The soft wind swiftly touched my skin, slightly shivering at both the chill breeze and what I was about to do. I tilted my head and I stared at the beautiful night sky where the stars in the heavens twinkled almost brighter than the previous days... or maybe that was just me?

What a beautiful night to leave this cruel and ruthless world, huh? I chuckled bitterly at the though. Flashbacks of my pathetic and miserable life slapped me across the face to remind me how I'm really a nobody in this place. Who knew I would actually muster up the courage to be standing on the side railing of our building? It was a thought that had been running around my mind these past months but I was scared and I still am. But at the same time, I want to kill all these pain and sorrow that eats my alive everyday. I want to put an end to my misery. I drew a deep breath, grabbing on the rails ever so tightly at the thought. Ah, overthinking kills, huh?

"Jump!" A voice in my head says. Should I? I mean, what is there for me anyway? I have nothing to lose and nothing to commit to. I have nothing and no one. And on the brighter and BRIGHTEST side, everyone would want me gone. forever. I might as well fulfill their wishes & desires... that would be nice.

My chest was pounding like crazy. I was going crazy. Tears trickled down my face remembering all the painful traumas I had experienced for such a long time and now, I'm putting ending it.

5...4...3...2–

"Ari?"

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