i missed my period but then got hit in the stomach. started gushing blood. i think im going through a misscarriage and im honestly a wreck over it. idk what to do. idk if i was. i mean my period was late and i already had all the pregnacy symptoms. this would be my maybe fourth miscarriage. so get ready for this account to be dead for 80 yrs or prepare for 80 updates in the next week. cuz im honestly sobbing as i wrote. and i dont think anyone will understand this pain.

i want a baby so badly tht i physcial feel hurt and sick when i see a mom and child. why can bad people have kids but i cant? why cant i have a baby. i did everything right.