You were a friend of mine. we met. we chat. we roleplay but it seems like I was hurting you more when I was too busy or wasn't online when you were waiting for me. To me, I was the worst person, a loser, and I didn't mean to hurt your feelings and I didn't mean to do on purpose, I don't hate you, but still I felt like a sore loser. Because I was scared, you were my friend, who needed me when you had no one else to talked to but I let you down. Nothing is more worse than hurting your feelings, I know you how it feels.