Beam smiled as he saw his brother carrying his twins out of the car and strode towards inside the restaurant . The past week , Forth and him stayed at Forth's parents house as per request of his mom and dad .

He admit that the talk between him and Forth's mom helped him a lot . And Forth staying with his side all the time made the pain a little less than before . He still cried at night everytime he remember his unborn child . He couldn't help it but he's trying to move forward .

They get back to Forth's place just the other day and he's been staying there while Forth go to work . And since he resigned he can't go with him not that Forth wants him to work anyway . He said Beam need to rest more but Beam don't like it . He don't want to stay alone . He will only remember the pain , so when Yo asked him if he can baby sit his babies he agreed immediately without thinking and asking Forth .

He waves at the three when they entered and Yo smiled at him while the twins run towards him and give him a tight hug . He blink back the tears as he give his niece and nephew a hug back . Trying to push back the longing and emptiness he felt, he give his brother a smile .

Yo asked as soon as they sit down and the kids is eating the food he ordered before they get there .

Beam assured his brother but can't help to feel worried when he saw his brother's puffy eyes . Yo mentioned that he and his husband has having a problem that's why he asked Beam to look after the kids .

Yo said while sighing . Beam grab his brother hand and hold it tightly . Yo's lips quiver as if he's holding his tears and emotions . Beam pat him lightly . Good thing the kids is still focused on their foods .

Beam said , comforting his younger brother and Yo nodded . Just then Beam phone rang for an incoming call and without looking at it he knew already it's Forth . He fish it out from his pocket and smile when he saw Forth's name . He sign to Yo that he will take the call outside and his brother nod . He answered the call as he walk out the restaurant .

" Beam , baby where are you ?" Forth start as soon as Beam answer .

He answered and bit his lips after dreading to ask Forth . He just agreed to his brother but he did not ask Forth about it but either way he will not abandon his niece and nephew .

" Oh okay and it's not just my place Beam , it's ours . Say hi to Yo for me , what time will you come home anyway ? I can pick you up , I am almost finish here ." Forth corrected him and Beam can't help but blush .

Beam said while sighing . He's not thinking about how Forth will react on it .

" I am okay with it but will it be okay to you ? I mean -

Beam rambles excitedly and Forth chuckled .

" You seems so happy there , babe . I already had my lunch , thank you for asking . And yes I'll meet you there after I am done here . I love you , Beam . Be safe with the kids . " Forth conclude and Beam can only blush from the endearment that Forth used and from hearing the three words but he can't say it back , yet .

After getting an okay from the other side Beam end the call and get back inside to his brother and the kids . He frown when he saw Yo rubbing his bloated belly while crying . The kids are looking to their father with worried looks .

Beam asked worriedly as he run to his brother side . Yo shake his head and wipe his tears . He then kissed the kids temples and stand up .

Yo then give his brother a tight hug .

Beam smiled bitterly and thankful that Yo is hugging him so he can't see it . He blink back his tears and pat his brother's back .

He breath deeply and look at his brother's eyes after .

After kissing his kids and giving them and Beam one more tight hug Yo turned his back from them and walk out from the restaurant . Beam , beams at twins and the kids giggles .

Beam asked enthusiastically and the twins screamed happily . Beam chuckled when the twins pull him out after he asked their bill and putting a money on the table . He let the twins drag him out and he noticed when the other costumers look at them smiling .

Beam pick up the kids on each of his arm and head to his car . He put them on the backseat and after putting on their seatbelts he head to the amusement park nearby . The kids claps and giggles happily at the back as Beam drives inside and park his car .

He paid the entrance fees and let the twins run around . He did not take off his eyes from them and when one of them pull him towards the grand carousel Beam only laugh . He's too old for the rides but he complied . He settled the kids and put on the safety belts and seat beside them . He smiled all the time while thinking if he could have a chance to do this with his own kids .

He shake his head to erase away the feeling of emptiness that is slowly creeping in again and focus his attention to the kids that is giggling happily . When the ride stop he carried them out and walk to the exit . He smiled when he saw Forth standing there smiling and waving at them .

He greets when they get out and Forth give him a peck on his cheek and carry Patrick while Beam carried Alexis in his arms .

Forth asked worriedly and Beam give him an assuring smile .

Beam replied and put down Alexis when she wriggled out of his arms . Forth put down Patrick too and the twins run to the slide of balls .

Forth inquired again .

Beam answered as he pulled Forth towards the slide where the kids are .