Beam stayed in the hospital for one more day as per the doctor's request before flying back to the country with Forth . Yo and his husband Phana went back first because of their kids .

That one day gave Forth a chance to take care of Beam up to his heart content and the latter did not say anything about it . He just let Forth .

They arrive in the country in the afternoon and hailed a cab going to Forth's parents house . As the cab passed by an amusement park Beam clenched his fist while looking at the kids running and giggling around happily . His hand went to his stomach unconsciously and tear escaped from his eyes when he realise his action and felt his flat stomach .

Forth who was aware on what's going on, onBeam put his hand over the latter's hand and give him a gentle squeeze . Beam look up to him and lower his head after to look at their hands over his belly .

He whispered in shaky voice . No matter how many times he think about it , the thought of his baby kill him again and again .

Forth assured him and Beam let a sob . Fort can only hold him in his arms and give him a gentle caress on his back .

Forth said softly making Beam blushed and stare at him with awe . He can't imagine Forth being pregnant and having a big belly . He shake his head dismissing the idea of Forth being bottom too for him . How can he think of that now . To the other hand he's glad that Forth is willing to do that just to have kids with him .

He said softly and Forth chuckled , giving him a peck on his temple .

Forth whispered on his hair and Beam sighed . He did not speak again , he let himself feel the warmth of Forth's body engulfing him .

He still can't believe that Forth is here with him . And they are going to meet Forth's parents . He's scared though . What if they will get mad at him for not being able to protect the baby ? What if they will tell Forth to leave him . What if -

Forth said sincerely . He's still hugging Beam and the answer he get is a light kiss on his chest . No words but he'll take that . Beam can take his time and he can wait him for as long as he can . As long as Beam stays with him . He's fine with that .

Beam fidget on his feet when they are standing outside Forth's parents house . He's fiddling with his fingers when Forth caught his hand and entertwined his fingers with Beam .

Forth's words were cut when the door opened and a middle aged woman pop out and screamed happily .

She yelled to someone inside and run out to squeeze Beam, pushing Forth away . Forth scratch his head while Beam is looking at him helplessly .

Forth's mom said sternly and Beam look at her in amazement . He did not even get to answer her when a middle aged man come out the door and he recognize him as Forth's dad .

Forth's dad said while smiling widely and Beam was drag by Forth's mom inside the house . Beam can only look back at Forth while the latter is grinning widely . He catch Beam's eyes and he smiled at him fondly .

He mouthed to Beam as he follow them inside , with their luggage on his hands .

He has a feeling that he can't get near Beam until dinner so he just walk straight to his room and put their things inside . He has to ask Beam later , if he wants to sleep in his room or in the guest room . He don't want to force Beam to sleep with him in one room if the latter will feel uncomfortable .

He shake his head as he head to the living room , hearing his mom endless rants . He has to prepare himself though because his mom will probably show Beam his baby pictures and he did not guess it wrong when he saw Beam sitting beside his mom with a photo album on his lap while grinning . His heart melt at the sight . Beam look so happy and he can't ask for more to have that look on Beam face everyday .