Beam called as soon as he open his eyes and did not see his husband beside him on their bed. Yes, they are married for four months, they get married a month after he propose. They waited for the adoption to finalise, wanting Siri to walk with them together to their next steps towards their forever as a family.

He looked at the time and frown when it says it's fifteen minutes past eight in the morning, meaning Forth drive Siri to school. He sighed as he moved out from the bed and walk towards the bathroom and do his morning routine but frown as he look down on his stomach. He blew out an exasperated air, as he can feel his stomach lurch and vomit on the sink. He's been like that for a weeks already and he tried so hard not to tell Forth for him not to worry.

Feeling weak he sits on the side of the toilet and took a deep breath to ease the dizziness when his stomach growl but he doesn't want to move. He don't know why he's feeling tired when he just woke up. When he heard Forth's car pulled in the driveway, he sighed in relief but get annoyed at the same time. Forth just left him and didn't even bother to left a note saying where the hell he would go although he knew where his husband is and what he did he is still annoyed.

He marched out of bathroom ready to have a fight with his husband when a disgusting smell hits him upon going out the room. He ran back to their room, straight to the bathroom to vomit whatever it is inside his stomach. Seconds later he felt a comforting rub on his back while he heaves an empty vomit over the sink. His eyes water after and he felt really weak and just lean on Forth's chest as his husband give him a cup of water to rinse his mouth and wipes his sweat.

Beam whines as he cling to his husband and sniff his addicting scent. Forth lift him up and he instantly wraps his legs around Forth's waist as the latter walk them back to their room. He straddled on Forth's lap while sobbing.

Forth asked in frantic as soon as he feel his shirt is getting wet. Beam sniffles and blow his nose on his shirt and look at him with watery eyes and puffy nose. The sight makes Forth's heart skip a beat. Beam shook his head and cling unto him even more.

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Forth's jaw drop. He stared at Beam wide eyed as his husband wriggle to get out from his embrace while glaring at him. What happened? He mumbled confusedly as his eyes followed his husband's movement and walk out their room. He rake his hands to his hair and follow Beam outside when Beam screamed his name from the kitchen.

He asked in frantic and check his husband from head to toe when Beam smack him. For the second time Forth's system is shocked. He bit his lips careful not to throw Beam a word or he'll regret it. Beam has been having tantrums and it is the first time he act like this. He can only hissed silently.

Beam said softly while looking at Forth like a lost puppy. Forth sighed.

Beam whined and was about to cry again when Forth hug him and he sniff on Forth's chest. Smelling his husband scent.

Forth ask after a sighed.

Beam whispered and Forth frowned but did not say anything aside from okay.

Beam demands and cling to Forth,digging his nails on Forth's shoulder.

Beam snap and huff, and let go of Forth. He ran to their room and slam the door closed. Locking it inside. He drop his body on the bed and groaned loudly. Why am I so complicated? Am I a bipolar or something? But..

Forth's gentle voice came along with soft knock. Beam frowned and bit his lips. He look down on his stomach and feel it. His heart beats fast. He sighed deeply and calm down his nerves, standing up he slowly walk towards the door. Biting his lips, he opened it and peek on Forth that is looking at him worriedly. He slowly reach out and hug his husband gently and burried his face on the crook of Forth's neck. Forth just hug him back and rub his back up and down gently.

Beam apologise while sniffing Forth. His husband hold his face and drop a gentle kiss on his lips.

Forth asked gently and Beam lowered his face.

Beam whispered but is not looking at Forth.

Beam nod and move away to get change when his stomach lurch again and run to the bathroom to vomit. When he's done he found himself again on his husband arms. His face is pale and he felt so weak while Forth is looking at him with so much worry in his eyes.

Hour later Beam is laying on a bed inside a clinic and Forth is holding his hand tightly while a soft heartbeat coming from his stomach echoes inside the room. His eyes water as he stares at his three months child on a monitor.

His words stop when he sobs. Forth pulled him up when the doctor cleans the gel that he put on Beam's stomach, and hug him carefully not to crush their baby inside.