Talking along with the other ladies as we wait for (y/n) to come out, Matsumoto didn't stop bickering along with Isane about what (y/n) will look like. I sighed at them as i snapped my head to the door smiling, a minute pass the door started to open, revealing (y/n) with the beautiful kimono she's wearing.

With the beautiful hairstyle i made and the slight make up Matsumoto did, it's hard to say if she's actually (y/n), her beauty was outstanding to be precise, and cannot be compared to others.

"(Y/n)-chan!? Is that you!?" All the ladies yelled, well except me and Matsumoto who only smiled from the situation. (Y/n) was bombarded with thousand of question and all about her appearance but, soon the time has come for (y/n) to go to Yamamoto house where the celebration was held. We bid

(y/n) a goodbye as she went to the place first, and we the ladies fixed our appearance before following (y/n) because of Matsumoto being so self conscious without a make up.

Bidding farewell for my friends and sister figure, i went to our clan house where the dance was held. In the first i was so nervous knowing it was my first time to dance. Carefully not to ruin the dress or any make up they did, i secretly walk from the squad 8 barracks to the Yamamoto clan house, for all it was a sacred place that everyone treasure.

Upon arriving i saw Chōjirō Sasakibe, my father lieutenant. "Good morning, miss Yamamoto" he said, in fact with all the days I've been here i'm still not used to calling me 'miss' or my last name, it feels like i can only interact with higher shinigami or i can't be so close to the others without them avoiding me due to my rank. "Pls, just call me (y/n). The truth is i hate formalities so (y/n) is fine" i said with a closed eye smile, which i normally do. The said lieutenant smiled before walking me to where my father were, to greet.

A little while from walking we started conversation to make the situation less awkward, then he asked the unexpected question. "So mis- (y/n), have you and the captain of squad 10 are in some kind of relationship?" That question caught me off guard, "Me and that cold Midget!?" Stopping from track i practically yelled at him in surprise.

(An: y'all know who it is, hehe)

"Achoo!" I sneeze feeling a sudden chill on my entire body 'who's talking ill of me?' I thought before continuing my paperwork.

"Where did you get that idea?" I asked the squad 1 lieutenant, feeling uneasy. "Well someone may have been stalking the two of you and it was in the magazine that was spread in all seretei" with his sentence my jaw dropped from shock, "you're kidding me right? All the seretei?" I asked again hoping that my ear deceiving me. "I'm not joking mis-(y/n) it was all spread in the whole seretei and all the captain knows of it," his sentence trailed of as my eyes were wide and my mouth agape, "But, head captain Yamamoto already dealt with it and only few captain knows of it" he finished his sentence off as i sigh in relief and hope that it won't spread again and father won't get the wrong idea.

After the small conversation we have, we had already arrived at where my father is then, lieutenant Sasakibe opened the door and revealed the head captain looking at some picture frame. I look at lieutenant Sasakibe who motion me to go inside before bowing in respect and leaving the room where we are, i was nervous at first but when i realized there's nothing to be nervous about i calmed myself and walk up to my father.

"Do you know this moment?" Father said in a sad tone, i looked at him before glancing at the picture frames that was in front of us, it was filled with so many picture of us, and there was the picture of me in my mother's singing at me in her arm when i was born along with my father who was looking at me lovingly.

I unconsciously stepped forward reaching for the picture with my hands, tears threatening to flow as i realize i can only see my mother in pictures,

'if only...i regain my memories that day, if only i could fight alongside you, you...could be here with us, i-'

I was interrupted in my thoughts when someone wipe the tears that was threatening to fall, i glance at my side and saw father smiling at me wiping my tears "my daughter, no need for you to cry, the celebration is about to start do it in honour of (m/n) your mother" father said, i nod placing the picture frame back and carefully remove my tears for not to ruin the make up that my sister figure worked hard for.

All the ladies of our group finally arrived at Yamamoto manor along with the other shinigami for the once in a lifetime opportunity to see the heir of the Yamamoto clan to dance. This celebration was turned into a festival like occasion, having all of the shinigami a day off and have fun for once,

"Hey mina-san hurry up! I want to see our lil (y/n)!" i yelled at my back and saw lieutenant nanao, isane, yachiru etc. Walking at me, "shut up! It's your fault if we're late, why do you have to wear so much make up!" Nanao yelled back at me, i sheepishly rubbed the back of neck, desperately trying to hide the fact that it was my fault, can't blame me i want to look good in this festival like celebration. Head Captain Yamamoto announced yesterday that the celebration will not be cancelled and he will held different kind of event after his daughter do the honour of the main event. With that announcement of the head captain, every shinigami had prepare for this day and the Yamamoto manor are all crowdy.

"Matsumoto, isn't that your captain?" I heard yachiru said climbing in my shoulders and pointing someone in front of me, i look at where she was pointing and saw Hitsugaya taicho along with shunsui taicho and jushiro taicho. I grinned while thinking of something to make my ship sail. "Ah, well since we're here might as well enjoy this" nanao said, before leaving along with the other ladies and i excuse myself from them and went to taicho.

I was currently talking with the other captain as we wait for the celebration to start when....

"Taicho!" I heard a familiar voice calling me from behind, i turned around and saw my lazy lieutenant coming at me with a suspicious grin on her face. "What do you want, Matsumoto?" I said, slightly annoyed, knowing that grin plastered on her face i'm highly sure she's up to something bad, "aww come on taicho don't be mean, i want to know what you think of (y/n) in a cute dress?" She said nudging my shoulders and wriggling her eyebrows, a heat rush up to my cheek as an image of (y/n) came into my mind, i blushed 50 shades of red and i could hear captain shunsui and captain jushiro trying to stifle a laugh. "Nonsense!, if you excuse me i had to go" i said pushing Matsumoto away before walking away from them, it's actually embarrassing to say the least i even ask myself why did i blush? From embarrassment or from the image of (y/n)? For some unknown reason my heart is beating fast whenever i imagine (y/n).

I shake my head side to side pushing that thought out of my mind as i walked to where the stage will be at, by walking there, i saw other shinigami's building their stall for fun in this celebration. Then the time has come for the starting of the celebration, crowds circling the stage finding their prefect position to watch, and we saw Head captain walking to the stage accompanied by the heir (y/n).

Later silence filled the place, waiting for the head captain to speak. "Now, you all know this celebration only takes place every 5 years, a celebration for my daughter and my wife who completed her duty for our safety" he paused a second then he motion (y/n) to go in front, probably gonna speak.

"In honour of my mother, the previous captain of squad 2 (an: ok if you're confuse let me tell that your mother is the captain of squad 2 before marrying the head captain and soifon taking over the squad your mother ruled) i will dedicate this dance to her, and let us enjoy this celebration" she said, a hint of sadness in her voice. But, was replaced with a genuine smile when the crowd cheer to joy.

Hearing the crowd erupt into cheer, my sadness turned into a genuine smile, i face my father who's beside me and bow i see him nod before leaving in the center of the stage. I closed my eyes breathing in and out as i calmed myself before opening them silence covered us seeing all the captains sitting in front of the stage watching me. I gave them a smile which they returned, looking forward for my performance.

After the speech of (y/n), some of the squad 1 member came up to me and said that i should take a seat in front of the stage where the other captains at including head captain letting us have the great view. Soon silence envelope us and soft tune started to play then (y/n) started to dance closed eye unsheathing her zanpakuto smiling, and started to dance.

The crowd was silent at first, and..

The way she move was swift than the swiftest bird, the way she grip her zanpakuto as she dance showing some pain inside her, the way her body move in sync with the music it makes me captivated, the way she look at me with a smile make my heart skip a beat, the way she swing her zanpakuto shows that she's well experience in fighting. Her dance went us go silent, all of the crowd attention was on her mesmerized by her beauty like the beauty of a sword that shines in the ray of sunlight. I didn't notice my mouth slightly agape by staring at her.

She shows a passionated dance