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When Nikolai pulled over in front of the house, I quickly ran inside and did not look back. I feel like my face has turned blood red in embarassment. When the rush in my body decipated, my senses and reason went back and I realized what I did in the car with Nikolai was so humiliating.

"Baby...." Nikolai said as he tries to keep up with me. I dare not look at his face. I cant, oh god I just really cant look at him. What could be my future husband think of me now? That her future wife is a closet slut?

I ran as fast as I can inside. I can sense that Nikolai is closing in on me. I entered Alexei's room, slammed the door on Nikolai and locked myself inside.

"Baby, tell me what's wrong?" Nikolai said and he sounds puzzled.

I did not answer him. I just rested my back on the door.

"Was it something that I did? Tell me..." Nikolai's voice is sweet and gentle as he tries to ease me down.

"Just go Nikolai, Im fine. Im just....I just cant see you right now."

"Tell me what's the problem so I can fix it." Oh god, Nikolai you are perfect, its just me who has a problem.

"Baby you know that I cant sleep without you. If you want to sleep here, that's fine by me, let me in, I want to go to bed with you." Said Nikolai as he pleads to me.

"Where's Alexei? I want to see Alexei." The only person I can look in the eyes and be comfortable with right now is Alexei.

"He's here. Alexei brother she wants to talk to you." Said Nikolai.

Someone cleared his throat. "Ah princess what's wrong? Open the door princess. I'm dying to see your face." Oh god, it's still Nikolai and he's impersonating Alexei's voice. I covered my mouth with my hand. I'm trying so hard to hold back my laughter. My future husband, the Russian Mafia Boss is the sweetest most adorable lover ever. I try so hard to cover my mouth so he cant hear me laugh.

"Princess? I love you princess." Said Nikolai still impersonating Alexei.

I then took a deep breath so I can talk straight. "I know it's you Nikolai! You are not a convincing Alexei at all!"

I then hear Nikolai soft chuckle.

"Call Alexei now Nikolai."

"Open the door, he's already on the phone." Said Nikolai.

"Dont come in or else Im going to hate you Nikolai."

He did not answer me.

"Nikolai, I said dont come in if I open the door to get the phone from you, you understand?"

"Yes."

I slowly unlocked the door and made a small opening for the phone. Nikolai handed me the phone, but at the same time he's trying to push his way inside.

"Nikolai!!!!!"

"Baby, you know I cant sleep without you."

I pushed myself as hard as I can to lock the door but Nikolai was already able to push his way inside.

I quickly ran towards Alexei's bed and hid myself under the covers.

"Dont come near Nikolai!!!!!"

A few seconds past Alexei arrived.

"Do you two need more time?" Said Alexei.

"Nooooo! Alexei come here." I said, horrified by the fact that Nikolai will find his way to me sooner or later.

"What's wrong princess? Why are you under the covers?" Alexei then inserts himself under the covers to face me. We are now face to face as he holds my cheek.

All of a sudden Nikolai slips under the covers at my back and spoons me.

"If you dont want to see my face, at least let me touch you?" Said Nikolai. My poor Nikolai. I suddenly feel so guilty for treating him like this.

I then burried my face on Alexei's neck.

"I'm sorry Nikolai. I'm just so embarassed to look at you in the eyes right now."

"Why? Is it because, oh." Said Nikolai sounding like he realized something. I then hear him soft chuckle.

I smack his arm that is resting on my waist.

Nikolai then burried his head on my nape as he speaks.

"You were amazing. That was amazing. There's nothing to be embarassed about." Said Nikolai trying to ease me down.

I can feel that Alexei's chest is already moving like he's about to let out a laugh. I know that he already figured out what Nikolai and I are talking about.

I quickly smack Alexei on his chest. I tried to remove myself from him and attempted to sit up but Nikolai and Alexei pulled me back to bed and pinned me with their arms. Alexei removed the covers while Nikolai climbed on my side.

"Open your eyes. Look at me." Said Nikolai.

"No!"

"Okay then, I'm going to place hickeys on your neck, so when you attend school tomorrow, your kids will see that you are full of love." Said Nikolai teasingly.

I then tried to wiggle off from their arms but against the two, I was not able to move even an inch from my position.

"Fine!" I slowly opened my eyes.

I marvel at Nikolai's beautiful green eyes and Alexei's magnetic hazel eyes.

"You are one of a kind baby. I hate to admit this but I can't blame Artan why he wants you this bad. Look at her brother, she will be the death of us." Said Nikolai to Alexei. Alexei then climbed on my other side. To my surprise Alexei kisses my cheek and runs the back of his finger on my face.

"She's no doubt extraordinary, brother." Nikolai and Alexei are looking at me like they are inspecting every inch of my face.

Oh gosh could this be more embarassing?

"Do you know what Artan said to us?" Said Nikolai.

Knowing Artan, I doubt if he was subtle about whatever he said to Nikolai and Alexei.

"He told my brother that he wants you and that you taste amazing." Said Alexei. Oh my god! So that was the reason why they pointed guns at each other.

"Tell me, of all the people in this world, how did the Albanian Mob Boss find you?"

My Nikolai has the right to know the truth.

"It was at St. Mary's, Nikolai. That was the time when we were apart. Artan was looking for a personal tutor for his daughter Aria. Dr. Thomas recommended me to him. But it was just one night, since....."

"Since what? Tell me everything now."

"Artan went home and I think he's drunk, he..." I swallowed the lump in my throat. "He forced his way to me and kissed me. He saw Aria looking at us that's why he stopped." I paused for a few seconds to collect my thoughts. "I decided to quit my job at Artan's but after several days he came looking for me again at St. Mary's. He was the one who sent me the note, it was attached to a box of roses. "

Nikolai and Alexei did not look surprised at all.

"I quit the job even if I have already grown to like Aria very much. Did you know that she stopped talking right after her mum died? I was just so hopeful because during that first day, she was responding very well to our activities. She is a very sweet girl Nikolai."

Nikolai is surprisingly calm as I tell him the truth.

"I know, I'm her Godfather."

My eyes widened in surprise.

"You are Aria's Godfather?"

Nikolai just nodded. Oh my god, the more I feel so terrible for causing a rift between Artan and Nikolai.

At this point I dont know if I still want to tell Nikolai about what Artan did to me in the privy.

"Im sorry Nikolai, I should have told you earlier, I was just afraid of what you might do to Artan. He's the only one left for Aria, Nikolai. The little girl wont be able to survive if something happens to her dad."

"Artan should have thought of that before attempting to get in our way. Clearly, the bastard knows what he was doing. Sometime along the way, he knew that you are mine. Having known Artan for a long time, he sees you as a challenge. He will dangle you around like a trophy."

"But i'm not a trophy Nikolai! And Im not interested in him a single bit, I even conveyed that message to him so many times!"

"We know..but Artan sees you that way. He will have the ultimate bragging right of snatching Volkov's wife. This is how things work in our world princess." Said Alexei.

"I will handle this. You dont have to worry about him anymore." Said Nikolai all too seriously.

"No violence Nikolai please? For me and for Aria? It would break my heart if anything happens because of me, promise me Nikolai?"

Nikolai took a deep breath. "Baby, it's like youre asking us not to breathe."

I know I told myself not to even attempt to change Nikolai but this is for Aria. The little angel will be the one affected the most if something bad happens between Nikolai and Artan. I need to do something.

"Nikolai, Alexei.. please? For me and for Aria?"

Nikolai and Alexei looked at each other.

"No violence except if Im provoked."

I squeeled and wiggled my feet in gladness. "That's fair enough!" I quickly climbed on top of Nikolai. I spread my legs on Nikolai's torso, held his face and plants a kiss on his lips. "I love you Nikolai!"

Nikolai lets out a sweet smile. "I love you."

I then hopped on Alexei's waist, held his face and plants a kiss on his nose. "I love you Alexei!"

Alexei looked surprised. His beautiful hazel eyes looked at me intently. "I love you princess."

Alexei then lets out a smirk. "Do you really know how to shoot the gun Matushka gave you?"

"Uhh yah! Of course, you just pull the trigger right?" I said all to confidently while I intertwine my arms infront of me.

"Do you know that there's a safety lock in your gun?"

"Uh..." Shucks...Alexei is really testing me.

"Of course! Tsh!!!" I hissed at Alexei.

Alexei and Nikolai let out a laugh.

To my surpise, Alexei runs his hand on my thigh, removes the gun and raises it in his hand.

"Okay show us." Alexei very well knows I cant.

I just pouted my lips.

"Oh baby, you are such a badass chick." Said Nikolai mocking me.

"So if you dont know how to use the gun, how will you handle that woman, what's her name again?" Asked Alexei.

"You can call her minx for recall." I said teasingly.

"Why do you hate her so much?"

"I dont hate her!"

"Of course princess, you dont. That's why you had her thrown out."

"Well she was blocking my way, she gave me no choice."

Nikolai and Alexei just looks at me all amused.

"So how are you going to handle the minx if she attacks you, if you dont know how to use the gun?" Asked Alexei, sounding all too eager.

"Simple. I'm going to hurl the gun to her face. I'm really good at hurling things at people's head. Am I right Nikolai?"

Nikolai has a grin plastered on his face like remembering the time when I hurled the alarm clock on his head.

To my surprise, Alexei pulled me to bed in between him and Nikolai and burried his head on my shoulder while laughing. I swear these two can be very rough to me sometimes.

"I have three more requests. And to be fair, I will grant one request from the two of you if my requests are granted. Anything, at all, I will grant it."

Nikolai and Alexei have wicked smirk plastered on their faces.

"This sounds fun." Said Alexei.

"Do we have a deal?" I offered them my pinky fingers but the two just bit my pinkies.

"Nikolai! Alexei!"

I just sigh in defeat.

"Okay, first. About Dylan."

The moment they heard Dylan's name they both halted and looked at me while crinkling their eyebrows.

"What about him?" Said Alexei. I know between him and Nikolai, Alexei hated Dylan's guts more.

"You will not harm Dylan."

"What did that piece of shit tell you?" Said Alexei and he now looks furious. Wow, I did not know Alexei hated Dylan this much.

"I just know that you threathened to kill him if he continues with our relationship."

"Well shit. So that fucker did take advantage of you." Said Alexei.

"What relationship?" Said Nikolai and he now looks serious. Oh my gosh. Im slowy regretting doing this.

I removed myself from them and rested my back on the headboard of the bed. Nikolai and Alexei then sat beside me.

"I asked you a question."

"Dylan's my ex."

"How far did he get to you?" Asked Nikolai. I cant believe he's asking me this.

"Are you seriously asking me that question Nikolai? You took my virginity after Dylan and I broke up."

Nikolai looked down as if remembering what happened that night.

"Not gonna happen." Said Alexei and he looks certain.

"Nikolai..." I looked at my future husband hoping that he could back me up. But he just looks at Alexei and looked away.

"Dylan is really nice Alexei..."Alexei snorted, not believing a single word I said about Dylan.

I let out a frustrated sigh and stood up from my position but Alexei grabs me towards him effectively landing me on his lap.

"Okay, but if I find out that he attempts to even touch your hair, the deal is off." That is good enough for me just as long as I am assured that nothing will happen to Dylan, I can accept that.

I hugged Alexei very tight. "Thank you Alexei." I see Nikolai looking at us with a smile is plastered on his face.

"Nikolai, that goes for you as well."

"Hey Im not part of that deal."

"Nikolai!"

Alexei then interrupted us.

"What's your second request?"

"David."

I can see Nikolai and Alexei looked puzzled.

"David was the one who helped me when I ran away. He hired me in his bookshop where your men found me."

"Oh, so what about him?"

"Well, he told me that he pays money for the drugs his son stole from the Russians."

"What do you want me to do baby."

"I want your men to stop harrassing him and his shop. He's hardly making it to get by baby. I'm not asking you to forget about his son's debt, by all means you can run after him or do whatever you want to do with him, I'm just asking you to spare David. His son's actions are not his fault Nikolai."

Nikolai is now kissing my legs. I feel like tingles of electricity is running in my body in each of Nikolai's kisses.

"Done." Said Nikolai in between kisses.

"Thank you Nikolai." Oh gosh, my heart is filled with warmth. David will surely be very happy. The old man was the one who took me in at the lowest point of my life. I owe him that much.

Alexei is now planting small kisses on my shoulders and arm while Nikolai is already on my thighs. I feel like I'm running out of breath.

"Uh, and my last request, is Aria."

Nikolai and Alexei halted with their kisses.

"If you are going to ask us if you can go back working with that bastard Artan, the answer is a resounding no."

"Nikolai, I just want to help Aria. Baby, look at me. Baby please? Im going to see Aria after my classes. I just really feel that Aria still has a chance to grow up normal baby."

"No. End of." Said Nikolai dimissing the topic.

I know that I can eventually convince Nikolai. Im not gonna give up just yet.

"Fine. Then no granting of request from the two of you then."

"Hey, that's not fair. We gave in to two of your wishes." Said Alexei sounding like a kid.

I intertwined my arms in front of me.

"Fine! One request will be granted."

Nikolai and Alexei looked at each other wickedly. After several horrifying requests from the two, I ended up agreeing to give them back massage because that's the only option which will not completely scar my inner self for life. As they made their requests I felt like I was having mini heart attacks. The two would just chuckle to my reactions. I am now convinced that the favorite past time of Nikolai and Alexei is making me feel uncomfortable.

I went to Alexei's closet, took off my gown, grab one of Alexei's white cotton shirt and put it on. I then collected my hair to a ponytail. When I went out, Nikolai and Alexei are already half naked in all their glory, watching tv, while Nikolai is on his phone. I feel something in my abdomen everytime I see their tattoos.

I then placed my right foot on top of the table next to the bed so I can remove the gun and the lace garter from my thigh.

I quickly hopped back to bed in between my Nikolai and Alexei. To my surprise, Alexei pinned me with his right arm.

"Hey, where's our massage?" Alexei is already kissing my neck and my ears. Oh gosh I feel like volts of electric current are running through my body.

"I want the exact massage as you did before baby. The knocked out cold massage." I just giggle at Nikolai's naughtiness.

Nikolai then wraps his left arm on my stomach and plants small kisses on the other side of my neck and ears. To my surprise, Nikolai held my chin with his left hand and made me face Alexei.

Alexei then looks at me in the eyes and lands a long sweet kiss on my lips. Oh god, I feel like I'm running out of breath. Alexei's kiss is so intense I feel my body heating up. At this point, the memories of Matushka telling me about both Nikolai and Alexei loving me came rushing back. Oh my god, I'm so confused. Alexei is now cupping my face while I can see from the corner of my eye that Nikolai is looking at us.

"Uh, Ill just get the massage oil from my luggage, I'm sure it's around there somewhere." I know that I'm already turning cimson. I quickly stood up and went upstairs to Nikolai's room.