Hey guys, so sorry that I have been missing for a while now! Truth is that I was terribly sick and had to be admitted to the hospital. But the good news is that I am all better and back now :) The plus side was the fact that I had so much free time that I could think about all the plots for the coming chapter :). So my updates will be faster. Thank you lovelies for reading my story while I was gone! I will continue to post from today :)

PS:- There is a little bit of mature content down there, so beware :)

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I watch Ryder as he pulls into a house that I was not familiar with, it was a two-story house with grey walls and I look at him questioningly. He just smiles softly at me and gets out of the car without a word. I step out and look at him again" Whose house is this Ryder?"

He smiles and holds his hand out to me "This is my house, well my parent's house actually it's now mine" I walk into the house with him and smile at how homey and welcoming it felt, it looked more like a home than mine ever did and it was evident that someone had put a lot of love into decorating it. Ryder points at a couch and I sit down. He walks up and picks up a photo from a table and hands it to me. "This is my mum, you would have loved her if you had a chance to meet her" I look at the photo and my eyes focus on a beautiful smiling woman holding a 3-year-old boy close to her in a hug. " I run my fingers over the photo "She is beautiful" I smile softly at him.

He shakes his head and take the photo off me and puts it back on the table "Yea she was beautiful, I hope you dont mind that I brought you here, I didn't want to take you out anywhere, I wanted our first date to be special so I thought I'll cook for you if that's ok" he looks at me uncertainly "I mean I can take you out to a restaurant if that's what you prefer..."

I stand up and wrap my arms around him beaming at him "Absolutely not, I love it. I didn't know you could cook" He walks into the kitchen holding my hand in his and checks the oven. "I made lasagne and there is wine, that's what I know how to cook the best, hope you like it" I smile at him and help him set the table, light the candles and he flicks the lights off. He pours us both a glass of wine and I take a sip as he serves me lasagne on a plate.

I take a bite and my eyes widen "Oh my god this is delicious, you need to teach me" Ryder grins from across the table "Yea, when you move in here, you can do all the cooking you want" I bite my lip and grin at him "When I move in here?" He looks a little shy almost as if those words had slipped out of his mouth "Yea, you will move in with me at some point right?"

I blush slightly and smile at him not sure how to respond to that. Did I want to move in with him? I meant it was too early but I did love spending all my time with him. We continue eating, talking about different things. Ryder tells me stories of how he was as a child and it was all about his mum and how she used to take him to school and look after him. It was evident that their bond was strong and I was a little envious that I never got to experience that with my mum.

Once we finish dinner I help him clear the table and wash the dishes. The tension in the room is palatable, I had already downed three glasses of wine and I wondered if we would take our physical relationship any further. I dry the last dish and put it back in the cupboard and turn to face him staring at me.

"What are you staring at?" I swat his hand blushing slightly. He reaches out and pulls me into his arms "Just how naturally you fit into my life, I'm so glad you are with me" He slowly leans down and kisses me our lips naturally molding together, he grabs my waist and pulls me closer to him and starts kissing down my neck. I can't handle all the feelings that were going through me and I slowly pull away from him as he groans. He rests his forehead against mine and smiles "Do you wanna go watch a movie in my room?"

I raise my eyebrows at him "Is this your way of getting me in your bed?" He smiles at me as his eyes darken "If I wanted you in my bed, we would already be there and you would be begging for more" I walk away from him out of the kitchen and look up the stairs "Really, cocky much?"

I hear him from behind me "Dont go up, I dont go there anymore" I am reminded of what happened with his mum and I did not want to make this evening bad for him so I dont even ask him anything. I walk across into a room that is definitely his and I am surprised at how tidy it is. there is a king-size bed and the walls are plain with a study desk and chair with all his books on it.

I plop myself on his bed and he walks up to me. "Do you sleep here often?" I reach my arm out to him and he takes in as he crawls in next to me. He looks at me in confusion as I continue "I mean I always see you at Colton's so I didn't think you stayed here much"

He pushes me back so that I am lying on the bed and he lies next to me on the bed " Yea I'm usually there or at Bryans, I dont really like staying here that much, too many memories." He lays down and pulls me close to him so that my head is resting on his chest and I swing my leg over his.

I look down at our intertwined hands and frown as I wonder how many girls were here before me in this same position. I mean I had absolutely no experience in this area, and Ryder has definitely been sleeping around. Ryder notices the frown on my face and he looks at me "What did you just think about?"

"Nothing" I shrug it off but he doesn't let it go "No seriously what did you think of that made your pretty face fall"

I just sigh "No I was wondering about how many girls you've brought up here" I look at him nervously. Ryder sighs and he closes his eyes as he lays back

"I won't lie and tell you that I haven't bought anyone here, but usually I end up staying at the girl's place." He opens his eyes and rolls over me carefully making sure that he takes his weight on his arms. I can feel the heat from his body as he drawls "The sheets are clean Anna if that's what your wondering, as you can see I am not a messy person.

He slowly leans down and kisses me and I respond eagerly. Our tongues duel with each other and I feel warmth pooling between my legs. He releases my lips and starts kissing down my neck. "I know that you've not gone the entire way with anyone, but how far have you gone?'' he manages to ask me between kisses.

I moan and respond to him "Just kisses nothing more." He stops and stares at me "I dont like the thought of you being with anyone else Anna it tears me apart" I roll my eyes at him and reach out to tug at his shirt. "Well imagine how I feel, you've been with like a million girls" He raises his eyebrow at me and leans off to take his shirt off before he leans back down. "None of that meant anything to me, Anna, what you and I have I can't even begin to describe how it feels"

I run my hands down his bareback, feeling the warmth of his skin and I kiss lightly down his neck which makes him moan. He leans back and looks at me again. "Stop me if you're not feeling comfortable ok" He looks deeply into my eyes and I nod at him slowly.

He slowly lifts me and pulls the zipper down on my dress from behind and pulls down the straps of my dress. I bite my lip as he looks at my simple black bra. At this moment I was wishing I had worn something lacy, but he just groans "You are so fucking beautiful, I can't believe I am so lucky"

He slowly reaches behind me and clips off my bra in one fluid motion which makes me rolls my eyes. Even I struggle taking it off and he seems to be an expert. He slowly pulls the straps down and frees my breasts while I blush nervously, my nipples had hardened and the anticipation was killing me. He leans down and takes one of my nipples in my mouth and started sucking on it while he plays with the other one with his fingers. I cant stop myself from twisting and turning around while my hands keep clenching the sheets.

"Oh my god, Ryder, dont stop that feels so good" I moan out as he slows moves onto the next breast, and gives it the same attention. He slowly stops and then leans up and starts kissing me again. I kiss him back feverishly when I hear my phone ring. Ryder picks up my phone and looks at it while I moan "Dont answer it, just come back and kiss me" I pout at him and he sits up and hands me my phone 'Are you sure, it's your mum"

I take the phone from him and look at the time "Oh shit, it's 10 pm I need to get home" I scream and quickly pull my clothes back on while Ryder just lies there staring at me smiling.

I jump off the bed "Ryder we need to go" I glare at him while he pouts at me. "What happened to ignoring the call. Come back to bed, stay with me" he grumbles.

I put my hands on my hips and glare at him " What...No.. My mum will kill me "

He sits up groaning and he puts his shirt on "Fine, cmon then " He pulls me in and kisses me quickly before he takes his car keys. "I swear you should just move in with me" he mumbles and although I hear it I dont respond to it. I mean it's just our first date and the boy wants to live with me. It's the second time he's mentioned this tonight and I am not sure what to think of it. I mean I dont think it's normal to move in with someone so early in a relationship.

I hear the phone ringing again and I slap my forehead with my hand.

I am so screwed, my mum is going to kill me.