bad bitch and if you don't believe it basically every guy who has looked at you tonight thinks so, loosen up and have fun with me!". she pouted.

She wanted to believe it.

"Okay Kaya, jeez always down my throat for no damn reason!" she laughed, her friend soon joining after

They drank a little bit and danced.

Needa Stack by chris brown started blasting through the speakers.

And kaya and amor'e started turning up,twerking as everyone around them hyped them up.

"Bust it for the light bill, licking on that pussy put it right thea" the whole club the women was shaking they're asses.

The song died down allowing them too take a break which was shortlived because we took a break as No Guidance started playing.

" amor'e and kaya sang.

The song transitioned into a pop songs allowing them too cool down.

Everyone was recording them on their phones.

Amor'e was pretty known because of her businesses and being a public figure out in Atlanta and because kaya was her best friend they knew of her as well.

"Everyone give it up for the girls that showed every bitch in this club out The bueatiful Amor'e and Kayla. They got a lit store here in ATL so go check it out!" he said as the crowd went wild as they smiled and waved up to the dJ from their section.

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12:30 pm

As the night went on we were just dancing having fun when all of a sudden the dJ came back up to his station and started going off.

"Y'all make some noise for my nigga breezy in the building one time!" he yelled into the mic as i let my eyes fall upon Christopher Brown making his way up to his section with his crew.

They section that was literally right next too there's, she felt like she was gonna throw up.... at that moment.... her celebrity crush is literally right next to her he waa so sexy.......ughhhh! God knew what he was doing man forreal.

Soon after she saw August and Trey go up to his section, Kaya was so hyped up and just staring at them but James and a few of his friends interrupted them by coming into their section, they started vybing as a lit song came on niah a friend of James hyped amor'e and Kaya up as they twerked they're asses off, the DJ ranting about them again gaining the attention of Chris and his crew.

They're eyes met as she saw him and August lick his lips at her and her girl Kaya, but then these lil wannabe hoes that they had up in they section decided they wanted a lil war shaking they silicone asses .

"Now i know amor'e and Kaya ain't gone let these plastic bitches show them up, imma turn the music up" the dj said, well bitch if y'all want was then pffttt you got one.

The lightskin Asian one twerked on Chris and the darksin girl with the loose ass frontal wig twerked on August.

The song changed as this was me and Kayla's song.

[started playing as we were hitting every beat, the crowd's vybe with them was through the roof, amor'e was a very shy girl but when that music came on and she got a lil alcohol in her system she was a whole different girl from Compton, LA

"Ayyeeeeeeeeeeeee y'all hood bitches, I see you amor'e twerking that ass y'all make some noise for Kaya and Amor'e the baddest bitches in ATL"

She felt a pair of eyes on her and they belonged too Clchris he was signaling for them to come over to his section.

Kaya was all ready to go and they left leaving James and Niah smirking devishly at them.

When we arrived Trey and August greeted them.

Kaya was too busy talking too August probably tryna fuck him too even give a damn about amor'e in that moment, she gave her the eye and with that she knew what it was from there.

"So you like a dancer or some shit?" chris finally broke the silence.

"Not really i'm more of a business gal".

"I wouldn't have guessed that" he chuckled leaning in closer to me.

"Why? is it because of my body and good looks!" she joked.

"Yes and no...most of the girls i meet they don't have shit going for themselves, they leeching off every rich nigga in the club".

"Well i'm not like one if those girls" i smirked looking at him.

Where was all this confidence suddenly coming from?

She was just surprised at herself as her best friend whom stole a couple looks over at amor'e and chris was.

"I can see that. You gotta boyfriend?"he asked further.

"Nope. I'm single. What about you?".

"Nah i ain't got no girl" i nodded while I just bopped my head to the music.

They went onto have a great conversation where numbers were exchanged , he was a little shocked that she didn't have an instagram but understood when she explained it to him.

Kaya and amor'e soon left with them right behing us , said our goodbyes giving them hugs.

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2:00 pm

Later that night when chris returned back too his rental house he got a chance too think about the girl he met at the club more.

She was bad and he want-needed too see more of her.

Chris hadn't felt a vybe like he did with amor'e in a long time and it was something he craved ever so often.

There was just something about her that made him ooze with excitement.

But first he needed too get ammika off his back and getting a paternity test for the child she claimed was his would be the first step

Hearing his phone go off a couple times he opened it and checked the notifications.

It was some of his fans tagging him in a post made by someone.

And too his surprise it was amor'e and her friend getting lit too his song.

"Damn she got a fattie" he thought too himself.

He could tell that she was different.

Some would call him crazy because he had just met her but all it takes is one time.

Of anything it couldn't hurt too get too know her better, right?

......right?