Emily's pov

*2 WEEKS LATER*

''pregnant?'' naomi said

''yes i think so'' i said

''come here'' claire said and sniffed me

''i can't really tell its iffy'' she said

''lets get a test then'' lexi said

''i have one'' naomi said and we looked at her.

''what i've been waiting for this day to come im prepared for my bestfriend'' she said and i smiled and she went and got the test and handed it to me.

''now go pee'' claire said and smiled

I went to the restroom and paced back and forth about it. I invited all the girls over to hang out while the boys went out with silver since we always hog her they wanted a day with her. 

''okay'' i said to myself and i did the whole process of taking the test which wasn't much just had to pee on a stick.

I put the blue cap on it and three bubbles appeared and it meant that it was analyzing or whatever and the girls came in.

''now we wait three agonizing minutes'' i said 

''alright you have three minutes to freak out then'' lexi said

''go'' naomi said and started the clock.

''am i even ready to be a mom i mean damn me and aaron just talked about this when claire got back home and i said not yet aaron then he said he wanted one and i mean we haven't had sex until the night we did that whole date with the notes and the jet ski and shit you know what it probably is a food baby i have eaten my weight in nachos recently for the past couple of days and im sure the throwing up was me eating to much and you know not pooping is just constipation and i am pretty sure that i am not pregnant because i can't be a mom yet i barley became luna last week and i am just so sure im doing fine now they are gonna have a pregnant hormonal luna if i am or not and i just cant process this right now'' i said and took a breath

''that was less than three minutes you still have fourty seconds left'' naomi said 

''oh and you know what else it could be im just getting fat oh fuck how am i gonna tell my parents how the hell am i gonna tell everyone fuck i blame condoms for not being one hundred percent'' i said and crossed my arms

''did yall use one that night'' lexi said and i thought back to that night and slapped my forehead

''fuck!'' i said and the timer went off.

''three minutes'' naomi said and she handed me the test and i took a deep breath

''i can't look yet'' i said

''why em'' claire said

''because im scared'' i said

''of what'' lexi said

''growing up me and my mom fought constantly there were days where we were okay then there was days where we weren't the night that everything went down the day we moved here i didn't tell you what she really told me'' i said and i looked down

''she said if you move out of this house you are not my child and we argued and what really made me leave was her no one knows what she said not even my dad or mark because if they did they would hate her. I don't want to be that kind of mom with my kid i don't know how to be a mother'' i said and cried and they all sat next to me.

''did you ever look at yourself when you took care of silver'' lexi said

''you loved that little girl with everything you had you took care of her you bought her clothes and played with her and you didn't even know if she was cole's kid yet'' lexi said

''silver loves you so much she talks about you everyday saying that she misses you and that she want's to see you'' claire said and smiled

''don't say you're not gonna be a good mother because we all see how good of a mother you would be when you are with silver its like when she just comes around you completely change she puts a spark in your eye and she makes you happy and you make her happy em you are gonna be a great mom'' naomi said 

''you have all of us around to help you if you are'' claire said and held my hand

''thank you'' i said

''now as your best friend i say this with a heart full of love'' naomi said

''look at that damn test emily before i do'' she said and i laughed 

I took a deep breath and i looked at the test and it said...............