dear angel,

i hate you. i hate you for running off like this.

i'm trying to be okay with it, but i can't seem to.

it all comes down at 2am, when i realize i can't help loving you more.

when i can't sleep, and my mind wanders off i can't see a better day for myself. you and our memories seem to be all that matter.

you gave me so much to remember and it's all that's special to me.

i worked so hard to keep it alive, because i need it.

has all thought of me vanished for all this time?

sincerely,

tae kwang