Memories I fearfully lost,

Rediscovering them like a morning frost,

Amnesia returning back into play,

Unaware if I can make it through, 'okay',

Thoughts of my intricate life & family,

Realisation of our truth, gifted with calamity,

Did it ever work? Not quite properly,

Keeping myself caught up in this unforgiving monopoly,

Why did I live? No one will know,

Why did I breath? When no one would show,

They show no tear drops of affection to me,

Hence I'm stuck in a trance, desiring an attention spree.

All I need is an hour, a second, a minute,

There goes that 'beeping' sound again, why won't it finish?

Little did I know - switching it off would put me at rest,

Not for while, just a little longer, eternally sleeping, perhaps it's best.