The mornings never come.

My eyes always open after one.

Moving slow and stiff,

The edge of the bed looks like a cliff.

Placing my feet on the floor,

The pain radiates straight to my core.

Unsteady and dizzy, my day drags on.

I know that I've become withdrawn.

All I can focus on are the symptoms:

Constant Pain

Dizziness

Drowsiness

Fatigue

Irritability

Mental fog

Weakness

I do not understand why life has become unbearable

I no longer feel like my condition is repairable.

Each day is an uphill battle,

And my focus is solely on survival.