Christy's POV

After going through all that shit the past two weeks, Natalie suggested that we go to a party together. I honestly didn't care about how I looked, I just wanted to get drunk and have fun. I threw on a Stussy tank top, black ripped jeans, vans, a snapback and walked out of the house into Natalie's car. When I got inside, I saw that Parker was also in the car along with two other soccer girls I didn't realize.

"This party is going to be so great." One of the unknown soccer girls said.

"I know, Jesse always throws the greatest parties." The other one said.

"Jesse is throwing the party we're going to?" I asked softly. The mood suddenly became tense since everyone at least knew that we weren't together anymore. Also because Jesse was the one Kayla cheated on me with and there were rumors that they slept together after the breakup in an attempt to relight the "old fire" between them. Guess it didn't work because they're not together now. Sucks to suck huh?

"Yeah, he is." Natalie said as she gripped the steering wheel a little tighter. "Don't worry though. You won't see him, his house is fucking huge."

I nodded and the rest of the car ride was silent except for the soft music playing from the car speakers. When we got there, I could hear music blasting from a block away. When the car was parked and we walked up to the house, the smell of alcohol, weed, and sex attacked our nostrils.

The five of us headed straight for the kitchen. The kitchen was filled with liquor bottles, food, and other non alcoholic beverages.

"Let's do shots guys!" Parker said while pouring five shot glasses full of tequila. We each grabbed a lime in one hand before downing the shot and sucking on the citrus part of the lime.

I walked over to the counter and grabbed a red cup. I took a bottle of Jack Daniel's and poured it so my cup was halfway full. Then I opened a can of coke and filled the cup 1/4 with soda. I took one long drink and when I was done, the cup was only 1/4 full.

"Okay Christy I think we should slow down a bit." Natalie said before taking the cup from me and giving me something that looked like pink lemonade and...Malibu?

"Is this lemonade and Malibu?" I turned to her while holding up the cup.

"Yes and before you ask it's only 1 part alcohol to three parts lemonade so drink that slowly before you drink more." Natalie said while making a drink of her own.

I took a sip of my drink and started slowly walking to the door. "Let's go fucking dance."

We all walked toward the main living room, which by the way was huge, and heard some pop some being blasted. There were people grinding on each other, people making out, people on the couch high out of their minds, and a few people who were just awkwardly sitting down.

I head to the dance for and danced along to Fetty Wap's 'My Way'. Halfway through the song, a girl came up to me and started dancing with me.

I wasn't sure who she was but she had dirty blonde hair, deep green eyes, and was about 5'5. Now when I say she was good at dancing, I meant she was REALLY good at dancing. She was grinding and putting her butt all up into me. The alcohol had already kicked in and I didn't care who was staring at me, I was just having a good time. After about 5 songs, we both started to get really tired and she pulled me aside to a corner of the living room that wasn't so crowded and loud.

"You're really good at dancing." I said with a smile. I took a really good look at her for the first time. She was about 5'5 or 5'6, and she was wearing a white crop top with some booty shorts. She had dirty blonde hair but it was more on the blonde side. Her body suggested she played a sport. Her soft green eyes complimented her friendly looking appearance.

"Thanks, you're really good at being danced on." She said with a giggle. "So what's your name?"

"Christy."

"I'm Ally. You wouldn't happen to be the same Christy that dated Kayla Owens are you?"

"Yeah that me." I muttered as I took off my snapback and readjusted it on my head.

"Well I don't see why she would cheat on someone like you." She said while taking a step closer to me. I could smell the alcohol in her breath and I wasn't about to take advantage of her.

I just shrugged at her comment. Then a group of people who were telling people that they were doing body shots in the kitchen asked us if we wanted to go. "Shall we?" I asked her with a smirk and holding my hand out to her.

Ally took my hand and we walked into the kitchen together. We shot that two tables have been cleared so body shots could commence.

We walked around the people until we were around the table.

"ALRIGHT MAKE ROOM FOR THE LESBIAN!" My friend Noel said as I gave him a playful shove.

Ally laid on the table as Noel poured some vodka into her belly button. I leaned over and drank the vodka as Ally giggled slightly. She swung her legs off the table and hopped off.

We decided to go into the backyard which was probably even bigger than the house itself. There was a bunch of patio furniture, a huge pool with a big hot tub connected to it, a mini soccer field, and a lot of grass where people were just laying on.

We sat down on a bench and I couldn't think stop thinking about how this was so similar to the time Kayla and I went to a party together.

"So what school do you go to?" I asked while leaning back onto the bench.

"Dawson."

I smiled at that the fact she went to my school's rival school. "I go to Georgetown."

"How cliche." Ally said with a giggle.

"Agreed. So do you play any sports?"

"Yeah. I play basketball."

"Wait." I started to sober up a bit. "You're the girl who won MVP for the Dawson Rebels in the championship game!"

"Yes that would be me." Ally said with a giggle. "Man you really are clueless when you're drunk."

"I am not drunk...I'm just a little tipsy." I said with a smile.

I don't know if it was because of the alcohol or the fact that I was actually interested in Ally, but the next thing I know, I was leaning into Ally and kissing her. I didn't feel fireworks or the explosion I felt with Kayla, but there was this calming feeling that came over me. She tasted in strawberry lemonade and lips were nice and soft, moving in sync with mine.

We were basically making out at that point until we heard the sound of glass shattering. We both pulled away from each other since we were startled by the noise. I look and see Kayla has dropped a bottle of beer and was apologizing to the people around her. She probably saw Ally and I kissing because it looked like she was about to cry. Like she had the right to cry. She's the one who ruined everything between us. She doesn't get to decide to cry after cheating on me, and when she found out that I didn't forgive her, she just ran to Jesse. Who cares, he could have her little cheating ass all to himself. Kayla speed walked to the house without cleaning up her mess.

"Sorry I don't know what came over me I-" I tired to explain myself.

"Don't worry about it. It was a nice kiss anyways. I actually think I should be going now but give me your phone so I can put my number in so you can call me if you wanna hang out or something." She said something with a smile which suggested she was implying something else.

I handed her my phone and she added her number in. I texted her hi so she would have my number too. We said our goodbyes and I sat on the bench for a while. Suddenly I had to urge to pee so I headed to the bathroom.

After I did my business, I walked out of the bathroom and there was a huge crowd of guys waiting outside. I wasn't in the mood to say "excuse me" a million times so I just started pushing my way through.

"Hey! Watch it dyke!" One of them said and my head immediately snapped toward them.

"The fuck you say?"

"You heard me. Fucking nasty ass dyke." It was Lucas. One of the obnoxious soccer players.

"Aw Lucas, just cause you benchwarm every single game doesn't mean you have to take it out on me." I said in a sarcastic tone.

"Just cause Jesse stole your girl doesn't mean you have to be all fucking pissy to everyone." He said while his friends hollered at his come back.

"I'll fucking kill you." I started lunging toward him before someone pulled me back and pulled me away from them and pushed me into a nearby room.

The room was dark and when the lights flickered on, I wish I just fought those guys instead.

It was Kayla. God fucking damn it I thought this 'pushing their ex into a room to talk privately during a party' shit only happened in movies. I sighed and sat on the bed since Kayla locked the door and stood in front of it. Might as well get comfortable.

"What the fuck were you thinking? Trying to take on 8 guys when you've only got yourself?" Kayla nearly yelled.

"I can fucking take care of myself thank you very much." I said without looking at her. I was staring at the ground.

"Do you know what those soccer players would've done to you?!"

"I don't know. Why don't you ask your boyfriend." I put an emphasis on the boyfriend part and stretched it out.

Kayla's jaw clenched but she swallowed in indirect insult. "He's not my boyfriend. What's been up with you lately? Doing crazy stuff all the time. I heard you were skipping class and just disappearing for a few hours each day." She stepped closer to me and I held up my hand, signaling her to stop.

"Why do you care anyways?" I said looking straight at her for the first time.

Kayla was taken back by my suddenly eye contact and changed the subject. "Who was that girl you were kissing?"

"Oh we're playing the question game now? Some girl I just met. I guess it's my turn now. Why did you cheat on me when you could've just broken up with me if you weren't happy?"

"I never said I wasn't happy." Kayla said softly.

"Then why did you cheat on me?" I nearly shouted.

"I said I was sorry." Kayla said as teared spilled out of her eyes.

"Whatever." I got up and started to leave the room.

"Why can't we just be friends? Why can't we just be civil with each other? I miss you Christy." She said while sobbing.

I paused before leaving. That actually made me stop in my tracks. I ignored all the urges in my mind to stay and left.

I called an Uber home and got in it. On my way home, I texted Natalie telling her I called an Uber to get home.

When I got home, I saw Maddie and her girlfriend on the couch cuddling.

Maddie saw me and saw my face. "Are you drunk?"

"Yeah."

"Don't ruin yourself for some girl."

I sat on the couch adjacent to the couch they sitting on and put my face in my hands. "I know."

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