The feeling that Forth's parents giving me by accepting and welcoming me into their house is so overwhelming that it makes my heart melt .

Forth's mom is so nice and warm . She made sure that I will feel love and accepted in this house . When she dragged me to the living room and hoisted me down on the couch while pulling one of those photo albums under the center table I couldn't speak a word and just go along with her .

She keeps on babbling about Forth when he was still a baby , a kid , his adolescent childhood till he grew up . I smiled as I listen to her endless ramble about Forth's life before I meet him . She motion me to open the photo album that I am holding and I did .

It's like a scrapbook from what it looks on the cover and my finger froze as I open the first page . With trembling hands I keep on flipping the pages with her photos on her pregnancy with Forth until Forth's first picture .

I can feel my head become dizzy and my heart almost stop beating . I bit my inner cheek to stop myself from numbing while trying to form a word but my mouth just open without any single word came out .

I heard a voice asking me if I was okay and then a large and warm body envelopes me , making me smell his familiar scent . I immediately round my arms in his body as my body shook with my uncontrollable sobs .

I can feel his hands running up an down my back and he keeps whispering sweet and comfortable words to me . He says as he rock us back and forth .

I feel his lips at the side of my head as my sobs turn to muffled whimper . I can only grip his sides , not wanting to let him go . He adjust my body and pull me to straddle his lap and stand up . My incoherent thoughts can't function anymore . I just feel exhausted and I want to sleep through it all . Hell, I just want to sleep and doesnt want to wake up .

I heard him telling his mom for something that sounds like room and his grip tightened onto my body as he walk to where he will go .

I vividly remember him open a door and close it . Soon, I feel my body being put down on a soft bed but my hand refused to let go of Forth . I curled as a ball to his side as I feel him slip beside me and wrap his arms around me protectively .

I breathed his scent into my lungs as I slowly drifted out of my consciousness .

I woke up in an unfamiliar bed alone . I groaned as I rolled my body off the bed but stop when I heard a soft giggle from my side . With fast beating heart I slowly turned my gaze to the owner of the sound and my breathing stop as a cute and tiny human meet my eyes .

I can't say if he's a boy or a girl because he's being wrap by a silky white linen and only his face and those little arms and toes are visible . His eyes is glowing and looking at me with soft gaze . My throat went dry as I saw him reach his tiny finger to me as if wanting me to touch him . With shaky hand I reach out my thumb to touch him but he grab it and give me a heart melting smile . He's making gibberish sounds while gripping my thumb tightly .

My tears fall as he slowly put my hand to his cheeks while he slowly fading away from my sight with a sweet smile . I grab him in panicked not wanting him out of my sight but my hands only went through his body . He is still giggling his happy giggles as he fades little by little into thin air .

I cried as I reach out my hand to him only to grab nothing but a feeling of cold air . I jolt up as I realized that I am only dreaming . I look beside me when I heard a soft snore and saw Forth's sleeping form .

I glanced at the clock and saw its only minutes past from midnight . I slowly move away from Forth and down the bed . I remember what happened earlier before I passed out and what was my dream about .

I slowly made my way out of the room and look around to find the kitchen . My throat felt dry and thirsty .

Upon searching for a quite a while I found the kitchen and pour my self a glass of water when a throat was cleared . I immediately look on who it was and saw Forth's mom , smiling at me .

She asked softly and I nod nervously .

I watched her as he pull a bottle of wine from a pantry and two wine glass . He poured each of it and give me one . With shaky hands I accepted it .

She said as he lead me to one of the sliding door leading to the indoor swimming pool .

She walked until at the edge of it and pull me down to sit beside her as our feet are dip down in the cold water . My body shiver lightly and I sip my drink to give me a little warmth . We stayed there for a quiet a while without talking until she decide to break it .

She asked as she looked at me deeply . Her eyes is smiling at me , almost telling me that whatever it is , everything will be okay . I bit my lips and lowered my head as I speak in shaky voice .

I heard her gasp but did not utter a word so I go on .

I say while my body shake to control my cries . Forth's mom scoot closer to me and pull me into her chest as she rub my back over and over until I calmed down .

She said and it made me stop and look at her . She smiled down at me .

I hug her again with my body trembling . How could she be so good to me ? We stayed there like that in silence .

I say and she grab me to face her . Her eyes is twinkling in anticipation .

She asked enthusiastically and I smile .

I say with a giggle and wide smile as I remember my little angel staring at me and she nods .