dear angel,

i've been looking for you for so long.

there's so many words i want to say, but the last 6 feet it takes to get to you kills me.

with you i can hardly speak.

when you found yi an, you saw my tears and shattered heart, but watched me burn until i was nothing.

you realized how fearful i became.

that meant nothing to you.

you could have been mine.

you should have been mine.

but you don't think so.

sincerely,

tae kwang