"(Y/n)...."

A raspy voice behind my back, i turned around seeing women with a half hollow masked in her face that i can't see clearly , "(y/n)...you may know, you can't fight me....just a little longer I'll be in control!! Hahahah" she said, holding her face manically laughing, this is the first time I've been cowering in fear but gain courage to step up, to see her face clearly...my eyes widened as my breath hitch,

'It...was...me!' I thought, then everything went black....

I jolted up after it sweat covering my forehead, i scan my surrounding before calming down, i was at my house and at my bedroom..' It's just a dream,but why do i always dream it?' I thought. After a second i feel a little headache causing me to hold my head and rub my temple to ease the pain, and I had a sticky feeling in my cheeks, the fact that look like i cried. Once again i look around 'how did i get here?' I simply thought, i got up from my bed and went to the window for fresh air trying to remember something until images from last night flashed to my mind, the feeling of regret, and anger filling my mind, my hands turned into fist, but the image of me and Tos- i mean, captain hitsugaya was a blurry image that i can't seem to fully remember it....My brainstorming stopped when a hell butterfly flew to me, i stretched out my arm for it to land, and it did, it just gave a message before it flew away from me, 'i think he received the report on what did i do last night' I thought before i sigh once more and getting ready to go to that place....

Working inside my office, trying to finish the paperwork rangiku left, i simply glanced at my window 'it's already morning!?' I shouted mentally, i just can't take my mind on what happened last night and about (y/n), my mind keep replaying about the scene where she hugged me and whispering that word, but my thoughts was interrupted by someone barge inside my office an 'irk' mark appeared in my head, of course who is the person who always barged inside of captain hitsugaya's office? Well the one and only Matsumoto

"taicho!"

"Matsumoto!! How many times did i said to open the door quietly!!" I yelled at her.....slamming my hands to my table,

"Ara...taicho where did you get that wound on your cheek?" She asked, i simply touch my cheek but winced in pain, i forgot (y/n) accidentally cut my cheek when she's struggling to get out of my grasp last night, i sigh before sitting back down,

"Matsumoto can you get the first aid kit?" I said, she obeyed me putting the first aid kit on my table, i opened it before grabbing some medicine and patch, before aiding my wound on my cheek.

"Taicho~ , can i go out with hisagi?" She said,

"No! Not until you do yo-" i didn't finished my sentence when she just disappeared in front of me, my eye twitched and a bigger 'irk' mark appeared on my head

"RANGIKU!!!"

After getting ready, i went straight to the 1st division and went to my father office, i was now at the door feeling a slight nervous on how will he punished me from my stubbornness or on acting recklessly, i inhale deeply gaining the courage to knock after knocking 3 times, i heard a faint 'come in' i opened the door and went inside, there i saw my father and his lieutenant Chōjirō Sasakibe,

"You may leave lieutenant Sasakibe," my father said, and the said lieutenant leave with respect,

"You called me father?" I said, while my head facing down,

"Yes, i heard what you did last night..." He trailed off of his sentence 'here it is the worst thing' i thought waiting for him to continue his sentence

"Why do you ask recklessly!," he yelled slamming his staff/cane to the ground "did you know on your act you can get killed!?"

"We both know what i did, and i don't have excuse on it, losing my mother leave a scar on me, and you know every scar we receive we can't reverse" i said, he sigh sadly then silence filled the room, he didn't say a word but i hear him move and the staff touching the ground curious on what he's doing i want to face up, but I'm sure he's angry so i didn't dare in fact i only faced down until he reached me.....

My eyes widened when he hugged me, i miss how i was loved by my father, i nearly cry as i hugged him back. Oh how i really miss my parents embrace even though she's already gone,

"(Y/n)..next time pls don't act recklessly, your my only family left and the heir of Yamamoto clan"

"I will, i promise" with that he gently pat my head and we pulled away,

"(Y/n) do you remember our tradition?"

"Yes,"

"All female heir of our clan has to perform our tradition dance, every 5 years and you my only daughter will perform it" he stated proudly

"Really!?" I exclaimed surprisingly, i started muttering about how important it is across the whole seretei,

My daughter started muttering about how important our clan dance is, i can't help but smile 'it's good for her to forget about (m/n) for a while, this way she can keep herself away from aizen' I thought seeing her slightly panic, before i clear my throat to catch her attention which it did

"I can see you're excited, why don't you visit your captain, to ask for a leave?" I said,

"Ah hai! Arigatou oto-san" she said, hugging me again before sprinting away from my office,

"Taicho, is it really ok for you not to tell her?"

"If i tell her, she'll act recklessly again so it'll be better if not,"