Felt like the end....

....!.....

...It the end...

I ruined it and there was no going back in it as my fury and hatred destroyed everything...

The way they talked, the way they seemed to know so much about each other, the looks and gazes...All... All of it, made me realize that all these years we were merely a patient and a doctor, the titles of husband and wife were there for us to live in the same house together without any judgments from others

But they were different...

They had what I wanted with her. The same thing which I could never get... Maybe they are truly meant to be. As for me, I guess the one who's made for me has already left this world... Maybe that was the reason that made me boil with jealousy, hatred, and fury... That one fact that she is not meant for me but for him had somehow managed to make me finally lose it all more than I already did before he showed up and stole the scene...

I regret it...

All of it..

I truly do. As I am aware there will be no other chance for me to hold onto you, Amanda.