A/N: I don't know if this is a trigger warning, but the reader's pregnant at some point(even if pregnancy is mentioned, I'll stick with gender neutral pronouns for ya'll). SO STAY SAFE AND USE CONDOMS KIDS

But here's the real TRIGGER WARNINGS: DEATH AND SMUT (I'll mark the beginning and end of the smut part so you guys can skip if you want to)

Also: For anyone who doesn't know already, my requests are wide open for the holidays!!! So feel free to DM me if you have anything you'd like me to write!!

LAST THING: Yo we got another Shirazu!Reader for you guys!! Thanks to @carmex_chapstick for requesting this!

"Are you sure this is a good idea?" You asked, looking around as if you were checking if the two of you were followed. "In public, in broad daylight! He'll kill you if he sees us."

"Would you rather have our first date in the middle of the night?" Urie sassed.

"Well, it does sound nice..." You muttered, making sure not to mention the fact that you wouldn't have appreciated the hours wasted on what could have been sleep.

"Suck it up, Shirazu. We're having a normal date." Your new boyfriend muttered. "If your brother sees us, too bad. He can't do anything other than whine about it."

You cringed at the sound your brain conjured up. Having Ginshi moan and complain all the time was not fun. Especially when his complaints were because of you. That guy would stick around you on purpose so you'd know how much whatever you did affected him. "Alright, but you're the one dealing with his whining." You muttered.

"That's a bullet I'm willing to take." Kuki joked, causing you to smile brightly at him. He knew joking wasn't a reflex, but he always loved seeing your reaction to it. He liked the feeling it gave him, to know that he's doing something meaningful and that you truly appreciate it.

The date went by surprisingly smoothly. You were sure that you would have met at least someone from the office, since the restaurant the two of you were in was relatively close to the Chateau, but you saw no one. Not even Mutsuki, who usually took a walk around this part of the block every day. It was pretty much perfect. Like the rest of your time with Urie had been, actually.

You two had agreed on secretly dating a few weeks ago, seeing as you couldn't be open about it because of your brother. The guy would have murdered the two of you if he ever found out. The best thing to do was probably ease him into it. You had a talk with Urie about it and how he was to slowly act nicer towards Ginshi, just to try and tone down the rivalry between the two.

It hadn't been easy, of course. Urie hated Ginshi's guts, Ginshi wasn't very fond of Urie. It was the perfect recipe for disaster, but your boyfriend was making a tremendous effort which you couldn't (and wouldn't) ignore.

How could he not even try, anyways? Urie hadn't thought himself capable of developing a liking for someone (especially for Shirazu's sibling) and yet here he was, not even able to control his racing heart every time you'd look at him. You had him wrapped around your pinky and he wasn't even sure that you were aware of it. The least he could do was try his best to make this relationship work. Kuki's a hard worker through and through. He won't let this crumble apart without trying to fix it, and if being nice to your brother is the way to go, then fuck yeah he'll do it. He'll offer the guy a bouquet of roses and sing him a god damn song if he needs to.

So far so good, the discreteness hadn't affected your relationship at all. If anything, it made it stronger. The two of you happened to be quite the introverts when you wanted to and always being alone together (does that make sense? It made sense to you and Kuki) did wonders.

"Hey." You greeted, laying down on Kuki's lap. "You know, you should come over. My parents aren't home." You teased.

Urie rolled his eyes and passed a hand through your locks, looking down at the expression on your face. "Okay, so what if Haise isn't home? Want to watch a movie together?" He asked as he gently took your forearm to press his lips on your inner wrist. He highly doubted that's what you had in mind, but he wasn't going to suggest the other thing, just in case that wasn't what you had planned.

"Well, that means no one can hear us." You articulated. Kuki just wanted to groan. Speak up, damn it! You got out of your laying position to straddle him on the couch and wrapped your arms around his neck. "And from what Ginshi told me, they aren't coming back for a while." You kissed the corner of his mouth, smirking at how much damage you were doing to him. You knew Urie wouldn't do anything until you verbally confirmed to him what you knew you were both thinking of. He wouldn't want to get the wrong idea, now would he?

It took everything he had to not throw you on his shoulder and take you back to his room right now.

You leaned down to his ear and licked the shell of it. "How about you have your way with me today?" You suggested, loudly yelping when the man lifted you up and quickly walked out of the living room.

"Someone's excited." You teased, tracing the back of his neck as he carried you upstairs to his room. You practically felt the shiver going down Urie's spine as you did so.

--SMUT STARTS HERE--

Once he entered the room, he dropped you unceremoniously on his bed, trapping you between the mattress and his own body. "Are you sure?" He double checked, making you smile.

"Yeah." You hooked your feet around his waist, pulling him closer to your core. You had a hard time hiding your surprise when you felt that he was already half hard. "It's not like it's our first time, is it?"

In no time, Kuki's lips attacked your own, aggressively kissing you as you rubbed yourself against his growing erection. His tongue slid into your mouth for a few seconds as you worked on unbuttoning his shirt.

You passed your hands over his muscular shoulders to take off the article of clothing, hearing Urie letting out a small but audible yelp. Worried, you pulled away from him as he wiped his bottom lip, noticing blood on his thumb.

"Fuck," You awkwardly chuckled. "Sorry about that, it's the teeth. A real curse if you ask me." You always tried your best not to accidentally bite him with those sharp teeth of yours, but for some reason, you always drew blood from Kuki during heated sessions like these.

Urie remained silent for a while, only pressing against you harder and sliding his hands under your own shirt to take it off. "It's nothing, we'll use that later." He muttered before trailing butterfly kisses on your neck and throat. You had a really hard time containing the embarrassing moans bubbling up within you.

The man took off every article of clothing covering your upper half, kissing every inch of skin he uncovered. You, in the meantime, could do nothing other than tangle your hand in his hair and let him proceed, feeling somewhat useless. "Kuki," You whined, wiggling your hips. "This is unfair, you're getting practically nothing."

"Oh, trust me." He darkly chuckled. "I could get off on your moans only, (Y/N)." You don't know why or how, but that really turned you on. With that, your pants and underwear magically disappeared.

Once your boyfriend was done leaving a love bite on your lower stomach, he travelled even lower to press his tongue flat on your entrance and lick. Your back practically arched off the bed as the hand in his hair pulled tighter on his roots, making the man himself let out a moan which sent vibrations through you.

Kuki pulled away from your aching core to take off the remaining of his clothes, leaving him completely naked and allowing you to stare at every inch of him. No matter how many times you'd see him like this, he always looked so good. It could practically make your mouth water.

The purple haired male leaned back over you, spreading your legs so he could settle between them. "Are you sure?" He asked once more, making you smile.

"Yes, I'm sure, Kuki. Just fuck me into the mattress already!"

That was all that needed to be said. Urie thrust into you, sighing at the feeling of being inside you as you slightly tensed up. You tried to relax though, knowing Urie wouldn't do much if he knew you were in slight discomfort. So, you wrapped your hands around his neck, your legs around his waist and encouraged him as he settled into a fast pace.

After a few minutes, Kuki spoke between grunts. "Bite me."

You gave him a questioning look-- well, as questioning as it could be while you were getting fucked by him.

"I told you we were going to use those teeth of yours, no? Bite me." You have no idea how he could talk so normally while fucking you, but you weren't going to ask questions. Instead, you pulled him closer so you could sink your teeth into the skin of his neck, fighting back a smile when you heard him let out a quiet gasp.

With you sucking, biting and licking at his neck, the intensity between the two of you started to rise and within a few minutes, you were already close to your climax.

You didn't even need to warn Urie (you don't think you would have been capable of doing so anyways). The sudden sloppiness in your biting had warned him already. Kuki picked up his already fast pace, determined to get you both over the edge.

You came as soon as he settled into an inhuman speed, clenching around his cock and milking it as he came inside of you.

Once you were both satisfied, Kuki collapsed over you as you both panted.

"That was some alone time well spent, if you ask me." You said once you had regained your breath. As Kuki nodded, you couldn't help but cringe at the two dark red spots you had left on his neck. How were you going to hide that from everyone? "Fuck, we're in trouble." You muttered, trailing your fingers over the marks.

"Here's the plan. You go buy some concealer and foundation. We can cover it up with that." Your boyfriend informed. Had he already planned this in advance?

"You're alright with wearing makeup?" You skeptically asked. "Won't that 'affect your masculinity', as Ginshi once gracefully put it?"

"Korean guys do it, I don't see why I can't." He shrugged, making you cackle.

--SMUT ENDS HERE--

You felt terrible for hiding this from him, especially in a situation where your life could be in grave danger. But at the same time, what if he gets distracted from the extermination?

You had to choose between the lesser of two evils. Option one: You leave him in the dark, but if you die, he'll have to know through some random doctor who would've had conducted an autopsy on you. Option two: You tell him, but risk having him either completely distracted from the task at hand, or risk having him on your heels because he wants to protect you.

You rather be truthful.

"Urie, can I talk to you?" You politely asked as the usually silent male looked at you, giving you his full attention. Seeing as the rest of the quinx squad was curiously watching the two of you, you specified your request. "Alone."

Automatically, Ginshi frowned. "Oi, (Y/N), this is an important operation. You can confess your love later. And not to him." You rolled your eyes at your brother's reaction and followed Urie to a more secluded place.

"What's wrong?" He asked as you shifted on your feet. "Are you alright?"

Just get it out, (Y/N). You just needed to tell him two words, and you'd feel better.

Your boyfriend grabbed you by the shoulders and leaned down to be at eye level with you, worry obvious in his eyes. "(Y/N)?"

"I'm pregnant."

Kuki's hold on you tightened as his face became paler than a sheet. "Excuse me?"

You looked down, not able to look at him without feeling guilty. "I'm sorry, I should have reminded you to use a condom, I just-"

"What are you sorry for?" He interrupted. "You did nothing wrong. This isn't your fault. Besides, you still have control over the situation."

You took a deep breath as Kuki realized you weren't comfortable with speaking yet. "Listen, what ever you choose to do, I'll support you through it. But remember; this is your body, and yours alone. You don't need to sacrifice it for anyone else, no matter what. If you don't want it, you have the right to abort, (Y/N). I won't judge you for it and I'll make sure no one else makes you feel like shit if that's what you choose-- or if it isn't what you choose to do. I love you."

"That's the thing, Urie..." You muttered. "I think I want to keep it, but... I need to know you'll still be there. I don't think I'd manage on my own, with Haru's treatment and all..."

The man in front of you pulled you in for a hug, nuzzling his face into your neck. "We'll get through." He muttered. "But are you really going to participate in the extermination?"

"Can I really bail now? It wouldn't be good for the squad." You said. "Besides, I'm tough. I can get through one more mission."

"Alright." Kuki's arms tightened around you. "I'll be close by if you need me, okay?"

"Ginshi!" You screeched as soon as your brother fell to the ground. You got to him as quickly as you could, not even bothering to check if the ghoul you were currently fighting was even alive. "Ginshi, stay alive." You muttered once you had lifted his head onto your lap.

"(Y/N)," He weakly whispered. "(Y/N), is that you? I can't see you..."

Your heart fell, but you wouldn't let him give up, even if it meant he'd live on blind. "Yeah, it's me. Listen, you did great out there, but don't ever attack a ghoul solo like that!"

"'M sorry..." He then let out a forced chuckle. "I don't think it'll happen again. I'll be too messed up to fight again."

"Oi. Don't say that. Your regeneration system's gonna kick in anytime soon." You scolded. "Besides, I have some news to tell you. You have to stay awake for those, no?"

"I'm a cripple now, (Y/N). It's over for me. You gotta make sure Haru gets her treatments now, okay?" Shirazu's face contorted into confusion. "Why... Where'd you go?"

He's losing his sense of touch...

"Ginshi?" You called out as your breathing became panicked. You couldn't loose him here, you just couldn't! He can't just leave you without even knowing he's going to be an uncle! "Ginshi, don't leave!"

Urie wrapped his arm around you, using his other hand to hide his lower face as he silently wept.

All the tension in your brother's body started leaving as you shook him from left to right. "Hey! Don't leave! You still need to pay for Haru's bills! And...! And you'll be an uncle! C'mon Ginshi, don't fucking leave me here!"

He was too young to die like this. He hadn't even made it to his mid-twenties and he was already gone, sacrificing himself for his squad.

Your yelling got you no response. Ginshi's empty stare was fixated on the ceiling, confirming his death.

You closed his eyelids before being helped up by Kuki, who held you close as you grieved your little brother's death.

EXTRA:

"Hey there little guy!" The sharp toothed male grinned, holding his arms wide open for his nephew. "How're ya doing?"

"Good! I slept!" The purple haired toddler giggled, holding onto his uncle's arms as the man lifted him up. "I dreamt about my parents!"

"Ah, must've been a real fun dream, eh?" Ginshi asked with a hint of melancholy. The child in his arms nodded before his smile disappeared from his face.

"Why can't we see them?"

"That's... That's difficult to explain, Isamu." Ginshi said, trying to pat down the kid's cowlick (which was incredibly similar to his own). "See, they're really far away and they can't join us right now. But they will one day, when you'll be all grown up."

"What are you gonna do when they come?" The small child asked, showing his uncle his radiant smile again. The smile that resembled yours so damn much (if it weren't for the two moles under the kid's eye that ruined the whole thing for him).

"I'm gonna hug my sibling, that's for sure. I'll give them a biiiig hug!" He said, squeezing your son tightly in his arms. "And then I'm gonna hit your dad. Repeatedly. With a spoon." He couldn't let Urie get away with secretly dating you, now could he?

"Nooo!" The small child exclaimed. "Leave dad alone!"

The adult let down Isamu, baring him his sharp teeth. "What're ya gonna do about it, punk?"

"I'll fight you!" The smaller Shirazu (no way in hell the kid was going to be named Urie as long as Ginshi had a say in it) exclaimed before tackling his uncle.

It had always been tough for Ginshi knowing you're down there not only grieving your brother's death, but also your son's. He'd been checking in on you periodically, though, and he has to say that, as much as he hates it, he's glad to see that Urie's by your side.

He couldn't wait for you (and Haru, of course) to join him up here one day so you could all be one big family again.