《VENGEANCE INTO LOVE ( Toshiro Hitsugaya x Reader(fem) (DISCONTINUED)》Chapter 41: Regret
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"Uryu, what are you originally planning?" Ichigo asked clearly confused, i faced him with my usual stoic facial expression then opening my mouth to speak. "Ichigo, i want to say something important" i said in a serious tone.
"Don't tell me your going to confess your feelings to me. Well im not into boys" ichigo said while pointing his finger at me with dot like pupils and weird face. Growing an 'irk' mark i shouted at him, "what!? Of course not! I want to say something important to you regarding the demon controlling the body of (y/n)!!" I clarify angrily pointing my index finger at him.
"Is that so? Well what is it?" Ichigo asked going back to his actual face. I sigh closing my eyes and using my right hand, i readjust my glass before opening my eyes once more, i stare right into his eyes with full of seriousness.
"When yuroichi called us to tend to you, Inoue, chad and i ran here right away. We saw you, rukia, captain Toshiro, lieutenant matsumoto, captain Byakuya, and lieutenant momo fighting her, and by the look of it, we seems can't reach and help you in time when (y/n) disappeared in your eyes and appeared behind you ready to bring her zanpakuto to your neck." I paused and saw ichigo shudder a bit and saw him clearly listening to my every word.
"That time, i thought you'll be killed, but.
(Y/n) hesitate. I saw how she held her zanpkauto above her head doubting whether to do it or not, i saw how she grip her zanpakuto hilt in hesitation, how her face show hesitation and how her eyes show; sadness, anger, and betrayal" I added.
"Whats your point?" Ichigo asked. I sigh once again. "I came into a conclusion that, the one who occupy the body of the real
(y/n), is somewhat related to each other." I said clarifying my early statement.
"Now that you mention that they are related. When she had take over the body of (y/n) we asked who she is but, all she said was: she was born in the same time, same place and same parents as the real (y/n)" on what ichigo said, my eyes widen. I slightly tilt down my head and readjust my glass as the light reflected on it.
"Now i get it." I mumbled under my breath. "Get what?" Ichigo asked in confusion. My eyeglass glimmer in the light as i reply, "the head captain must be hiding something from us."
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"Hiding what?"
"That she might have another daughter, sibling of the real (y/n). But, i think her whole existence was erased from the others knowledge.
Hearing my statement, his eyes widened in realization, shock and disbelief.
"You..mean.." He didn't finished his sentence as i nod my head. I saw him grip his zanpakuto hilt in anger. "I think we should go" i said, he nodded then we follow the other towards the captains and (y/n).
"Seeing you all was a great pleasure. Especially you" i spat towards oto-san after completely drying off my tears. I shouldn't cry, i should be strong cause its his fault i became like this. I'll never forgive him.
"Why don't we just finish this?" Turning around to the source of the voice, i saw Toshiro. Now i know why (y/n) fell in love with him, he's truly a handsome man.
"Your right Toshiro, why don't you all come and join the fight?" I said taking a glance to all of the captains that surrounded me while oto-san just stand still on his position, not even bothering.
Head captain Shigekuni was standing still on his position watching the fight between the captain and the demon who occupy
(y/n)'s body which is also her daughter, they were supposed to be born as twin but the outcome is, they were actually born as a twin but in one body.
Pain struck inside his heart as they all treat her like an enemy, an outsider, a demon. If only there's one thing that can make them live with a separated body, he'll do it in the heartbeat, but he did the unexpected.
Flashback~ (an: we'll getting a lot of flashbacks lately. I don't know the process of delivering a baby in the soul society, so let this be)
I was standing outside of one room in the squad 4 as (m/n), my wife was inside along with captain Unohana, lieutenant Isane and the other female healers for what looks like 3 hours in delivering my offspring.
I was accompanied by my lieutenant, Chōjiro outside the room as we hear grunts of pain and encouraging cheers inside. Its not the actual me but i was sweating bullets, palm sweating as i gripped my staff tightly, clearly nervous but it wasn't shown in my face reaction.
"Head captain, its alright, every father was nervous at first as their offspring is being born" Chōjiro said, knowing i was nervous while standing outside the room where (m/n) is.
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"Your right, i was nervous. I know my nervousness will fade if i see my offspring" i replied, smiling slightly. Few minutes passed the grunts and scream stopped, followed by a baby cry. Then Captain Unohana opened the door calling me in, which i immediately obliged and went inside.
There i saw (m/n) laying on the bed as the new born baby was on lieutenant Isane's arm, sleeping soundly.
"Head captain i need to speak to you for a moment" Captain unohana said catching my attention from my wife. Not speaking any word, Captain Unohana lead me out of the room and into a room.
"What is it you need to speak?" I asked, i could hear her sigh before facing me. "Head captain. I don't know how to say this to you but, you had two daughters."
"Two? But, there's only one baby."
"Your right, physically there's one. But looking into more. There's two."
"What do you mean?"
"There's two soul residing in one body. If it wasn't taken care of, in a month they will both die."
Captain Unohana explanation shocked me. I want my daughters to live but, if they will also die. I must take a risk.
After that day, i didn't tell (m/n) about what Captain Unohana had said to me and i will keep it a secret as long as i can.
Carrying my daughter, i went to the squad 12 barracks, to see captain Mayuri.
"What can i do to serve you?"
"Captain mayuri," I trailed off.
"Head captain, what do you want me to do..?" He asked "the two souls in one body is still your daughters" the he added.
"I know, captain mayuri but. Captain unohana said it herself, if they live in one body they both will die" i explained towards captain Mayuri.
"Then what you want me to do? I can find a solution but, it will take more than ten years " Captain Mayuri state uneasiness laced his tone. I sighed in to the person he's talking to.
"Ten years i already long. I doubt my daughters will stay alove. Kill the one who didn't originally own the body" i stated without hesitation and in that statement it shocked him, i guess he's not expecting me to say it.
"Did captain (m/n), their mother know about this?" Captain mayuri asked surprised, shaking my head i turned around.
"The name of the one who originally owned the body would be, (y/n). I'll get my daughter later" I said before walking out of the door. (M/n) always want to name our daughter (y/n), and that what we actually did.
Leaving the room, i stand outside the door. I heard what Captain Mayuri said.
"*sigh* i still need to do it. (Y/n) sorry but your sister would die. Why wouldn't i call it a demon?" the last thing i heard before i walk away from the door.
Not even my wife nor other captain know this except for me , Captain Unohana and Captain Mayuri.
"Gomen, but. I want at least one of my daughter to live. Even it means to neglect and kill layla" i thought looking at the blue sky in pain.
Flashback end~
"Argh!!" I heard captain kisuke groaned seeing he had a big cut on his stomach. I stopped the urge to move from my place knowing layla will take advantage of it.
"Captain kisuke!" Caprain jushiro yelled and flash stepped to his side but layla appeared behind him, the other captain didn't have time to warn him as layla completely knocked him out cold.
Captain Toshiro and Captain Unohana rushed in to help. Seeing all them covered in cuts and bruises while layla stand tall in the center with a cold look in her face.
Right layla, that's the name i want to name her but i don't have the guts to name her knowing it hurt to give your daughter a name if you knew she'll die eventually.
She's right, its all my fault. I made her look like this. I make her look like nothing at all. I hid all about her from her own mother. I stole her freedom to live. I didn't considered Captain mayuri's idea. I didn't work hard to find a solution to that problem.
'She shouldn't be like this. I made her look like this. And its all my fault, forgive me layla for the things i had done.
I understand if you cannot forgive me, i caused this after all. But still, i apologized and i'll say i regret everything about it.
Its all my fault, i turned her into a demon they call and i truly regret it'
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