It's been a week since i came back to Soul society and becoming a third seat of squad 10, under hitsugaya taicho, and that week of me being the third seat i ended up doing some of rangiku paperwork...i feel my soul leaving my body!

This time im trying to leave my captain office, gonna meet byakuya- nii san, jushiro nii san, unohana nee san, soifon nee san, etc... my brother and sister figure, but before i can leave i was caught again.....

"Trying to leave are we?" I hear the voice of Toshiro behind me, 'i can't even taste a freedom!' I thought before turning to see my captain looking at me from his desk ....

"no I'm not!" I reply nervously, before returning back at my own desk, i swear this is my 15th time getting caught on one day, because i didn't finish my work i was influenced by rangiku laziness😩 , i had no choice but to finish my own paperwork to leave this cruel silent office!!

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"Finished!" I yell as i sign the last paperwork, damm i can feel my hands getting swollen, i look at my captain finding him staring at me, don't know why but my cheeks heating up, and an awkward silence filled the room, i broke the silence by simply coughing

"taicho is there...something on my face?" I said...he just look back on his work before replying "nothing you can leave since you finished your work now" i swear i saw a slight pink shade on his cheek but it disappear as soon at it appeared, i shrugged it off before running out of his door, at last FREEDOM!!

I deeply sighed as (y/n) burst out running out of my office, she's the strongest soul reaper but still act childish, i gotta admit, she make me smile every time she became clumsy or desperate to leave and taste freedom from never ending paperwork......i lightly chuckle as i remember her face expression when she saw the paperwork on our third seat desk, her face paled, and slumped to the floor her soul coming out of her mouth before muttering a 'i can't do this....oh great ancestor take me now...' Over and over again.... In truth she looks quite cute and beautiful when she stay at that personality...

..... But my happy memory replaced in a serious one as i recall what our head captain said....

Flashback (at head captain barracks 3 days ago)

"Hitsugaya Toshiro" head captain shigekuni called out my name "yes head captain" i reply before entering his office, " Toshiro hitsugaya can i trust you?" He asked, i was taken aback by his question, i don't know what he mean but i answer anyway....

"Yes, of course head captain shigekuni" i hear him sigh before looking at me dead in the eye...

"Well then, can you protect (y/n), from aizen?" He said, my curiosity get the best of me to ask him why...

"Head captain it's not like I'm interfering your decision bit..may i ask.....why?"

"You see hitsugaya my daughter (y/n), is good at hiding her emotions, the day you take her home to me i can feel some hatred from her even she's happy to finally saw and remember me, her father, but my wife, she saw her mother died in front of her eyes, she blame herself for not doing anything to save her mother from grimmjow, ulquiora and aizen,"

"How did you know what happened and who is the one who killed (m/n) taicho?"

"My wife send her hell butterfly, informing all the things before she's......been...killed.... By the two arrancar in order of aizen, i know my daughter once she set her goal there's nothing that can stop her, she's desperate to complete her own bankai, and seeking vengeance for her beloved mother......captain of squad 10 i need you to protect my daughter and prevent her on seeing our enemies, since your the one where she can be happy...."

"Hai! I'll do my best!!"

"Arigatou hitaugaya taicho, you're dismissed" he said, i bow in respect before leaving the squad 1 barracks..

. i swear to do my best, to protect (y/n)....

End of flashback

This memory makes me so serious all of a sudden, but i still need to fulfill my promise, i look at my window and it's almost night time (y/n) should have been back by now, maybe she enjoy too much hanging out with others or maybe rangiku completely influenced (y/n), i sweat drop thinking the worst one.......

I was smiling widely when i left that cruel office, then i start to hang out with my brother and sister figure, well it ended up in a prank one, all the ladies who's part of the lady association (?) planned pranking the captain, well the worst one was when we prank byakuya nii san, we barely made out alive from his large manor without getting slight beaten up, when i saw it's nearly night time i bid them farewell, before i stroll at the forest for a bit, no matter i had so much fun, i still can't forget that time i lost someone, my...mother....

When i arrive at the center of the forest i presumed, i jump into a tree and sat on one of it's branch leaning my back on the tree that connect the branch, i always recall how and why i ended up getting stronger, but soon i became alerted when a familiar feeling filled my sense, i look up only to see a sky opened and a familiar blue headed guy land down, my anger take over me that i didn't know my reiatsu was leaking out....

This week i kinda feel a babysitter of two lazy women, i sighed in defeat thinking of my worst day doubled, a while later after finishing my work i got up out of my desk readying myself to go home and have a sleep for this time, and flash step out of my office and to my house, suddenly i grunt and almost stumble on my feet by a very strong reiatsu that i can't even recognized but soon disappeared, I'm sure the some captain feel it too cause they appeared near my barracks...

"Hitsugaya taicho! What was that?" Asked by captain jushiro and captain shunsui

"Has anyone seen (y/n)!!" Said by captain unohana and captain soifon in unison, with a hint of worry on their voice, that made me more serious than before...

"Hey that sky opened!!" Yelled by captain kenpachi

"We had to go!!" I yelled and soon we all followed where the sky opened, and we ended up in a forest mountain near where the sogyouku was held, when we're almost reaching the center of it we heard a clashing of sword, soon we saw grimmjow surrounded by a multiple blue flame portal and (y/n) coming in and out of the portal i presume it was her doing, anger was obviously plastered on her face fighting grimmjow who was struggling, the moves (y/n) was using is not her own, she's fighting recklessly and her zanpakuto shikai glow brighter....

( your shikai by the way, credit to the owner!!!)

We the captains didn't know what to do but stare at them in awe.....

"Your....!" (Y/n) said slashing grimmjow chest

"The reason why!!!!" She yelled before going inside her flame portal and coming out on the other one

"I lost my mother!!!! Your the one who killed her!!!"

"Well she's a weakling that's need to vanished;" reply by grimmjow despite his struggle he manage to show a mocking smirk....this makes (y/n) completely dive into her anger, as she tightly grip her zanpakuto and move fast that a naked eye can't even follow, we only saw grimmjow getting new cuts but we didn't see a glimpse of (y/n) only her the flashing light of her zanpakuto.....

'Is this how (y/n) show her rage!' We all thought stunned on her fighting skills, for me this is the first time i saw (y/n) fight in seriously but recklessly,for the other captain with me i'm sure they have seen it more than me.

How....in that skill she could have completed her bankai but if it was completed with anger, she'll go berserk.....