I inhaled deeply the cold wind that is brushing me as I walk slowly around Han River and wait for the fireworks display. I've been here in Korea for a month now. It makes me clear my mind and ease the pain that I felt a little. I knew today was his engagement party and it will be covered of some TV channels that's why I did not stay home. I am not strong enough to watch him getting tied to someone.

When I first told my brother about going on a trip, his husband suggested Korea. My brother's husband Phana allow me to stay in his property here, talk about being so godamn rich. Actually I want to stay in Jeju Island but living in Seoul is still exciting like living there too, I guess. Maybe I should fly to Jeju tomorrow, I sighed at I thought. I am lost in my thoughts while walking and did not see a biker that is having a trouble with his bike crashing towards me.

I groaned in pain as the bike hit me and caused me to fall down, hard. I almost fainted with the pain I felt hitting my body as I tried so hard to get up. I can hear the biker's worried voice calling me. I tried to move but blackness suddenly hit me. The last thing that I feel before I lost consciousness is the warm and wet thing between my thighs and the frantic and scared voice of the biker calling for help.

I raise a hand to knock on Beam's brother house when the door fly open and a screaming Yo with a baby bump came out.

He said while shuffling a thick jacket on his body and did not notice my presence.

I asked startling him, his eyes narrowed to me before he give me a chilling glare as he crossed his arms over his chest.

He asked coldly and I saw Phana stop at his back and give me that same look of Yo give to me earlier. His stare is more dangerous tho more than the small guy. I gulped but no one can scare me anyway.

I stated calmly and that earned me a punch to my jaw from Wayo. Shit! I think I crack a bone from his hit. This small guy can sure punch hard.

He hissed while squinting at me. I let out a sighed and give him a knowing nod. I am expecting it is not going to be easy. I was such a fool for not noticing Beam's feelings.

He said in worry and my brows knotted.

He glared at me again as I grab his hand and stop him from walking away. Phana slap my hand off. I hissed at the pain.

He roared and I rolled my eyes. Possesive idiot. Yo's ringing phone makes me turn back my attention to him.

Fear creeped into me when I saw how his face paled. He look at me and to his husband worriedly. There is a gut feeling inside me that nothing good happened to Beam.

I ask in frantic and folllow them to their car and Yo stop his tracks few steps away from me.

He said as he squeeze his husband hands

. I still have a lot of questions to ask but I shut my mouth close and get inside their car after them. The drive to the airport is deadly quiet and it makes me fidget on my seat.

We hurried to buy our plane tickets to Seoul upon arriving at the airport. We waited for another hour before the plane take off. As soon as we seetled on our seats, Yo glance at me with a troubled look.

He ask and look at me intensely while waiting for my answer.

I replied without bkinking and he smile.

I asked confusedly, not that I can't take care of Beam but his last words held a deeper meaning.

Was his only reply and cuddle to his husbands arms. I bit my lips from thinking too much. Bike accident didn't do too much damage right? But why is my gut feeling telling me I am going to face the worst of it?

The five hours and a half time travel feels like forever to me as we step out from Incheon Airport. We grab a cab that send us to Seoul District Hospital directly. I ask the information desk where we could find Beam and the three of us hurried to the stairs and hallways leading to his room.

My heart beats wildly inside my chest as I stand outside the room. I let Yo open the door and walk in first and I follow behind them with weak kness.

My eyes look at the body who is laying flat on the bed with IV's attach to his hand. He's staring straight to the ceiling and seems oblivious to our presence.

I heard his brother call him softly and he flinched. He turn his head slowly to us and his lips tremble as he saw his brother. He's mumbling something along with his cries. And when I heard it clearly my world crumpled and my heart broke and pain pierce my entire body as Beam wails in agony.