You have no more words to say.

You're mute.

You're headstrong and misguided

by the lighthouses

all your life.

You have been doing personality quizzes from magazines

for years now

and you always get the different result.

You have been writing yourself into the paper

hoping that it can

hold it down.

You've been saying 'No'

to many things,

that always find a way to make you feel guilty

and it's not just this version of you.

Throughout the time

there have been many,

with the same curse on their mind,

the same tactic they go through the day,

same weak,

useless limbs

and it's not that you blame yourself for this.

No.

You had no choice.

You can barely say anything.

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//September 2017//