So There I Was, On My 10th Day As Jungkook's Secret Admirer/Stalker. I Was Standing In Front Of His Locker, Trying To Look Normal. It Was Still Early So No One Was Around Yet, But I Was Still Looking Around To Check. When I Was Assured That No One's Around, I Slipped The Note In His Locker After Kissing It. I Smiled To Myself.

"So You're The One Who's Sending Me Those Notes?"

I Was Startled By The Voice. I Didn't Have To Turn Around To Know Who It Was. His Voice Was Enough To Make My Knees Weak. I Couldn't Believe It. I, Son Chaeyoung, Was Speechless. I Couldn't Find My Voice To Answer Him. My Heart Is Beating Wildly In My Chest. It Felt Like It Was About To Jump Any Second. What Would I Say To Him? 'Uh, Yes, That's Because I'm Madly In Love With You. And I Mean MADLY.' Yeah Right, Son Chaeyoung Would Never Do That. Son Chaeyoung Is The Perfect Example Of Confident. So I Swallowed The Lump In My Throat And Turned To Face Him, With My Head Held Up High.

"Yes, Got Any Problems With That?" I Crossed My Arms Over My Chest.

"Actually, Yes."

He Walked Towards Me Until We Were Inches Away From Each Other.

"What?" I Asked.

"I Want You To Stop All These."

I Stop Breathing. Did I Hear It Right?"

"Sorry?"

"I Want You To Stop All These."

"Stop What?"

"Stop Playing Dumb With Me, Rich Girl." He Glared.

I Took A Deep Breath.

"I Love You." I Said As I Looked Into His Eyes.

A Couple Of Emotions Flashed Into His Eyes; Confusion, Anxiety, Sadness, Pain Then Anger.

"What Do You Know About Love? You're Only 17."

"Love Isn't About Age!" I Depended.

"It Is. It's Just A Little Crush You Have On Me, Rich Girl. What Do You Really Know About Love? You Probably Had Your Fair Share Of Boy Toys. But I'm Telling You, Rich Girl. I'm A Man, Not A Boy. I'm Not Someone You Could Chase Just Because You Couldn't Have Me."

"I'm Not Chasing You Because I Can't Have You. I'm Chasing You Because I Love You!"

"Love? Huh. Want Me To Tell You The Truth, Rich Girl?"

"What?"

"I'm Not The Type Of A Guy You Want. You Only Want Me Because You Can't Have Me. I'm Not The Type Of A Guy You Can Bring Home To Your Rich Daddy. I'm Not The Type Of A Guy You Can Show Off To The Public. You Know What I Do To Get Extra Money And Yet You Still Want Me? You Think You'd Be Able To Change Me? A Lot Of Girls Tried But They Didn't Succeed. I'm Not The Type To Get Into Commitments. I Treat Girls Like Trash. Don't Expect Me To Like You Just Because You Like Me. And You Know What? I'll Never Like You."

With Those Words, He Left.

I Was Frozen In My Spot. I Was Left Standing Alone. After That, Everything Was A Blur To Me. The Next Thing I Remember, I Called Hoseok To Pick Me Up. I Went Home And Sulk The Whole Day, Eating A Gallon Of Chocolate Ice Cream While Mourning Over My Broken Heart.

I Was Halfway Eating The Ice Cream When I Heard A Knock. I Ordered The Person To Come In.

Just As I Expected, It Was Dahyun.

"Hey." She Greeted, Smiling Sadly At Me.

I Didn't Greet Her Back, I Just Stared At Her.

"I Heard You Didn't Go To School Today. What Happened?" She Said.

"When Did You Arrive?" I Asked, Changing The Subject.

"Just Now, The Helpers Told Me You Stayed The Whole Day In Your Room, Eating Gallons Of Ice Cream."

I Didn't Answer Again.

"So Want To Talk About It?" She Asked.

I Took A Deep Breath And Shrugged.

"You Broke My Heart. I Haven't Seen You Like This Since...."

"Please Stop, Dahyun. You Know I Still Hate Hearing His Name."

"Sorry. So, What Happened Between You And My Brother?"

"I Got Stupid, That's What Happened. The Great Son Chaeyoung Got Hooked On Giving Your Brother A Love Notes And Then I Got Caught And He Basically Told Me That He'll Never Like Me."

"That's My Brother For You. He Always Says Things That Would Hurt People. But I Know Him, Chaeyoung. My Brother Cares For More Than He Lets You Know."

"What?" I Asked, Taken Aback.

"My Brother Is Not The Type You Can Easily Get Close To. He Put Up Walls; He Finds It Hard To Trust People Because Of What Our Dad Did. And As I Can See, You... You Were Able To Break Those Walls... You Were Able To Get Close To Him And I Think He Doesn't Like It. He Doesn't Like The Way You Just Walked Into His Life. I Think He's Scared."

"Scared?"

"I Think He's Scared That If He Let You In, He Might Lose You."

"But He Won't!"

"Then You Have To Make Him See It. That's The Challenge, Chaeyoung."

Then I Saw The World In A Brighter Light. I Would Not Stop Chasing Jeon Jungkook.