I took things to the next level,

but his mind was left baffled.

Couldn't keep up with a real woman

so he went and got himself something less than a dime.

Thought we could be.... huh, be what?

A misery? Because that's all I was left with after

putting up with the pain. The tears of wanting hope, something real I could actually feel.

I was better off picking at my thumbnails before wishing at that wishing well.

Wishing for a man worth being understood.