dear angel,

did you even see how i used every ounce of courage i ever owned, to confess, even though i wouldn't get anywhere?

nope. of course you didn't.

you took it for granted, and became blinded by apologies.

and from then on, even though i thought things couldn't get any worse, they did.

i felt myself hitting rock bottom.

all the way from the top of the world.

you pushed me, and i fell fast, deep below the waters.

i'm stuck there, now.

save me.

sincerely,

tae kwang