For the whole weekend I've been ignoring everybody. This gave me time to actually think about what took place. Rowan owes me nothing so she didn't have to stick up for me so I didn't expect her to say shit.

But for Arlo to keep her mouth shut while her friend was verbally degrading me spoke volumes. I get that she's her friend but wrong is fucking wrong and she was wrong for what she said to me.

How are you so lovey with me, calling me these cute names and kissing all up on me but you can't stand up for me. Sorry but that mushy shit is dead right now. That's why I been sleeping in my own room.

It's Monday morning, 5:30 to be exact. Why am I up early? Well you see I'm trying to leave before anybody could see me. Which is going to be hard because Arlo and Rowan are always up early in the gym together when Rowan sleeps over.

I made my master plan and quickly set it in action. So now I'm going to shower and do my hygienic routine. After that was done I changed and put my hair in a messy bun.

After I finished It was 6:30. Damn now it just really harder, but my back up plan is ignoring the shit outta them.

I made sure that I had all my school supplies in order and then I made sure I had my air pods and then I made my way out.

I was going to skip breakfast because, that's a greater risk of them seeing me so i'll just pick up something on the way to school. I silently walked downstairs and there Arlo was talking to Rowan.

I just rolled my eyes and walked around them, without saying anything.

"Damn good morning to you to." Arlo said.

I just rolled my eyes and replied dryly.

"Where you going so early?" She asked.

"You can speak now but not on Saturday?" I asked raising my eyebrows.

"What is you talking about mamas?"

"Don't call me that and you sat there watching your friend with the dry ass weave fucking disrespect me."

"I'm sorry I shouldn't of sat there and do nothing." She said somewhat sincerely.

"Nah miss me with that bs, you suddenly turned mute at that table when I was being disrespected",

"You know what I think, I think you have a deeper attachment to her"

"More than a deep friendship. Let me guess, you fucked her no she was your first right?"

She didn't answer so I knew I was right. I don't have no issues with her past but when it comes between what we have going on that's where my issues come.

"Ah I see, well let me tell you this Arlo go with her, go date her, go fuck her, and leave me the fuck alone."

You say you want me but yet you can't stand up for me. Hell you should of put the dusty ass bitch in her place. But what can I expect they have more history then me and her, I just thought we would be getting somewhere.

I just walked outside and waited on my uber to pull up. It didn't take long so about 10 minutes later it came. We first went to Starbucks to get me some breakfast and a ice coffee, after that I went to school.

I was right on time because as soon as I walked out the bell rang for classes to start. I went to my first class which I just so happen to share with Levi.

I walked in and it was fairly empty so I had a chance to get the back row seat closer to the window. I sat by the window and zoned out.

I felt like someone was staring at me, so I looked around and saw that it was Levi. She looked all sad and depressed. I took one look at her and looked away. I don't feel sorry for how sad she is. I don't care how sorry she is. I don't give a fuck bout none of that shit.

I see how quick their loyalty can switch up on me so my feelings switch can switch up to. Maybe I should have just stayed at my home. I had my own routine. I could of handled the abuse, I been handling it for years.

What I couldn't handle is getting close to people who 'saved' me from my situation, jut to be alienated and pushed aside again. I can't and won't go through that, this is why I hated getting close to people.

I was lost in my thoughts because by time I came to people were leaving the class. I just shook myself out of my daze and packed up to.

'Just a few more classes.' I said to myself.

So far I have been successful in avoiding Levi. That is until she cornered me in the library.

"Stormie can we talk, please?" She asked. I just looked at her and rolled my eyes.

"Please Stormie." She begged.

"Don't call me Stormie, my name is Storm." I started.

"Me and you really don't got shit to talk about, you said what you said and that's that."

"Storm I'm sorry, I should of had your back and checked her on the shit that she said to you."

"Bro you did what you did, you stuck up for your disrespectful friend and tried to check me on some bs." I laughed and continued.

"But yet you want me to forgive you, damn this shit is funny as hell." I could see her eyes filled with tears, I would be lying if I said I didn't want to give her a hug and forgive her but nah my forgiveness gotta be earned, my loyalty and trust too.

"You except that after you practically disrespected me as well that you could come here with some stupid I'm sorry and everything goes back all sunshine and rainbows."

"Nah shit don't work like that, you gotta do more to earn my forgiveness now if you would excuse me." I finished walking away.

I could hear her sobs but I willed myself not to go back there and comfort her. She did this she will fix this.

I ad about 10 minutes left until lunch was over so I went to the bathroom real quick. I did my business and washed my hands. As I was going to leave, plastic Barbie and her 2 sidekicks.

Well this gon be some shit. I tired to move around them but ms. botched Barbie pushed me back. Did this bitch just put her hands on me?

"Where do you think your going?" She asked sinisterly.

"Bitch if you don't move the fuck back and get out of my way we gon have problems." I said. She just laughed and it's from that moment I knew what I was into right now.

Her friend locked the door while the other one stood behind of me. Botched Barbie just laughed and slapped me. I mean I ain't no punk so I decked her in her shit.

But that's when shit went down. The minion behind of my pulled me by my hair and threw me on the floor. Before I could comprehend what was happening I felt kicks to my belly. I tried to shield myself but it was no use.

Botched Barbie got on top of me and started punching and slapping me. I felt so weak, no matter how much I tried to fend for myself I failed. I screamed for her to get of off me and to stop but she just continued the abuse.

I didn't notice she held something pointy until I felt if graze my skin. I started moving around trying to get her off even more but her friend held my hands above my head while getting her hits in.

"You know this wouldn't of happened if you just stayed in the shadows." She began saying while digging the knife deep in my arm.

"But no you just had to make Levi take a liking to you." She continued getting angrier.

"YOU JUST HAD TO GET CLOSE TO HER AND HER SISTER." She shouted in my face.

'Fuck her breathe stink. She sucking way to much dick.' I thought.

She grabbed me by the collar of my shirt pulling me up and slapped me hard making me hit my head on the concrete.

"You have jokes huh bitch, night night slut." She said knocking me in the head with something heavy.

I woke up disoriented. I tried to get up but with every movement my body cried in pain. I took a deep breathe and slowly got up, but I fell back down right after.

I felt weak both physically and mentally. I can't do this no more, I want my old life back. I want my dad back. I want him to tell me everything will be okay and that he got me.

I should of died with him. Death would be better than this. More peaceful than all this crazy shit. I contemplated on whether I should stay here and wish my nightmare would end or just let the pain consume me and take me out of my misery.

But I didn't want to give up. I have hopes and dreams that I want to accomplish. With those thoughts in my mind I Slowly picked up my bag and against my bodies wishes I got up.

I have to go and get help because I know that something is extremely wrong with me. I couldn't even look at myself because I knew I would break down and cry and I couldn't do that right now.

I left the bathroom and limped to the nurses room. The more I moved the more I felt my chest was on fire and It felt like I couldn't breathe.

I felt light headed and like I wanted to throw up. I pushed through the urge and made it to the nurses room. As I was knocking on the door, the dizziness came back over me and I fainted.

At the hospital

As I came to I heard beeping around me. It was a struggle for me to open my eyes but I did that.

"Fuck." I tried to say as the light burned my eyes. My throat felt so dry.

I looked around and saw that I was at a hospital which could be expected because of how bad my injuries are. I pressed the button for the nurse to come in and I just waited, hoping she would bring me a bottle of water.

She arrived shortly but with no water.

"How are you feeling Ms. Garcia?" She asked warmly. I just pointed at my throat and she got the message and went to get me some water. She came back quick and I slowly took sips of it.

"Do you remember anything that happened?" She asked.

I have 2 options I can either lie and say no or tell the truth. I didn't want anymore problems so lie it is.

"No I don't." I replied.

"Well It looks like you took quite a beating, you sustained serious injuries and your lucky yo have made it to the nurses office in time."

She continued, "It would be normal for your memory of the event to have left you, but it should be back soon, you are also on some pain medicine just to ease the pain a little."

She told me everything that was wrong. I have several deep cuts on my body which I needed stiches for, I have numerous bruises and other shit that I can't take in right now.

"You have visitors outside should I get them?" She asked.

"Who are they?" I asked, because I know I couldn't have any visitors because nobody cares.

"You school called your parents and they came, they're really worried about you." She smiled. I felt my heart start to beat faster and it reflected on the machine monitoring my heart.

"Are you okay honey?" She asked.

"Yes, I'm fine just happy they care for me." I faked smiled.

She gave me a smile and went to get them. I have to think of a plan real quick. They can't take me back with them. I was broken out of my thoughts when my egg donor and her boyfriend came in. Here comes the acting.

"My gosh, my baby look at you." Egg donor said.

"I'm fine."

"She's free to go home now after she get's changed and her prescriptions." The doctor left the room and that's when hell broke loose again.

"You thought you could run away huh." He said grabbing my hear.

"Now that I got you, I'm gonna fuck you up till your broken." He whispered in my ear.

"We gon have some fun baby girl." I sat there frozen. I can't let them take me back cause take me back cause they'll kill me.

The doctor came back and gave me my clothes and my medicine.

"Let's give her some privacy, while she changes and you can sign her out." She said walking them out.

My fight or flight mode came in. I quickly jumped up and changed my clothes even when my body sent painful jolts.

I found my bag and stuffed everything in it and tried snuck out. I looked up and down the hall and I didn't see any of them so I ran to the elevator and pressed the garage button.

As I was going down I felt my anxiety rise every time the doors opened. When It stopped at the garage I ran out and kept running until I was far enough.

I thought somebody was calling my name so I got more scared , I hailed a cab and went to a hotel. The adrenaline started to fade and the pain came back heavier.

Fuck my life