kalani depradine

Having the sun hit my skin first thing in the morning might me the best feeling aside from Grayson's hands on body.

This morning I had both. I had the warmth from the sun and the warmth from his mouth. He was kissing me, starting at my neck. They slowly went down to my left nipple, bringing it between his teeth to get a moan out of me. The kisses continued to go down until he arrived between my legs.

My body was still sore from last night and he was aware so he wouldn't be doing anything rough. But his touch was gentle when he turned me around for me to rest on my stomach before he pulled my ass into the air.

I held the headboard when he thrusted into me from behind. It was deep and made my grip tighten. His chest went to back as he hovered over me. I brought my hand back, feeling his hair wrap around my fingers. Turning my head over my shoulder, our lips met and his pace picked up.

"Don't stop," I begged, being addicted to the feel of him hitting me deep inside and his one hand going around my body to squeeze my breasts. He made me feel small and for once I enjoyed that. I enjoy how big he is compared to me and I love how perfectly his body hovers and engulfs mine. I love even more how easily he can pick me up. "Harder. Please."

"You feel so fucking good," Grayson grunted as he bit down on my lower lip. My body turned the jello at my orgasm that came over me. He continued to hold onto me with his thrusts before I felt him twitch inside of me while he filled me. When he pulled out, I caught my breath as I laid on my back. "God, I love looking at you like this—with me inside of you." My feet rested on his chest as he spread my legs apart to examine.

I could feel his cum seeping out of me and it felt wrong having it anywhere but inside of me. "Every time you come, I want it only in me from now on," I announced the first thought on my head. He smiled, holding my foot to kiss its instep.

"I don't think that's a good idea. You're underestimating how often I think about you and how badly I want you when we're not fucking," he rubbed my foot. I definitely wasn't underestimating him and his ability to fuck me 24/7 if he could. I hear him in the shower in the morning if I'm not awake early enough for us to fuck before he has work or before Amelia is awake.

"So maybe you should just fuck me more often," I suggested and watched the smirk on his face grow. I didn't need to know what was going through his head because I was watching his cock become hard again.

"Okay," he leaned to kiss me but was interrupted by there being a knock on the door. I sat up, pulling the sheets onto my body.

Grayson got out of the bed, pulling his boxer briefs on as he went to answer it. Holding the covers to my body, a woman smiled, holding a tray of food in hand. He thanked her then set it on the table. I brought the sheets with me when I went to sit on the chair. It was a pancake breakfast with mimosas and parfaits and mini muffins.

While I sat and ate, Grayson went into his bag like he was searching for something. When he finally found it, I thought I might hyperventilate right there. It was small velvet box. A ring box. My eyes went from the box up to his face containing the biggest smirk. He had mentioned during our dinner with the Lee's that he was getting me a ring, but I honestly thought he had forgotten.

"I know it's been on your mind for a while..." Grayson trailed off as he dropped down onto his knee right in front of me and I knew I looked stupid. My face probably had crumbs and my hair was in a bonnet and I'm sitting here naked with bed sheets wrapped around my body.

"I mean, yeah. A little bit," I found the words to speak.

"I know things have been far from traditional and I've honestly never really cared for these sorts of things. But I'm willing to put aside my stubbornness if it means giving you your fairytale marriage and wedding," he spoke and I could feel the tears forming in my eyes. "You've given me the most beautiful, precious gift, greater than I could ever even imagine. She goes beyond all my wildest dreams and I'm so lucky she has you as a mother. Everyday you continue to give me a million reasons for why I cannot live without you."

Breathe Kalani. Blink a few times so he knows you're not falling apart inside.

"You possess all the qualities I want in my wife and the mother of my child. You are the complete opposite of me yet you've managed to become my other half. I need you like I need air, water and every other necessity in my life. You're strong and captivating and independent and selfless and patient and empathetic. All qualities I hope our daughter will gain from you," he spoke with no struggle like he meant every word. "You make me a better man. I'm undeserving of a woman like you, but I promise I'll work everyday to make sure I earn everything you've given me. And I promise I'll make sure you never regret your decision to choose me."

My eyes were blurry and I wanted to curl up into his arms and cry because no one has ever spoken words like this to me before.

"Please marry me, Kalani," he opened the box and I had to bite my tongue to stop myself from weeping because the ring inside was beyond anything I ever could've wished for. It had a large emerald cut diamond with a gold, dainty band covered in mini diamonds.

"Um," I tried to think of words but I couldn't because everything was turning to mush. "I'm trying to think of the perfect thing to say back because the speech was beautiful but I'm having trouble breathing right now if I'm being completely honest," I admitted with a cracked voice. He revealed his smile, taking my hand to kiss.

"A simple yes will do for now."

"Yes," I nodded before he slid the ring onto my finger and it fit perfectly like it was meant for just me. I hugged his neck, having him pick me off the chair to hug me back.

"Happy birthday," he whispered into my ear as he squeezed me tight. "You have to eat though. We have a busy schedule for today," he rubbed my back, sitting on the chair with me on his lap.

"We do?" This trip seemed like enough. I would be fully satisfied with us just staying in here.

"We have a helicopter picking us up in less than two hours," he informed me and I had to resist my urges to scream. Someone needed to pinch me because this all felt like a dream.

"What?"

He wiped my face, making sure to get rid of my prior tears. "That's all I can tell you. The rest is a surprise."

"You are full of surprises this weekend," I poked his nose.

Our breakfast was amazing and we quickly got ready in the small bathroom before we were off on our small walk. By the time we were done, a helicopter was only a walk away where we got inside.

My jaw was on the helicopter floor. We were high in the sky, looking down at all the snow covering the land. There were huge mountains I never became accustomed with in New York. It snows in New York all the time, but this felt like I was in an entire other world. The sight was breathtaking and I couldn't believe I was experiencing this with Grayson.

"How are you not dying right now?" I looked at Grayson who was staring at me rather than outside the windows.

"I'm used to seeing a more breathtaking view," he adjusted the headset I wore.

Our attention went outside when the helicopter slowly started descending to the ground. I removed my headset, getting out of the helicopter with Grayson's help. The snow was blinding from the sun making everything white and bright. Grayson removed the gloves and a toque from the backpack on his shoulders. He put the toque on my head before sliding my gloves on. The sun may be out, but it was still freezing outside.

"You're spoiling me," I smiled up at him. He's done nothing but take care of me this entire trip, like my legs and arms have stopped working. But I'm not complaining.

"If you get frostbite, I'll never hear the end of it from you," he muttered under his breath, pulling a scarf from the bag. That's very true. "Not to mention, we share the same bed. If you get sick, I get sick and I refuse."

"Now that you mention it, I feel a flu-like cough coming on," I pretended to cough before he gave me a disapproving glare.

Hearing something slide against the ground, I turned with widening eyes when I saw huskies running up to us with a man on a sleigh.

"Oh my god!" I screamed, falling onto my knees to hug one. They were fluffy and the coziest thing to hug. "They're adorable."

"They're active today. Come on up," the man gestured for us to get on the sleigh. He stood on the back of it while one person could fit on the sleigh. Grayson pulled me over, sitting down and allowing me to sit between his legs.

The sleigh ride was not like anything I've ever experienced before. It was scary and fun all at once and the fact that I was smushed right between Grayson's strong legs made it even better. At first I thought we might be travelling with no destination in mind. But the longer we stayed on, I began to see this huge wooden lodge where the huskies were pulling us to.

"Welcome to Palazzi Luxury Spa Retreat," the gentleman behind us spoke. Through the front doors of this huge building came these two women with white dresses. Hoping to not make them stand out here too long, I hurried off of the sleigh.

"Mr. Astor, Mrs. Astor," they greeted us both, as my eyebrows rose up at them using that name. It was the first anyone had used it on me and after we get married it would officially be my last name. "Please come in. We have the retreat waiting for you. Today will be a day filled with relaxation."

"Say less," I skipped as I followed them into the lodge.