《•Accidentally in Love• Bakugou X Uraraka》Chapter 13: Please Forgive Me
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{BAKUGOU POV}
God damn it what am I going to say? What am I going to do when I see her?? Do I kiss her?? What's she going to say?? GOD DAMN IT WOMEN ARE COMPLICATED
WHAT THE FUCK AM I GOING TO DO?! I've never fucked up this badly before. And I've never wanted to fix something so badly. I can't bear to not hear her soft stupid voice. I just need her back. I have to get her back.
I pace a bit in front of her dorm room, not knowing what to say, not knowing what to do once I knock, I run my hands through my hair, walking back and forth, trying not to be too loud.
"Come on Katsuki, just talk to her" I Mumble, trying to find the courage to knock on her door.
What the fuck could I do to make things worse? I mean she's probably pissed beyond words, Id be too. But I have to make things right.
I knock, and as soon as I do my heart starts racing, I close my eyes shut, trying to avoid any thoughts running through my head.
She opens the door, God damn it my eyes flew open wide, I stood there in shock as I got filled with anxiety and guilt.
"Katsuki.. Hi.." She softly speaks, her eyes vulnerable with the pain I had caused. She stands in the doorway, the door hinged halfway open, Giving me the hint she didn't want me to come inside. And I respected that and backed up a few feet.
"It's been a few days Pink Cheeks" I awkwardly chuckle, hating every word that's coming out of my dumb ass mouth.
"Yeah.. I guess it has?" She tucks her hair beyond her ear, And I feel my heart throbbing knowing she's feeling like this.
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"God damn it Uraraka. I'm sorry.. I'm so fucking sorry. I would give up anything to fix this, I've had Kirishima trying to calm me down but I couldn't stand seeing you with your friends when I'm alone without you. Im so fucking alone without you-" I wince at my words as I try to avoid eye contact because I knew I wouldn't be able to handle it.
-"Pink Cheeks, I shouldn't have yelled at you. I shouldn't have snapped the way I did. I shouldn't have been so cruel to the girl I admire."
I close my eyes trying to avoid any dumbass tears, I didn't want her to think it was her fault for me feeling like this.
"If you knew you shouldn't have done those things... Why did you?" She steps out of her room and closes the door, standing just a few feet away from me.
"Ura- ... Ochako, I mean.. I couldn't hate myself more for what I've done to you. And I will never forgive myself" I wrap my arms around her, Not feeling her arms wrap around me, I start to panic as I hold her.
"Please don't leave me..
I love you Uraraka. I love you so fucking much to where my heart just aches whenever I see you. I feel happy with you and I feel like more of myself then I have in my entire life. But I can't.. !!."
My voice cracks as I hold onto her tighter, ignoring the tears running down my face. And then I hear it...
I hear her sob and collapse to the floor, I allow her to gently fall as I go onto my knees, catching her into my lap.
"Please don't leave me, Ochako" I break down, but this time, her arms were wrapped around me, and her face was in the crook of my neck, she was bawling. But I just held her, I refused to let go after the pain I had caused.
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"I forgive you." She continues crying and she holds onto me a bit harder.
I place my hand on her lower back after a mountain of weight had been relieved off my shoulders.
I try and pull myself together, sniffling my nose, I tilt her head up, and wipe the tears. "Please don't cry, You're too beautiful to cry, I take full responsibility. And I'm sorry."
She looks into my eyes, even with the puffiness around her eyes, and those red cheeks from the tears, I couldn't help but kiss her softly, And my heart gleams as She kisses me back, Still sniffling from the tears that were shed.
"I love you Pink cheeks" I softly state, Placing my hand on the side of her neck, stroking her soft skin as I never break eye contact as I do so.
"I love you too Katsuki." Her voice cracks a bit from the crying, But I saw that gentle smile on her face. And I held her. God damn it, I love her. I don't ever want to hurt her like this again and I will never raise my voice at her again.
She had her arms wrapped around my neck, Our foreheads gently grazing with every second. Her warm breath running down my spine, making me weak from the overwhelming love she had for me.
"I'm here to stay Bakugou, I'm going to be with you for as long as I shall live" She softly tells me, making me taking a deep breath with a big grin on my face.
"I'm never going to let you go, Ochako. That's a fucking promise." I give her one last, soft, slow kiss as I felt that I had restored all my broken pieces.
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