[Bakugou POV]

"B-Bakugou??!" Kirishima yelps as I kicked down his bedroom door, My face red from the tears that were shed moments before hand.

"Shut the fuck up" I grunt, Stepping over the fallen door.

"You realize you have to pay for that right?" He tilts his head but his eyes soon widen as he stared at my face. "Bakugou... Were you

crying?"

"YES I WAS CRYING GOD DAMN IT. WHY DO YOU THINK I CAME HERE???!!" I yell, Getting in his face. "....Are you okay?" He says softly, concerningly not moving an inch

"Tsk. I'll be fine once I grab a that half empty bottle of vodka out of your fridge."

I wasn't okay. I wasn't okay one fucking bit.

How do you take in all of that? Seeing your girl with another man.. makes you feel like a piece of shit. All this time she's been worrying if I wasn't good for her. I guess I truly wasn't huh?

She's made her decision. And I just have to find a way to deal with it. So I came here to Shitty Hair's place. I don't drink, but I know it'll take the thoughts away.. at least for now.

I sit down on a recliner and I twist open the cheap bottle, and I felt the burning alcohol run down my throat. I guess I liked it.. felt like a punishment in a way.

"What happened man?... this isn't like you at all" he leans against a wall and crosses his arms, I sorta just scoff and tilted my head back.

"You know what isn't wrong? I'm glad life gave me the opportunity to see my girlfriend kissing a other fucking man so I don't have to deal with the bullshit lies she's been telling me" I take another sip as he gasps.

"Uraraka?? Are you sure we're talking about the same girl??"

"YES GOD DAMN IT. PULL YOUR HEAD TOGETHER YOU IDIOT!!"

I take a sigh, and continue talking.

"I don't know how long it's been going on.. But I've never felt so betrayed in my life." I furrow my eyebrows as I replayed the moment in my head.

God damn it how to do you stop a memory from repeating itself?! It's like.. every time I think of her... her smile... her laugh... I see her with him. And I can't shake that image out of my mind.

Moments went by as I enjoyed the ice cold drink but those few moments of enjoyment passed once I finished .

I let the glass bottle fall to the ground, and get up to grab a new one. "Take it easy man.. You're not used to the alcohol intake." He tries to warn me but I felt myself snap at him immediately.

"IM ALSO NOT USED TO MY GIRLFRIEND FUCKING CHEATING ON ME SO LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE"

He flinched a bit, but I couldn't think straight to process my thoughts.

"Are you sure you know what you saw? Uraraka doesn't seem like the type of person to do that to you.."

"He layed his hand on her cheek and kissed her. I know exactly what I saw" I scoff, opening the other bottle in my hand.

A few moments later or silence went passed before I started talking again. "OI. Shitty hair! Have anything stronger than this?"

He snatches it out of my hand and speaks deeply. "No more alcohol for you. You've had enough."

"HEY YOU CANT DO THAT!!! THATS MY FUCKING DRINK" I yell, trying to grab it out of his hands, he looks disappointed as he closes his eyes and hardens his hand to explode the drink that he once held.

"ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS?!!" I scream with anger as I watched the vodka splatter all over the floor.

"I THOUGHT YOU WERE MY FRIEND. WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU DO THAT?!!!" I shove him as he winced from my anger.

"Stop it Katsuki." He mumbles, I didn't listen and shoved him once more with a glare on my face. "I SAID STOP IT BAKUGOU!." He shoves me back onto the floor and I stare up at him and grit my teeth with a groan.

"This isn't your fault!" He yells above me, I stop to stare at him, he sighs and helps me up.

"This isn't your fault man.. You didn't do this. This was her decision. And I'm so so so sorry you have to deal with it. I'm here for you man. I promise." He tries to pull me in for a hug but I step back.

"It was always my fault. I'm the one who brought this to my life. I'm the one who let her in." I grunt, but within a few moments.. that anger starts turning into sadness and pain.

"Why him? Why is he always so better than me?!!" I scream a bit, as Kirishima watches me let out my frustration.

"Why'd she have to do this to me man? I thought she loved me?" I felt my eyes start oher tear up and I tried wiping them away.

I hated crying. It made me feel weak, but I couldn't help but allow the tears to run down. I had felt beyond hurt. Like my whole life was just snatched away from me.

"I can't deal with it Kirishima... I just can't" I begin to breakdown, my breath becomes unsteady and I feel like a huge rock was sitting on my chest. My pain began to be physical and not just emotional.

I can't process the idea of her cheating on me.. it doesn't feel real. It feels like just a nightmare I needed to wake up from...

And god damn it do I want to wake up from this.