" you know you know there's a girl her name's Sarah , she is really nice . One day she found herself in an horrible deserted island with a cheeky guy that she disliked a lot. They spent there a lot of days . she hated him so much and he understood it . he did his best to make her appreciate him a little bit so she couldn't despair lot . he wanted her to be happy even though he knew that it's kind of impossible . he wanted her to like him so her life wouldn't be so hard in that island . He did his best but in vain . he did his best to not see her cry . Because when he sees her crying , he understand that she is still hating him and she can't handle it . it breaks him . she can't spend days with someone that she dislike . he did his best but in vain." my whole body shivered when Zayn finished his talks .

I felt a drop fell on my forehead . I looked up ...

......

Was he serious ? it shocked me . Zayn Malik really? He wanted to see me happy ?

Or perhaps he is just acting . I looked up and saw tears streaming down his face . When he noticed that I was looking at him he hid his face under his shirt & pulled his tears away . He didn't want me to see him crying . he sniffed silently under his shirt then glanced at me .

He didn't have tears anymore but his puffed red eyes proved it.

He sniffed again and stared at me whispering something like " sorry . I'm sorry."

I was still in his arms , speechless .

Once he stopped, he stared at the ceiling , trying to avoid eye contact with me and more tears streamed down his face . Emotions .

I really hurt him? It was the first time I saw him crying . I didn't know what to do , how to react .

" it's Okay." He finished and smiled weakly.

I tried to smile back . I felt so stupid.

Why the hell I didn't comfort him? Maybe because ... I won't forget who he is for REAL.

I glanced at his eyes , he did the same. Then he suddenly busted out laughing . like a nervous laugh to dismiss the sadness .

I laughed with him . it was kind of awkward because we were giggling and the situation wasn't funny at all.

He hugged me tightly and grinned.

We both got up at the same time , still doing that fake laugh to pacify the situation.

"Zayn.." I stated.

"yeah?" he rubbed his red eyes for the last time .

" I really liked the chalet . I mean I didn't mean to say 'cool.' It's more than cool. Yeah huh.. it's.. really .. you know.." I stuttered.

"Thank you." He replied , curving his lips slightly .

I just nodded .

" Sarah I was thinking of .. walking around the island I don't know ." he rubbed his neck & adjusted his pants quickly.

" awesome idea." I replied.

" I mean.. you wanna accompany me?" he looked down & started playing with the sand with his feet awkwardly.

" yeah."

We were walking , just walking slowly , speechless . it was cute. Adorable. And , If I can say it ...... Romantic.

" the weather's good." I mouthed .

"Yeah." He affirmed.

The sun was smiling at us , greeting us with her warm rays.

I flicked my hair and continued walking . Sometimes , our hands were slightly brushing . Both of us blushed . he held my hand slowly , trying to see if I'd pull him away he was like scared of my reaction . I didn't . I let him .

He finally intertwined his fingers shyly with mine & stared at the sky . we didn't have a clock : we couldn't know the time . it was kind of depressing . How many days did I spend here? 3 days ? one week? Two weeks? I don't know . I really don't know . I didn't count . I FORGOT.

Zayn's Hand was holing mine , carefully , like if he was carrying something really fragile . it made me feel .. great.

We were walking , hand in hand , through the long infinite beach , speechless .

" I'm really sorry for what just happened.." he whispered.

"What do you mean? I'm sorry."

" no I mean I told you some things that ...... you shouldn't know. And I guess it shocked you a little bit." He sighed .

"what? Haha no no I swear no haha ... ha." My laugh faded instantly as I remembered Zayn's long speech before he broke down in tears : ** he did his best to make her appreciate him a little bit so she couldn't despair lot ..... he wanted her to like him so her life wouldn't be so hard in that island . ... he understand that she is still hating him.... it breaks him.***

I swallowed hardly and tried to glance at his flawless face .

"No? Really? You know that..... I knew that.. it didn't shock you to know that I like you?" he uttered , trying to avoid my gaze ... :p

sorry its soo short . :( the next part will be longer i promise . and i will update it ASAP please leave a vote ! :)

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