Emily's pov

I woke up in my hotel room and with a banging headache.

''here's some asprin'' cole said and smiled

''thanks'' i said and took the medicine

''you okay'' he said

''yeah its going away quickly i mean we are werewolves'' i said and he chuckled

''the aspirin makes it go quicker'' he said and i nodded

''nice'' i said and he helped me sit up.

''you alright'' he said

''not really i just don't want to go back home i don't want to face logan or aaron or anyone at all'' i said

''em you can't run forever eventually your past comes back for you'' he said and smiled and walked out and i sat there thinking about that.

''ugh i hate you cole'' i said and i got up and i went to the restroom and took a shower.

i got out and wrapped myself in a towel and went back to my room but i ran into logan.

''deja vu'' he said and i slapped him.

''the hell!'' he yelled

''you're lucky i didn't fucking punch you when i am dressed we are gonna talk'' i said and i went to my room and dried off and put my hair in a messy bun and went to his room and sat on the chair and he was still holding his cheek.

''why'' i said

''why what'' he said

''why did you have sex with her logan'' i said

''i didn't'' he said

''what'' i said

''i didn't have sex with her emily im surprised you haven't noticed by now but stacy is my mate why do you think she hates you'' he said and i widened my eyes

Are you fucking serious what the hell moon goddess the hell is going through your head when you give us our damn mates.

''oh'' i said

''when i turned seventeen and mark took me out i saw stacy i knew and she did too but i rejected her she came over that night because she knew you were already mated with her brother she said she wanted to be with me and now that you had aaron i didn't have to worry about you and i got mad and she asked to take a shower and i didn't think anything of it because i was just so angry and when you got there i didn't let you in because i just thought of that. when you got up there is like she knew you were there so she walked out in just a towel and thats what happened'' he said and sighed

''aaron took me to get frozen yogurt and he called me sunshine and i told him my grandma called me that and he apologized and i said its okay and then i told him to tell me a story from his past and he did and then he said he was madly in love with me and he said he would change for me if i wanted and i told him that i spend my whole life loving someone who isn't my mate and that you had sex with his sister and he was like are you kidding and he got mad and he said i tell you i love you and you talk about another guy and he called me a whore and left and i followed him and argued and then he rejected me and left and thats when i went home and linked mark i was leaving and i came here'' i said

''so where does this leave us'' he said

''i don't know'' i said and i felt my skin start to burn in different places.

''whats wrong'' logan said

''i don't know my skin just burns'' i said and mark and cole came in.

''what did you do'' mark said

''nothing!'' logan said

''my skin burns'' i cried

''where'' cole said

''everywhere'' i cried and then i felt it i felt like half of me was ripped away and shattered into pieces. That moment i knew aaron was having sex with someone else.

''i'm fine'' i said and i got up and i walked out and i saw naomi and she took one look at me and hugged me.

''whats wrong hun'' she said

I told her everything i felt how empty i felt and how much it hurts.

''oh em'' she said and rubbed my back.

''i just don't know what the hell to do anymore naomi..'' i said and i cried in her arms....