A/N: don't ask why but I'm oddly comfortable writing about Shirazu so I'd say this thing's sorta has LIME WARNING written all over it? There's no FULL smut scene but there's still some content that's REALLY damn close to it... So if you're not comfortable with smut, maybe avoid this one?

"Ginshi!" You gasped as the tall teen tackled you in a hug. You slowly reciprocated it, confused. "Why the sudden affection?"

As soon as it started, the awkward hug ended and Shirazu took a few steps away from you, giving you your personal space back. "It's just- haha... I was so sure you would've rejected me... Urie said it wasn't a good idea, so I... Well, I still went through with it BECAUSE he said I shouldn't but-"

"I don't know what Urie's on, but if I would've passed up this opportunity to be with someone like you, I would have never forgiven myself." You smiled, making the boy in front of you blush. Actually, now that you think about it, you can officially call him your boyfriend! The thought of it made the butterflies in your stomach so hyper you nearly had to double over in surprise.

"Damn, if I knew that, I wouldn't have wasted so much time-"

"It's in the past, Ginshi! We can be happy now!" You said, tackling him and wrapping your arms around his shoulders to hug him.

••••

"Ginshi?" You asked, curious about why your boyfriend was so quiet. The sudden change made you quite worried. "What's wrong? You're awfully quiet..." You stopped the movie the two of you were watching and placed a hand on his shoulder, lightly stroking the fabric of his shirt with your thumb.

"Can I kiss you?" He blurted out, gazing into your eyes.

Your eyes widened. "Well- er, you can, but I'm not experienced in that kind of stuff yet, so I don't know if I'd be good or not.." You ranted, trying to avoid his gaze. Is it bad that at your age, you never shared a single kiss with anyone?

You felt ashamed, but the emotion didn't last long.

A hand lightly gripped your chin so you'd face the Ukaku quinx, and you watched as Shirazu leaned in, keeping eye contact with you until your foreheads were almost touching, as if he was looking for a sign telling him to stop.

Seeing none, he closed the remaining gap and hesitantly brushed his lips against yours. You shivered at the odd yet pleasurable feeling, quickly understanding the technique behind kissing.

Ginshi gently pushed you down on the couch, and you gripped the back of his neck for support as you lowered yourself down into the comfortable cushions. He straddled your waist and moved his lips against yours in a faster, more passionate pace and you struggled to keep up with the intensity of the kiss.

Nevertheless, you still loved how much emotion he put into this simple action, and the fact that you could read every single one made your heart expand thrice its size just for the blonde boy.

You felt Ginshi's teeth nibbling at your bottom lip—probably asking for entrance— and an unintentional moan escaped the back of your throat at the feeling. It stung a bit, but you enjoyed how his unnaturally sharp teeth nearly pierced your skin.

...did you have a biting kink?

With your type of luck, yes. It's most likely.

Your boyfriend groaned back at the sound you made, and you opened your mouth, physically shivering as Shirazu's tongue came in contact with yours.

Before you could explore the new feeling further, someone rudely cleared their throat.

You attempted to sit up, embarrassed of getting caught and accidentally smashed your forehead against Ginshi's, groaning in pain.

"Seriously, don't do that kind of thing here. You two aren't alone." You glared at Urie for interrupting what was probably the best time of your life.

"Y-you could have just looked away you know!" You had never seen Ginshi so red in your life. His blush even reached the base of his neck, phasing away around his collarbones.

Why did he have to wear shirts that'd show those bones off? Now you can't tear your gaze away from them, unconsciously licking your lips. Why are his collarbones so hot?

"If I ever hear the two of you make sounds like that again, I'm kicking both of you out of here." Urie said, turning around. "Don't even try to get a room. We'll all hear you anyway."

The squad leader muttered what appeared to be the word 'gross' and left the two of you alone to discuss the situation that had just happened.

"S-sorry about getting carried away..." Ginshi apologized, rubbing the back of his neck.

"It's fine!" You smiled. "We should do that more often when Urie isn't home. I really liked it."

"Was it good enough for your first?" He asked, still shy.

"It was even better than what I would have imagined." You answered. "I have a feeling most of the stuff with you will be that way, though. I might as well get used to it!"

Ginshi looked away bashfully. "I don't think I'm that good-"

"What are you saying?!" You scolded. "You're the best darn thing that's ever happened to me, and I have around twenty years of experience!"

If you didn't know any better, you would have said that Shirazu melted right there and then. The look he gave you was one of the most loving gazes someone could give. It's the kind of shit you'd find in a romance novel, or fanfiction.

Gosh did you love that boy.

••••

"Ginshi..?" You questioned, surprised by his outburst.

There was no in between for him, was there? One minute he's shy and quiet and the next he's yelling and laughing so loud you wonder if all of Asia can hear him.

"I said I love you!" He yelled again. "I know it's probably too early in the relationship to actually tell, but it feels so nice when I say it out loud, and I want you to know because..!" He shut up, glancing at the ground with a sad look on his face.

"Because..?" You asked, signalling him to finish his sentence.

"Because with the type of work we do, I'll never know when I'll... Or when you'll..."

You caught on to his point rather quickly and frowned. "Don't say stuff like that, you'll just jinx us."

"But I don't want neither of us to go before I get to tell you that I love you, (Y/N)! I never felt love—well I mean I love my sister but you know what I mean— before, but I just feel a certain way around you and I just know it has to be it, because I... I don't know, I just know, you know?"

You giggled at his confusing, yet rather straight forward confession.

"Oh god, I sounded ridiculous didn't I?" He asked.

"You handled it like a pro, Shirazu." You joked. "But seriously, I love you too. Like, probably more than the healthy amount."

"You guys, it's almost midnight..." Haise mumbled, rubbing his eyes sleepily. "Go to bed- go to separate beds, please." He specified, making the both of you blush.

"Y-yeah, sorry Sassan!" Shirazu apologized, grabbing your hand to drag you along towards the third floor where the bedrooms where.

"Separate bedrooms!" Haise reminded as he followed behind the two of you.

"You got it, Sasaki!" You confirmed.

••••

"Ginshi! Watch out!" You called out, diving towards him and tackling him out of the ghoul's way, successfully saving your boyfriend from either a really bad injury, or maybe even death.

"Ginshi, are you alright?" You asked as you cupped his cheeks, looking for any signs of pain in his eyes.

"'M fine..." He answered. "Let go, we gotta finish this ghoul-"

As he said so, Urie managed to successfully decapitate said ghoul, resulting in its death.

"There goes the credit..." Shirazu sighed.

"I rather save your life than gain some credit. That one was too close! And it was barely an A rate! What would happen to you if we were to fight a ghoul like Serpent or the Gourmet?!" You yelled.

"I wouldn't get hurt-"

"Ginshi, you throw yourself at danger forgetting to worry about living afterwards! One day, it might be your downfall."

"I'm a ghoul investigator, I'm supposed to give my life to assure that the peace in Tokyo remains, (Y/N). We're expected to die on the job. If we don't, then there's something wrong."

"What would happen if you were to die, and I'd be left behind?!" You said, failing to keep the tears from cascading down your face. "I can't even imagine losing you! I love you, god damn it! And if saving your life means that the fucking one-eyed owl lives, then let it roam free!" You sobbed, stomping your feet on the ground to emphasize your point.

Taken aback by your confession, Shirazu barely had time to answer before Urie sighed in annoyance. "Get your asses moving. The clean up squad's here already."

Sniffing and wiping your tears, you nodded and followed Kuki, leaving Ginshi behind. Even if you just gave him a peak of how far you'd go for him, you were still pissed at his actions.

••••

"Ginshi..." You gasped, tilting your head back, leaving your neck vulnerable for yet another attack of kisses and hickeys from Shirazu's part.

His pace fastened, and the pain you felt slowly began to turn into a foreign pleasure. The both of you were moaning, whimpering, sweating messes, and seeing him in this state turned you on more than anything else.

Pushing yourself up with your arms, you forced Ginshi to sit back as you straddled him, bouncing up and down, painfully dragging your nails down his back.

The boy payed no mind and hugged your upper body closer to his, burying his face in the juncture between your neck and shoulder, his teeth grazing your skin.

The contact made your core tighten around him, and he let out a shuddering moan at the sudden pressure.

Moaning back into his ear, you gained what ever you had left in your brain to make sounds that weren't moans or groans of pleasure. "Bite me." You whispered.

Your pace quickened even more, and you were really glad you had CCG training because otherwise your thighs would be burning right now.

Shirazu's grip on you tightens as he dug his sharp teeth into your skin, muffling another loud moan that made the knot in the pit of your stomach tighten up furthermore. You were so close.

A sudden hiss and a shudder indicated you that your boyfriend was probably nearing his end too. You nuzzled your face into his neck, moaning louder and louder by the second.

"L-let go..." you moaned. It was the best you could manage in the situation.

Luckily, he understood what you meant and came, filling the condom with his seed as you tightened around him.

After riding out both of your climaxes, you collapsed back on the bed and stared at the ceiling, panting.

Shirazu took the condom off of his member and tied a knot at the extremity, shakily getting up to discard it into the trash can in the corner of his room.

You sighed in contentment and slipped under the covers of his bed, inhaling deeply, and as creepy as it sounded, you were satisfied to be basking in his scent.

"Are you sure you were a virgin?" He teased, climbing in his bed and wrapping an arm around your waist, drawing patterns on your skin with his slim fingers.

You giggled. "I could ask you the same. You lasted longer than I would've thought. I guess we're both just naturals." You failed to contain the smirk that appeared on the corner of your lips.

"Yeah, but did you HAVE to mark my collarbones like that?" He complained, glancing down his body to look at the purple marks around the area.

"You have no idea how much they turn me on. Especially since like most of your clothing always manages to show them off." You answered truthfully.

"Out of all the things..." Ginshi muttered as you rest your head on his chest, listening to his heartbeat. "You're so weird."

He lovingly traced the bite mark he left on the base of your neck. "I'm sorry about that, by the way."

"It's not your fault. And it's not my fault I have some kind of biting kink, either." You said, nuzzling your face into his chest.

"Technically, I think it is." He answered.

You raised your head so he could see you rolling your eyes, and quickly pecked his lips. "I just love you too much."

"I love you too." He answered. A serene silence took over the room. Remembering something, you sighed and rose up four fingers, putting one down each time you counted. "Four, three, two, one-"

"What the hell have I told the two of you about fucking in here-"

"Urie! Don't yell, you'll wake up Mr. Sasaki and Saiko!" You heard Mutsuki say, obviously trying to calm down Urie.

Shirazu sighed and dropped his head on the pillow behind him. Chuckling, you took the opportunity to kiss his neck. Neither of you bothered to go open the door.

"I'm the squad leader now and I say that I get to do what I want when it comes to this."

Ginshi said, effectively shutting up both Mutsuki and Urie. "Now shut up!"

"Nice." Was all you said as you fell asleep on his chest, a small smile remaining on your face.

••••

"Ginshi!" You screeched as he fell back to the ground, laying limp. Your heartbeat increased tenfold, and you slid onto your knees, lifting his head on your lap. "Ginshi..." You muttered in disbelief.

"Shit... I did it again, right?" He asked. "I'm sorry..."

You couldn't care less about wether or not he threw himself at danger again. The huge hole in his side was all you could think about.

"That's not relevant! I forgive you! Just keep your eyes open, okay Ginshi?"

The three other Quinx approached, and you started stroking your boyfriend's head lovingly.

"Hey, keep your eyes open! You'll regenerate in no time." Urie said, probably trying to convince himself more than Shirazu.

"You'll pull through, baby. Just stay strong for us." You cooed, your throat tightening.

"That's n-new..." His voice was getting weaker by the second. "Y-you never gave me nicknames before..."

You sadly chuckled. "That's because I love the sound of your name, Ginshi..."

He didn't react. Instead, his facial expressions decreased. "W-why aren't you guys saying anything..?" He asked.

You let out a sharp gasp.

"We're all here!" Urie said.

"Where are you guys..?" Shirazu continued.

"We're all with you, don't go!" You cried out. In a matter of seconds, you'll be sobbing.

"We're all here, Shirazu. You can't go! You just exterminated an SS Ghoul! Think of the reward!" Urie continued, completely losing it. "The credit... It's all yours! You want to save up for your sister, right?!-"

"Where'd you all go..?" His voice was barely audible. Your hands gripped his shoulders, trying to let him know you were all there with him. "I'm... Scared..."

"Ginshi, stay with us! The medic squad should be here any minute now!"

"Haru..." His breathing was shallow. "If I'm not there, let her die peacefully..."

"Come on, FIGHT!" You screeched. "If you can fight Noro, fight thi-"

"(Y/N)..." He muttered.

"Yes, I'm here! I won't leave your side..."

"Keep her happy... I just want her to be happy, please... Urie... Mutsuki... Yonebayashi... One of you... I want one of you to keep her happy..."

"Don't die!" You yelled, clutching his bloodied shirt. "You'll keep me happy if you just don't die!" Your words amalgamated with your cries and gross sobs.

"I... Love her so much..."

"Ginshi!" You wailed. Your arms enveloped his unmoving form, shoulders shaking from the sobs escaping your body. "You have to keep me happy! I have to keep you happy..!"

Your heartbroken heart tuned out Urie's deafening, heart shattering cry as he completely lost it.

You refused to let go of your beloved boyfriend, and had to be torn away from his corpse by a heartbroken Mutsuki.

You clutched to him instead, crying harder as your body noticed the difference between Ginshi's cold corpse and Tooru's warm body.

••••

"She wanted to see you since she gained most of her consciousness back, (Y/N)." Kuki stated as the two of you stood near the dreaded hospital room.

"I can't." You answered. "I can't go in there..!"

"You'll have to meet her one way or another. She remembers who you are." He placed his hand on your upper arm, trying to reassure you. You sighed, the contact was actually helping a bit.

"I'll right behind you." He said.

"I'll be nearby too." Tooru cut in, giving you a heartwarming smile. You really missed it.

You nodded and shakily took a deep breath, turning towards the door and grasping the cold metal knob.

Twisting it, you slid into the room. The air in your lungs stopped flowing as you looked at the girl sitting in the hospital bed. There were absolutely no signs of ROS on her, giving you a clear view of her familiar eyes.

"You're (Y/N), right?" She smiled.

The familiarity in it made tears threaten to spill. "I'm sorry..." You choked. "You look just like him..."

"It's okay." She said, motioning for you to approach her. "I'm-"

"H-haru, I know. He told me about you a countless number of times." You sniffed and wiped your eyes. "How'd you know my name?" You asked, taking a seat on a chair beside her bed.

"He spoke about you a lot when he visited. He always spoke high and mighty of you. I thought he was over exaggerating a few times but I guess he wasn't wrong."

You laughed as your bottom lip quivered. "Sounds awfully like him... No offence, but I'm surprised you remember."

"There's no way I'd forget the way he spoke of you. I'm really glad you were there for him, (Y/N)."

Glancing at your hands on your lap, you noticed your knuckles were turning white as they clutched tightly onto the fabric of your white coat.

"Ginshi..."