It was Brookies birthday her 18th birthday i was going to make this birthday the best day of her life hang out and then her party is at 7:00

I know i will never be blessed to have her as my soulmate so i will try my best to make her happy so i can remember one more happy moment before i get replaced with the lucky girl

Shes offically 18 at 12:51

Coco💕🍧: hey brookie do you wanna hang before your partay

Brookiecookie💖🍨: yeah sure im outside get in my jeep

I run down the tons of flights of stairs in my huge thick ass house sometimes I wish it wasn't so huge I don't even need this extravagant house my parents have a huge room and we own two guest rooms its crazy and even though ive lived here for years I still get lost

I run over like a hyper puppy excited to see my crush

"get in loser we are going shoping"

I look at her and laugh lightly first stop is pinkberry of course I see this as a date but brooke being the oblivious cutie she is she has no idea about my huge crush on her for years I dated other people for a cover up

I even pretended to be mad at jake I was never mad at him I just wanted to get over brooke it never worked and then she was in a relationship with jermey and I got jealous my mind told me to be jealous of brooke having jermey that im straight

but im not I love brooke I was never jealous of her having jermey I was jealous of him having brooke I was scared of her leaving me and them being soulmates getting married and be happy

after the squip incident she came out as lebian and I was the happiest girl alive because I thought I had a chance then my heart sunk because I knew the universe wouldn't be happy with my actions and the way ive treated people especially brooke

I don't deserve her to be my soulmate and I know its going to be some random girl that we won't know she will fall in love with her while im alone and I pretend to be ok at the wedding and-

"coco are you ok?" brooke asked concerned

"we have been parked heere for 5 minutes and you have been gazing into space and you look hurt im worried"

"im ok brookie please don't worry"

I get out of her jeep and get tackled by a hug from brooke

"I don't know what your thoughts are right now but I will always be heere"

"thank you brooke" I smile warmly she grabs my hand and we run into pinkberry I see jermey and Michael at a table talking they are the perfect couple I frown remembering what I did at the party and how it affected jermey and brooke

~time skip~

me and brooke sit down with our pinkberry frozen yogurt we talk abou the things that we will do when we get out of school and our favorite bands saying classic mean girls quotes and laughing like we are high

I look over to Michael and jermey staring at us and I see Michael hand jermey a 10 dollar bill I give them that what the fuck are you doing and why are you looking at me look they just laugh crazily wich makes me even more confused

I turn to brooke and she looks just as confused as me I shrug and finish my pinkberry we throw away our empty cups i fight the urge to kiss her cheek and tell her how cute she looks right now shes skipping happily with a cute smile plastered on her pure face

instead I hug her side and lean onto her she just smiles at me and we pull away walking to her jeep

~time skip~

after what felt like hours finding a parking spot we speed into the grand mall we run into our favorite store and we immediately find a dress we are the same size of clothing and theirs only one left

its a light pearl pink with an opening in the back it almost glistens in all of its glory I grab it and give it to brooke

She has a smile brighter then the sun on her face when i give it to her she goes into the fitting room and after a couple minutes she comes out

Hot damn...

"H-how do i look" brooke says flustered

"YOU LOOK AMAZING BROOKE" i say hugging her

And she really did she was practically dazzling she looked absoluetly perfect with her matching painted nails and heels

And how her hair rested on her shoulders covering the straps of he dress i snapped out of it realising i was staring Brooke's face the color of strawberry

"You should totally buy it!" I exclaim

"R-really"

"YES IT LOOKS FANTASTIC ON YOU"

She nods and bolts into the fitting room she comes back holding the dress

We walk over to cashier

"That will be 23.48"

Brooke starts to put her hand in her wallet but i take out my wallet and pull out three 10s

"Thank you but you didn't have to do that i will pay you back" brook says to me

"No need i wanted to"

She smiles greatfuly and we walk out of the store

We are at brookes house 5:00 its a smaller party she said she preferred it to be wich is fine with me

She got michael and jermeys favorite game so they had something to do at the party because jermey is traumatized while drinking achohal and i know im part of the blame

I go to brooke bathroom and sit on the floor hands in my hair ever since the squip incident i have felt extremely guilty

I caused so much pain i dig my nails into my thigh leaving red marks burning on them its why i never wear shorts skirts or dresses anymore

If someone were to see the scars how would they reacts sometimes they even form little bruises i feel the hot tears roll down my cheeks as i sob silently

"Chlo you've been in there for a long time now are you ok"

I wipe the tears off my face

"Yeah im fine sorry"

"Its ok the party is in an hour i found the perfect dress for you"

Shit a dress what if she sees my thighs but i can't turn it down

"O-oh c-cool"

She looks at me in concern and leads me up to her room she throws me the dress its a flowly white dress simple and cute

I put it on and my god the red marks are so noticeable

"Chloe i wanna see you in the dress!" Brooke says excitedly

"Im wearing the one you bought me!"

"Are you sure you wanna see me in this?"

"Yes please come out im sure you look beautifull"

The problem was scars were lined all the way done both my legs mainly my thighs and i can't hide them

I take a shaky breath

"O-ok fine"

I open the door and cover my thighs

"Wow you look stunning-"

I look away scared for her reaction

"Coco what are thoose" she points at the scars on my legs

I look away hiding my tears

"Chloe?"

I turn back tears welled up she walks up to me slowly

"Move your hands"

I shake my head violently

"Please"

I can feel some of tears go down my face she slowly removes my hands and im to scared to do anything

She gasps at the sight scars lined mainly on my thighs some bruised

"Chloe why"

I just shake my head she hugs me and cries with me

"Im so sorry" i say

"No its ok shhh im here"

"OPEN UP THE DOOR"