dear angel,

what are you doing to me, eun bi?

your making me have to learn to breathe all over again.

there's an anchor weighing down my heart. i have to put up such a fight not to go under again.

each breath is a pain, and a regret.

an inhale of water.

an exhale of chokes.

you didn't destroy the people you loved, but you had no trouble doing that to me.

you knew it the moment he crossed your mind and it wasn't me.

and you didn't feel the least bit guilty for running away.

you wrapped my reality into a nightmare.

i loved you first. you should have chose me.

sincerely,

tae kwang