Depressed without knowing,

I promise my blood will keep flowing,

I'm losing sense of direction and emotion,

Why is it so cruel to follow my devotion?

I never wanted to give you the truth as to why,

All my thoughts are hanging in the night sky,

Except that one thought keeping me from glowing,

I'm not emotionless, now keep on going,

People say I'm kind, and I don't foresee it,

But I'm told it's for certain, they'll guarantee it,

Apparently the nicest people have it worse,

I'm coming to agree with the emotion in this verse,

Every time I get so close, but I end up even further,

All these reasons to keep me fighting this girder,

At the end of the day, does it even matter?

I'll keep dispersing until I become scattered,

I'll be scattered in my mind, scattered in my heart,

Nothing can save me now, not even a restart,

My heart is hurting, all I feel is sorrow,

I'm sorry I can't explain more, else I'll be hollow.