A strangled laugh left out my mouth when I saw Forth pout when a cute little girl decided to make his face to be her piece of paper to paint her art with. I brought Forth to a children orphanage to spend my time with kids that their parent decide to abandon or those who doesn't have since birth.

I smile at him widely when he look up to me and he raise his brow but smile back.

Isiah the kid I am with show me his work and my stomach tighten at the sight. It's a father and son image and by the name above the father's head I can tell it's me. The father's arms are wrap around the little kid in his arms protectively. I look at Isiah who is beaming at me. I push back the tears in my eyes and give him a sweet . I take the painting from his little hands.

I asked in shaky voice and he nod.

He beamed and I bit my lip so hard that I can taste my blood. Suddenly a strong and comforting arms hug me from behind and I smell the familiar comfort of his smell.

Forth's soothing voice came and I smile before turning around and cup his face and kiss him lightly on the lips. I smirk when his eyes widen in shock and I can hear the kids giggle.

I said and wink before getting up and look on the other kids works. I look back and saw Forth's flushed face and he grin happily when he caught me looking at him. I shake my head and smile back before going to the only kid that is sitting at the side of the room. My brows knotted when I saw his sad face while keep on doodling something on a piece of paper.

He glance up at me when he notice my presence but then look back down again. I sat at his side with an enough distance and he peek at me through his lashes.

He flinched at my voice, my frown deepend.

I ask in cheerful voice and he stop on his works.

I swallow the lump in my throat when I heard his hoarse voice answered me shortly. And his name.. His name was.. A warm large hands hold mine and squeeze it lightly. I look at Forth and he smile at me knowingly. My tears are silently falling and he wipe it gently with a smile. I bit my lips and push back the sick feeling and turn to the kid that is watching us nervously. I force a smile to him and his expression soften. I can feel Forth's gentle hands rubbing gently on my arms.

I hear Forth introduce ourselves and Siri smiled. My breathing hitch at the sight.

Siri beamed back and stand up to give us a bow of respect and Forth ruffle his hair before he motion him to sit down again.

I ask softly and his face turn down again. I look at Forth and I realise he's looking at me too.

He answered in a sad voice and I look at him with a frown. Different?

Forth voice out my silent question and I grip his hand softly. I heard Siri sighed and stand up slowly and made a step that's when I noticed it. His legs are.. Small? and uneven as he limp slowly around. I grab his small body and hauled him into my arms. He froze for a moment but tighten his arms around me after a while.

I say in seriously and my body stilled when he let out a small sobs while nodding at me. His face is hiding under my chin and I can feel my shirt getting wet.

I grit my teeth at the anger rose at my heart. How could a mother do that to her own kid? How cruel could she be?

My eyes dart to Forth when I heard him growl and his expression reflects on what's mine. I look at him, asking him silently and he give me a knowing smile and nod. He kissed my temple before hugging both me and Siri.

I don't know how long we are like that when I noticed Siri's even breathing. He fall asleep and my heart constrict in pain seeing the dried tears in his cheeks. When a throat cleared near us I saw one of the aunties that is helping with the orphanage. She held out her hand with a smile, getting Siri from me and I bit my lips in hesitation.

I ask in uncertainty and her smile goes wide before she widraw her hand. Forth help me to stand up and the auntie motion us to follow her while I am carrying Siri on my arms.

She lead us to one of the rooms with multiple beds. She stop on the bed on a far end and I slowly put Siri down. After tucking him in we slowly go out, I glance at him once again before I close the door in silent.

The auntie said while we are walking back to the other kids.

I asked seriously and she shake her head.

I sighed at her explanation.

I gasp and grip Forth's hand tightly as my eyes starts to water again. My heart starts to pound inside my chest violently.

He answer before kissing my head and I grip the hem of his shirt for support. Siri.. baby thank you...