"Quit it, let's discuss some important things, Uryu did you find clue from the match?" I said in serious tone

He just held his glasses up before saying "the way she defeat ichigo in speed, it's kind of like yuroichi's move" he said while we wait for Ichigo to come back after changing so we can discuss the fight at the way back at ichigo house... And being a evil friend renji was he can't stop laughing along with rukia about how ichigo lost to a women, me and uryu sweat drop at how they act so childish.....

I was so scared, almost knocking ichigo out, i never feel scared since that tragedy but now it happened 'toshiro and Inoue maybe thinking how i look vulnerable in front of them cause it's my first to apologized in all my days in the karakura high and i was known as cold women' i thought while walking away from that school, and thinking what exactly happen

Earlier

I went to my side and getting ready to start the fight with ichigo who insulted me for being a fragile women, but suddenly a raspy voice came to my mind "deari~ give me my freedom!" It said then a second pass my vision blurr and all i see turned black, like another person take control of my body......a while of struggling on getting my own control again i finally did, and the image in front of me is when I'm about to hit the back of ichigo's neck, and toshiro, Inoue rushing towards us.

I quickly get off of ichigo then i apologized before running away from them......

I deeply sigh as i went to a playground where i can watch the kids play happily and thinking 'did i have that kind of emotion?' I thought looking at the kid with his mother playing around the slides.....

Ichigo, rukia, Inoue, uryu, renji and me arrived at ichigo residence talking about the event that happened earlier, in his room

"Minna did anyone of you notice that she act differently?" Ask by Ichigo, we all nodded except Inoue who seems quiet and loss in thought but decided to ignore it

"The thing i found different in her is the way and why she apologized after almost knocking ichigo out" i repl

As i hear what toshiro said about (f/n) almost knocking me out make me shiver 'oh how i don't want to remember that event' i thought as i glance at renji who seems struggling to stop his laugh along with rukia in the corner, i can't take it anymore! I want to strangle them specially rukia, until i saw Inoue that seems so quiet since morning!!

"Oi Inoue?" I started, but no response, then all of our attention are at her....i called out again.

"Oi! Inoue" and this time i manage to snapped her out of her thought's

"Wh-what is it ichigo?" She asked stuttering awkwardly

"You seems so quiet, what wrong?"

"Yeah that ichigo mention it it's like you're not on yourself" said Uryu, silence filled the room as we all waited for Inoue's word,

"Has anyone of you notice the look at (f/n)-san eyes?" Inoue asked, we looked at each other and back at Inoue who seems sad?

"H-has anyone of you notice the look at (f/n)-san eyes?" I asked, they looked at each other before back at me

"What has to do with it?" Asked renji, i can only sigh sadly..

"She doesn't show her soft side with others, i started to think she don't have one" said rukia staring at me... I took a deep breath before speaking again....

"The day she came at school, when i started to talk with her, she always push me around like she didn't want to be socialize with the others, she's cold other says cause every time someone speak at her she stare at them coldly, but......when i saw her at the park her eyes shows envy as she stare at the family playing with each other, I'm surprise cause it's the first time i saw her in that look...." I trailed off remembering (f/n) in the near by lake

"And..?" They all said being impatiently

"A week before, i always saw her near the park and almost everyday after school i saw her in the near by lake always standing at the certain spot, staring at the water, tears streaming at her eyes, it's like the same as me when i lost something precious like my brother who love me dearly"

they all gasped and looked surprise when i mention i saw (f/n) crying....i started to continue my story....

"It's like she has emotion but she's good hiding it, when she's at school she kept the cold personality but when she's not around with someone her soft side appears, earlier she stopped on almost knocking ichigo, her eyes filled with fear and anger, their fight with ichigo (f/n)'s (e/c) turned into white it's like something take over her" i finished telling them on what i see in (f/n), it seems they all shocked to hear it....

'(F/n) flaws seems so unbearable her loneliness, sadness, envious of family, her fear, her anger all of it are negative flaws.....(f/n)......when did you feel those negativities in your life?' I thought sadly looking down waiting for their comments