In our family , the tradition is that Dad chose my husband , I can’t do something to change that .

I was going to faint . I will not meet zayn anymore . I remembered dad’s sentence a year ago “ when she ll be older she will forget all those things…”

“Sarah?sarah are you alright sweetie please answer .”

I fainted instantly .

“sarah wake up ..” Mom threw water on my face .

“NOOOOOOOOOOOO!” I squealed . I was in the kitchen , laying on the floor .

“are you Okay?” mom shouted , worried .

“NOOOOOOO” I screamed again before clacing at the living room where the “guests” where eventually sitting , talking to my dad . I felt like I was going to faint again .

“Honey come here they want to ask you some few questions about yourself.” Dad announced as he perceived me .

I walked quietly towards the room .

“h…hello.” I hesitated .

Three persons were sitting next to dad . a Man who looked like he had the same age as dad , with his wife and a girl . They were probably their parents . I didn’t even dare to glance at their faces .

“hello , how old are you? Your studies? Did you ever hang out with a boy and have a serious relation except of…..”

They started bombarding me with 1564 questions about my life .

Zayn came on my mind . I felt my phone vibrating . it was him , he sent me a textmessage . I tried to hold back my tears and ran upstairs without answering .

“What’s wrong with her?” I hear the man saying .

“nothing she is just a little bit tired , habitually she is very social and……”

I heard dad replying before slapping my room’s door angrily .

I threw myself on the bed and cracked down in tears . They CANNOT do it . he cannot do it

He knows that I love Zayn . Why is he telling me like that “oh tomorrow you will meet your future husband.” He thinks that it is that easy?

My heart is taken . I don’t wanna be married to that shit that I don’t even know . I wanna stay with Zayn forever . They ruined my life easily .

I decided to read zayn’s text “sometimes life cannot be like we want it to be , I love you sarah be sure of it.”

WHY DID HE TEXT THIS? He doesn’t know that I saw those people , my “future’s husband’s family.”

I couldn’t understand his text . I was lost . I

I cried under my pillows silently then glanced at my desk . I noticed that I let the knife that I used yesterday to cut my apple . I stared at it for a while and pulled my tears away.

“ I love you too . don’t forget me.” I replied to Zayn .

I got up slowly and walked towards the desk sniffing . I never thought of doing it before . but I start thinking of it . I grabbed the knife and observed it when I suddenly heard my phone beeping . Zayn was calling .

I looked at the knife , then at the phone . I need to hear Zayn’s voice for the last time . I posed the knife and replied to Zayn , trying to hide my emotions .

“H……hello.”

“What’s wrong . Just tell me . don’t forget what I told you , I’m always here for you.” He whispered in a sad way.

“ I I ….. frjf I’m…. I just…..” I started hiccupping .

“shhhhhhh babe shhhhhh please calm down princess . do you want me to come?”

“NOooo o” I cracked down in tears .

“Sarah……Sarah please . I have a bad new too . But please stop crying it breaks me more .”

“Zayn Zayn Zayn..” I hiccupped like a 3 years old .

“Yeah honey I’m listening just talk please say something .”

“ I love you Zayn.” I screamed insanely shaking my head .

A minute of silence he replied in a cracky voice

“ I …. I love you too babe I love you too Sarah I love you insanely , I love you more than you can imagine but you need to know that bad new that I ..”

At that moment , Dad opened my door . He hear me screaming , probably .

I pulled my tears away and threw my phone on the bed .

He stared at me for a while then uttered coldly “ be ready for tomorrow they will come back but with their son , your fiancé . AND don’t act stupidly like you did today.”

I nodded weakly , trying to not cry again and fell on my bed faintly .

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