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Even tho i found myself as a horrible writer and even only 1 read it's still mean a lot to me

Thank u so much

Lina

~~~Now onto the story~~~

(M/n) POV

"I do not need my zanpakuto to kill u weakling i just need one hand and to get the precious daughter of your as my weapon"

Is the sentence that Aizen said making my blood boil wanting to kill him but i can't be so reckless to attack him.....after snapping his finger and then, 2 arrancar appeared in front of me which i known as Grimmjow and Ulquiora.

( guys i don't know what is their position on aizen side, just go with it😅).

My rieatsu is now at limit after sealing (y/n) rieatsu 5 years ago. Which is i cannot regain my old strong rieatsu

'Gome (y/n)' i thought while dodging the two arrancar attacks

~(Y/n) dream~

A dark room with no light, no one in sight, i glance to my side still darkness is what i saw...i glance in my clothes which is confusing, I'm wearing a black kimono and a sword beside my waist with a (f/c) sash putting it in place

I hear an evil chuckle behind me, making me look back...i saw a brown haired guy in a white robe also with a sword in his waist like mine

Seeing him with an evil smirk on his face making me sweat in fear and sending shiver down my spine..he step forward stretching his arm for me to reach and making me step backward away from him and clenching my hand into fist and putting it into my chest to calm myself

"Wh-who a-are y-yo-u"

Is the only question i can say to him in a scared expression on my face

"Hahaha" he laugh like an obsessed guy with a hand covering his face "u don't need to know who i am cause your time is near come with me"

A sentence come from his mouth still with an evil smirk and sheathing his sword and pointing it to me..i want to run, to scream but i can't move i feel like my feet sunked to the ground

When he's about to attack me i sqeeze my eyes shut and put my hand to my head and scream

" No.....NO.....NO!!!!"

~End of dream~

I jolted up and sat with sweat covering my forehead, panting/catching my breathe and realize it's just a dream...my hands still shivering from fear i embrace myself to calm down but no to avail. I glance to my side and found myself at Urahara sensei's shop

When i calmed myself a sound of door being opened and revealing yuroichi with a serious face "i see your already awake" she said to me not removing the seriousness on her voice.

( a sliding paper door in japan)

'Something's suspicious here she never give such face if nothing is wrong and where is the cat i usually play with' i thought while thinking what is actually going on, i tried to remember what just happened and how did i get here...

My eyes widened as i realize that okasan wasn't here i quickly get up from bed and run outside the shop but i was stopped by Uruhara and Yuroichi-san i tried to get past through, tears threatening to roll down from my eyes...thanks to their lesson i manage to pass them and run out from the shop i hear footstep behind chasing me but i didn't mind who it was all i care is to run, run where okasan is

I nearly reached the lake where the body of mum was laying when someone bump on me and making me roll to the bushes near the lake....i look up to see who it was but i saw no one.. I tried to stand but i can't move my legs don't know why i can't even feel them either,

I hear a sword clashing in the sky and look up but saw nothing i rub my eyes as the sound of sword still there until a blurry vision my eye caught 2 guys dress in white robe/kimono and 1 lady dress in black kimono sometime my sight became clearer.

It was okasan who is fighting the 2 guys who has skull implanted to their faces and 1 guy just standing there watching them fight

'Why the guy on my dream watching them fight?, who are they?, how did okasan wear the black kimono i once wore in my dream?, what's happening?, how can they fight in sky?, how can i see them?, there's two body of okasan? Too many question with no answer!!' i scream in my thought while putting my hand on my head i didn't even realize that i can move my feet already....

"Aaahhh" i hear someone scream of pain making me snapped out of my confusing thought and look up

My eyes widened as tears started to roll down in my cheek as i see who it was, it was okasan stabbed by the sword in her lower abdomen... I watched in horror as the guys still stabbed her in her chest, stomach, arms and legs making her loose her grip at her weapon... I see her cough out blood and her body started to become limp not even moving

The 1 guy with brown hair who was in my dream slash his sword to the sky and the sky opened and they jump into it and the sky closed

My mother body started to fall making me try to stand on my wobbly legs and try to run in her other body which i knew the other will come to that body

I tried to stand using my wobbly legs and try to run.... Tears building at my eyes again blurring my vision i try and started to run at her flashbacks coming in my mind

******** ( start of flashback)

"Mum help me with these wierd hat guy"

"Let's kill him or beat the crap out of him?"

"Let's beat him!!"

It's the memory when i first met Urahara sensei being so weird near me

********

"Okasan?"

"Hm?"

"What's the feeling when u have a father?"

"Don't be sad my dear u will feel it soon"

The time I'm so envious of others having a father

********(end of flashback)

'She's my mother.... A mother who is always there to protect u, a mother who will face your problem, a mother who still love me despite for me being rebellious of why i gotta train like hell, a mother who gives u comfort when your sad, a mother who also stand as my father' i thought while running tears run down all over my face as i run,

Her other body came back to her old body as i finally reach her and it feels like it was normal i didn't even freak out when there's two of her...wound cuts are all over her body as well as her blood i try to call for help but she hold my hand making me look back at her she just gave me a sweet smile and said

"(Y/n) Yamamoto....pls...accept...your fate as a daughter of head captain in soul society"

As she said those words her breathe becomes shorter as she speak 'Yamamoto that's my last name?, daughter of head captain?, soul society?' I thought making me more confused... I only held her hand and squeeze it before saying...

"Please okasan...... don't talk.... no more....let me call... for help..." I say between sobs

She just squeeze my hand back

"(Y/n) dear please do something for me...

.find your.....true self...and your....true fate"

"Please don't.... Leave me.." Still sobbing

She just put her hand in my cheek and stroke it gently

"(Y/n) let me just tell u these me and your father love u"

I can't help but to cry more

"I know but please don't"

"(Y/n) my precious.....daughter.... Gumenasai...and....sayonarra..."

Her hand become limp before leaving my face, my eyes widened with tears.."O-oka-san?..Matte...hey your playing right?, u said.....u said u won't leave me, hey okasan u promised me! Okasan!!" I screamed while shaking her body but no response..

"OKASAN!!!!" I shout at the top of my lungs as tears still falling more like covering my face...her body glow and become a black butterfly and flew away leaving me there crying all alone can't even accept what just happened

I just covered my face with my hand to hide my tears

'Gumenasai okasan I'm so weak, a useless daughter, i can't even save u..but promise I'll do what's your last words for me' i thought still in tears