《Poetry: With a thousand words; and a million more reasons》My Mind
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You're the one that makes my day,
But I keep forgetting the words to say,
I want to reach out and tell you I mean this,
I love you so dearly, to me, you're my bliss,
I'm not alone playing this game of whist,
If only I knew that from how tenderly we kiss,
I wanted you to know that I love you the way you are,
Beneath I'm feeling loved, even behind my scars,
Who knew that love could grow from afar,
Now I'm able to see you clearly, knowing I can find you on Mars,
You can't help me from being pulled into this black hole,
You know my mind plays games on me? Even when you think I'm on pole?
But this position I've been longing for, I can no longer roll,
I can't keep ticking with every second, as it coaxes out my soul,
You're all I need, all I could ask for,
So TELL me 'I love you', forever more...
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