dear angel,

the urge i have to talk to you is getting stronger.

it feels like my heart is going to yank out of my chest, and connect to you like a magnet.

but then i remember that you're a different person now, and i start fighting my heart's desires.

it's painful, because i miss you alot.

it makes me mad at myself.

for getting attatched.

for making you my life.

for depending on you.

for thinking of you.

for dreaming of you.

for knowing you.

and now that your gone...

i will say i believe in love.

because i've felt it.

but i'll never find it ever again.

sincerely,

tae kwang