dear angel,

i've always wondered why yi an was so much better than me.

what should i have have done to win you over from the start?

now, i have to struggle to get rid of all the demons invading my mind. i know i can't drown them, when they can already swim.

the illusionary cure, is 3am, with loud music, dark memories, and the flooding of my tears.

i might not be able to drown my demons, but i can drown myself from reality.

it's the only escape without you here.

sincerely,

tae kwang