To make things clear, I generally try to avoid public messing. However, with weak bladder and bowels, it sometimes is unavoidable. On this log I'll write a couple examples

1: At the restaurant

About half a year ago, I decided I wanted to eat out, but I also decided to wear a diaper because I knew the chances of there being a line for the toilet were high. I decided to go with one of my thicker daytime diapers, and I also brought along my diaper bag, which I had packed the day before for a camping trip that had gotten cancelled. When I got to the restaurant, I was seated pretty quickly. I decided I only wanted water to drink, so I got a glass of that. Shortly after I drank it, I realized I had to pee. I didn't want to take my diaper off just to pee though, so I just peed right where I sat. I felt warmth spread through the front of my diaper, and I felt the padding getting damper and damper as it absorbed more and more pee. When I had finished peeing, I still had a lot of dry padding left, as I didn't have to go super badly. I kept drinking my water and eventually the waiter came back, so I ordered an appetizer. Shortly after the waiter left, I noticed pressure in my gut, so I looked over at the bathroom, but to my dismay there was a ten person line at the bathroom door. So, I decided to hold it. When the waiter came back with the salad I ordered, I was starting to have a lot of trouble holding in my poop. He asked what I wanted, so I just ordered a plain cheeseburger. He left, and I saw that the line had gotten even longer. I realized that even if I got in line at that moment, I wouldn't have been able to go potty. So I decided to spare myself the embarrassment of messing while waiting at the toilet and just go where I was. I lifted my butt off of the seat a bit and pushed softly. Almost instantly, the poop started flowing out of me and nestling itself in the seat of my diaper. I decided to eat my salad as I messed so I didn't look weird. I took a bite of the salad and then pushed again. More poop filled my diaper until there wasn't anymore room in the rear, at which point the mess started spreading to the front. I took another bite of salad and pushed again, but nothing happened. I was hesitant to sit back down, but when I saw the line was still long, I slowly lowered myself onto the seat. The mess in my diaper squished up against me as I sat, making me feel a little bit nervous; my mess didn't smell yet, but I knew it would soon. I checked the bathroom line again when the food arrived, and while it was shorter, there were still at least 3 people in line, so I decided to wait until the line cleared to go change. My mess slowly started to smell as I ate my burger, and by the time I'd finished, it had started smelling pretty bad. As I got up I noticed a lady checking her infant's diaper to see if he pooped. I looked away quickly, grabbed my bag and hurried to the bathroom. I had to wait a few minutes for a stall to open up, but when it did I went in quickly. I took off my pants and diaper, and then wiped myself off as quickly as I could while still being thorough and not making a mess. I taped a fresh diaper onto myself afterwards, put my pants back on and disposed of the dirty diaper in the trash can in the stall. I made sure to wash my hands before returning to the table. I enjoyed the feeling of the clean diaper hugging my butt as I sat down, knowing that I wasn't bothering anyone anymore. I waited for the bill and then paid and left.

2: At the store

Just last week I went to the store to pick up some items that had run out. I was also wearing a diaper due to my recent increase in accidents, but I didn't bring my diaper bag since I was only going to be out for like 15 minutes. I was happily browsing the store, taking a bit of extra time to look at toys I really didn't need. I eventually got to the bakery and was looking at all the pastries when I felt something weird: it felt like the rear of my diaper was getting heavier. It took me a moment to realize that I was having an accident, but by the time I did realize it was far too late; I had already filled my diaper a significant amount. I did manage to stop myself from pooping any more than I already did, but there was already a large amount of poop in the seat of my diaper. Every step I took I could feel my mess pressing up against me. I eventually got to self checkout and started scanning my items. I felt the same sensation of my diaper getting heavier when I bent over to pick up my bags, but I couldn't stop it this time. I could only stand there and feel the mess slowly spread across the rest of my rear, and then my underside and then finally my crotch. I walked out of the store with my bags, feeling the huge mess squish against me with every step. I put my bags in the trunk of my car, and then realized I would have to drive home. I slowly sat down, feeling my mess squish up against my butt, underside and crotch, and then started driving. Every movement I made with my legs while driving squished the mess, and I could feel it. When I got home, I decided not to change immediately and to just enjoy the mess.