"He does this often?" You asked as you drove towards the other speeder.

"A decent amount. Just up and leaves."

"Sounds reckless." You replied with a chuckle knowing Obi's response.

"You'd probably do the same thing." Right on time. You watched Anakin fly around on the green speeder. He was falling from front to back and it was kind of funny. He finally got on top and pulled out his lightsaber to ignite it into the speeders roof. The person inside fired at him flinging the lightsaber out of his hands. 'Can you get that for me?' His lightsaber came flying towards you and you slowed it with the force. Obi-Wan caught it and muttered something about him being careless. He was flopping all over the top of the speeder now and suddenly they started to go down. Anakin was thrown off the vehicle and into a pile of something.

"Ooh, takedown." Obi-Wan laughed at your childish antics for a second before being worried over his padawan again. The person in the speeder crashed into some structure which set their speeder on fire. Anakin chased them down while you parked in from of the building. A club? This was really not ideal. The person ran in but you stayed with Obi-Wan and were just waiting for Anakin. He ran almost into the building when Obi grabbed his arm and he stopped. He turned towards him and looked disappointed, but you couldn't tell who it was aimed towards.

"Careful Anakin, he went in there to hide not to run." Anakin just bowed his head toward him and mumbled a 'yes master'.

"And you're not going anywhere without this," he handed Anakin his lightsaber, "this weapon is your life."

"Yes master. And I think he is a she and she is a changling." You were just observing your surroundings to make sure nothing else was happing around you.

"Well then we better be extra careful." Obi-Wan patted his back and moved toward the door, you really didn't want to go into. An 17 almost 18 year old girl in a club doesn't sound like the best idea, but it was your mission so you had to do it. You all walked in and paused while looking around. Anakin still looked disappointed and Obi-Wan looked as if there was to much to take in.

"Check over here Anakin and y/n."

"Then where are you going master?" Anakin questioned looking utterly confused.

"To get a drink." Obi-Wan responded nonchalantly as he shrugged and walked toward the bar.

"Well guess its just us." You looked up at Anakin and smiled.

"We should split up." He responded and didn't make eye contact with you. You frowned and looked away. Then you started walking to your left as he walked forward.

'What's wrong?' You asked him through the force after you walked a couple steps away.

'What? Nothings wrong.' You could hear the pain in his voice.

'Bullshit.'

'Y/n, I swear everything's fine.'

'Nope I won't leave your mind if you don't tell me.'

'Y/n! Don't you dare!'

'Too late!' You started looking through his mind, simple stuff. Like his favorite color or where he's from, things you already knew. But Anakin didn't know what you looked at so he was freaking out and you could feel it from across the club. Your eyes were closed as you pretended to be super concentrated so that Anakin could feel it.

"What's a pretty thing like you doing all alone here?" A deep voice asked. Shit. Your eyes darted open as you stared at him. He was an ugly snivvian. As if.

"I'm m not alone. In fact I'm waiting for my boyfriend! He should be around here somewhere." You trailed off as you looked around, hopefully someone here you could walk over to and pretend. But no one here looked friendly. He grabbed your arms as you tried to walk away.

"Well you better wait with me until he gets here." He said trying to act tough. You were in you jedi robes so he probably knew that you were one. Your robe was huge on you so you didn't wear it often but you were glad you wore it today. You were trying to get your hands to clasp his arms because you could do a Jedi mind trick on him. Your one of the few jedi who can do it without waving your hands all over the place. You just have to grab them and speak. Its also less obvious since they don't repeat after you they just do or respond.

"Why are you struggling dear? Everything's all right." You were panicking now, he wasn't going to let you go without a fight.

"Hands off of my girlfriend." A voice you knew said from behind you. You knew exactly who it was but you had to turn to face him because you had to make sure it was actually him. You gave him a quick smile before you turned around.

"Yeah I better get going." He hadn't let go of your arms yet but Anakin had grabbed your shoulder and started to push him away from you. He just scoffed and walked away muttering to himself. Anakin grabbed your hand and pulled you away from that spot since he made quite a scene.

"What were you thinking!" He whisper shouted at you. Now you were the one who was confused.

"Did you think I was trying to get hit on?" You basically scoffed at Anakin.

"You shouldn't have been vulnerable over there." He sighed as he rubbed his face.

"Well I can't really walk around with my lightsaber out, now can I?"

"We shouldn't have split up."

"Probably not."

"Lets find Obi-Wan and get out of here."

"We need to keep looking." You were given this mission and you were going to see it through.

"Hold on, people are looking." He leaned in close to your ear. His breath tickled the side of your face. He was right people were staring at you now.

"Come on boyfriend." You spoke bubbly as you grabbed his hand and pulled him away from that group. You walked upstairs and hid for a second.

"I think the coast is clear." You said as you peaked around the corner.

"Is it, girlfriend?" He grabbed your hand and pinned you against the wall. You were flustered but you had to keep your confidence. It was a game.

"Oh boyfriend, what ever would do without you?" You stroked his face with your free hand. He leaned in close again and was right nest to the side of your face.

"Are you trying to out-flirt me?" He asked, breath tickling your ear again.

"Trying? No, im doing it right now Anakin." You grabbed his padawan braid a twirled it while giving him big innocent eyes. You weren't going to let him win this silly game. He let go of you and backed away from the wall where you still stood.

"Come on, lets go look." He stated quickly. You think you got to him by the way he just stopped and left. He walked down the stairs as you followed a couple steps behind. That's when you heard a lightsaber and a scream. Anakin turned back to you with shocked eyes as you motioned for him to move. You sprinted through the club, not that far, and arrived with Obi-Wan standing over the changling in a woman form. Anakin raised a hand and said-

"Jedi business, back to your drinks." Which made everyone come out of a silence and speak again. Anakin carried the woman out over his shoulder and laid her down in the back alley. Obi-Wan and Anakin were crouched around her as you checked the perimiter.

"Who are you working for?" Obi-Wan asked calmly.

"Who are you working for!?" Anakin asked, less calmly. She just started to talk as you felt something wrong and turned towards a building top. You saw a bounty hunter there with a large gun right when the changling went quiet. You looked at the bounty hunter as he ran away, you wouldn't be able to catch him now. Anakin grunted in frustration as the woman was announced dead by his master. You left her there and made your way back to the speeder. Obi-Wan was going to drive and you were most likely going in the middle again since you were the smallest.

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You and Anakin would be staying at the senators place overnight while Obi-Wan went back to the temple. It was just past 10 o'clock when Padme decided to go to bed.

"So who's taking the first round?" You asked Anakin while making a little item float.

"What? Oh, I don't care." You had apparently snapped him out of his thoughts because he kind of flinched when he looked at you.

"What were you thinking about?" You asked, knowing full well you could look for yourself.

"Nothing, just the mission." You knew that was total bs since he never even thought about the mission when he was supposed too. But you let him slide.

"I'll take the night, you go get some rest." He definitely needed some, he looked tired, but you couldn't just say that.

"Oh thanks." He responded as he got up and walked away. Weird. Something was definite up, but Anakin was probably not going to tell you. So best just not think about it. You walked over to the window and watched the stars. As a kid you used to do it every night but you rarely did it anymore.

~Flashback~

"Ani look!" You shouted as you pointed to a constellation. You were both around 11 from the looks of it and you were in a garden burried within the jedi temple. Anakin was drawing the little fountain with a pencil Obi-Wan had given him.

"Hmm?" He looked away from his little notepad and looked at you. You were laying on a little blanket he had helped you make. You had one hand behind your head and another one pointing at the sky. He looked up at where you were pointing and laughed.

"Doesn't it look like master Qui-Gon?" You had known the master for 3 years and Anakin only knew him for a couple days but you both hated to see him go. Obi-Wan told you what happened, the short version, and you could see it was hard for him.

"Yeah, yeah it does. And that one! It looks like the flower you read about earlier!" He pointed at another group of stars. It looked like a beautiful Aura Blossom which were found on a moon of Endor.

"Maybe one day we will find one and we'll tell Obi to give it to Satine!" You laughed as you said it knowing if Obi was here he would freak out.

"We would give him a whole bouquet of them and she would be so happy." You had only heard stories of the Duchess of Mandalore but Obi seemed to go crazy over her. Apparently he got to live with her for a year.

"What are you two doing up?" You heard a voice say from one of the arches by the entrance. You and Anakin both sprung up to see who it was. You weren't supposed to be out of bed at this time and you both knew it. You help up a tiny lamp to see who it was.

"Who's there?" Ani asked.

"Oh nobody." Obi-Wan stated as he walked towards you both. "You do know your not supposed to be up this late."

"We were, um, studying!" You pleaded with the newly anointed master.

"Oh yes, I can see." He responded with a chuckle looking at your books thrown across your homemade blanket. It was pieces of fabric with speeders and planets and stars tied together.

"Better not stay up to late, you'll be tired in the morning." Obi ruffled up your hair and started to walk away.

"Good night, Obi!" Anakin and you shouted in sync.

"Goodnight you two." Obi-Wan chuckled as he walked away with his hands behind his back.

~Flashback Over~

You missed stargazing with Anakin late at night while he would draw the garden. You still had that blanket in a drawer somewhere in your room at the temple. Days were simple when you were a youngling, you'd wake up and go to lessons with Anakin. Take breaks for food and then have free time at the end of the day. Once you became padawans, Anakin for Obi-Wan, and you for Kio life was harder.

You went on missions everyday, on and off world. Anakin and you didn't see each other for weeks at a time, even through it all you didn't fade apart. That was until you were 14 and he was 15, now you don't blame them but before you kind of forgave Anakin, you absolutely hated him. You burned everything he made you except for a few items like the blanket and a couple drawings. You were an ass of a teen but it was because you were just that mad.

~Switch Perspectives To Anakin~

God, she is perfect. I can't get y/n off of my mind, not as if I even have a choice though. I would probably be in the middle of a nightmare now, so this was a good alternative. She's smart, way smarter than you. I was lying there with my hands on the head. I have to see her but I couldn't just walk over to her, could I? She's so pretty too, she gorgeous even in her jedi robes. Her sand, ugh sand, color robes are so pretty and they smell like vanilla. I wish I could have that smell everywhere I went. I would never think of anything but her, oh wait that doesn't sound that different. I stood up and through a robe on.I can't believe she was so mad at me. I should've done better. I should've said goodbye instead of being scared.

I remember the time he asked Padme if she was an angel. I should ask y/n if she is one, she probably is. All this weird angle shit she's doing to me, making me insane. My hand hovered over the control panel as I wondered if this was good idea. Does she even want to see me? Maybe I should pretend to get some water. That's normal right? This was not my best plan but it would work, as long as I don't get nervous. I opened the door and walked towards the kitchen, and there she was. I froze for a millisecond before continuing to walk towards the cabinets. She turned around as soon as I took a step, so obviously I avoided eye contact. I could feel her smile trough the force, damn now I wished I looked at her. I looked up and she was smiling her perfect smile, so I smiled back. I was almost at the cabinets when she walked towards me.

"Whatcha doing up, Ani?" She asked as she sat on the counters next to the sink.

"Just getting water." I responded a little to quickly. She smiled, again. I forgot how much she smiled and how it lit up the room. I smiled back as I grabbed the cabinet door and pulled it open. I grabbed a glass and walked towards the sink. She stared towards the window but kept a small smirk.

"Do you remember when we used to watch the stars every night?" She asked the second question of the night. She turned towards me as I had just taken a sip of water. After I swallowed I responded-

"Yeah, I don't know how we did that when we had lessons at 8:30 each morning." I chuckled relaxing a bit. She laughed a bit too before looking at me then back out the window.

"I remember watching them and being scared Master Windu would find us." I now remember exactly what she was talking about.

"Yea, or that time Obi-Wan found us and you said we were studying." She smiled at me again then got up and walked towards the window. She has a good walk. Wait can she hear me? I hope not, that would be hard to explain. I walked over with her and looked out the window with her.

"Y/n?" I asked a little scared of where this was going.

"Yea?" She responded as she turned towards me with her bright y/e/c eyes. I couldnt talk with her looking at me like that, so I looked away, that would help.

"Im sorry I didn't say goodbye." I felt as if I hadn't said it enough. I left her for four years and she probably hated me for all of them. She forgave me quickly because that's who she was, but I knew she couldn't be entirely over it. She was still looking at me when I looked down at her. She looked away, she didn't want to cry.

"It's okay." She muttered while staring at the stars. I knew she was like this but I didn't know it would hurt this much. She hid her feelings and forgave easily so you would never expect her to even be mad at you. But in reality her feelings were stronger than anyone I knew. Her heart was so big and she wanted everyone to feel loved even when she didn't. It's so hard to know someone who will always put you first even when they don't care about themselves.

"No its not," I said after a while, "I realize now that by not saying goodbye, I hurt you more than that word ever could have. And I'm so sorry that you were hurt in the process of me figuring out what to do about..." I faded out knowing that if I continued I would probably tell her how I felt. She wasn't ready for that yet, I wasn't ready for it. She looked at me with confused eyes but when I looked back at her they shifted. They were now kind and loving and I knew that maybe now she had actually forgiven me. She smiled.

"It's okay." She repeated a little louder this time. Then she wrapped her arms around my waist and buried her sweet face into my robe. I realize now that I'm not wearing a shirt and I think she does too because she loosens up a bit.

"Sorry I'm not wearing a shirt." I chuckled as I wrapped my arms around her and placed my head on hers.

"It's okay." She repeated for the third time but it was muffled because she buried her face back into my chest. She was sending butterfly's to dance in my stomach and I felt so safe that everywhere else felt scary. Everywhere but in her arms that were so tightly wrapped around me it would've hurt if I wasn't high on the feeling. She moved her face a bit and started to speak.

"By the way, I burned a lot of you drawings, sorry."

"You what!?"