Once the bath was full, I helped Nova get out of her clothes and into the water, all while keeping my eyes away from her body. The temptation to look was there, it always has but I restrain myself knowing she doesn't quite understand all that yet. Despite being nearly eighteen and having many sex Ed classes, Nova seems to always brush it off or simply not listen wanting to draw or colour in her books. This girl and her colouring will never be parted that's all I can say.

Giggles sounded in the bathroom while Nova played with the bubbles. Seeing as she put a whole lot in, the bubbles covered her up to her neck. This is the second time I've bathed her, the first when she got her period the other day and didn't want Mika with her.

"Karter?" Nova spoke up.

"Yes baby doll?" I smiled at her. My smiles are all for her and her alone.

"You don't have what I have." She frowned looking down at her chest. The bubbles now popped leaving her body to the naked eye, nothing to cover her now. This girl loves her baths so it's hard to get her out sometimes. "You don't have this." She poked at her boobs. I kept my eyes on her pouted face not looking down one bit.

"Yes, that's because I'm a boy, boys don't have that. Whereas girls do. Papa, dada and your brothers don't have it, neither do it but Mika and Cara do. That's because you're all girls and we are all boys." I explained. I was told by Eli and my parents that when Nova asks questions I should answer, she's soon to be an adult and needs to know. Therefore I answer to the best of my ability without things going so far. Such as showing her my body like he wanted not so long ago.

"Oh." She whispered and looked back down. "They squishy." She giggled.

"I don't know." I chuckled at her cuteness.

"Feel Karter feel. It's funny." She gestured to her chest.

"No that's okay." I looked everywhere else in the bathroom but her. "It's all yours so you touch, I'll keep my hands to myself okay."

"No feel." Nova grabbed my hand pulling me. Before I could even pull away, my hand came in contact with her boob. I froze not knowing what to do, my eyes widened as I looked at her chest. I gulped feeling the soft mound under my hand, my joggers getting tight making it uncomfortable, yet so good.

No this is wrong, I need to pull away. My body won't move, like I'm glued, frozen in spot as I look and touch her. This wasn't meant to happen, she's not my mate. Quickly, I pull away and stand up.

"I'll get your dad for you." I muttered quickly before leaving. I quickly run downstairs and into the kitchen where Eli was. The boys sitting around the table with Ryan while Eli plated the food.

"N-Nova, uh, Nova get Nova." I stuttered before leaving the house.

The only thing I felt was ashamed. Im ashamed at myself that I didn't pull away fast enough, that I looked crossing a boundary that shouldn't have been crossed, the I felt what I shouldn't of ever felt yet now I have. And the only one to blame is me. Nova doesn't understand, she doesn't know and I'm the one that guides her to understand. Yet that happened and I can't do anything about it. Im sure the others saw my hard on and knew instantly what happened and I'm going to be dead in matter of hours.

Not wanting to be around other people right now, I shifted into my wolf and ran as fast as I could. My dark coat blowing in the breeze as I ran. A dark brown colour that could be passed off a black, in the dark I can blend in, and in the sun light you can see tints of brown. As soon as I came to a stop, I took in my surroundings.

The place my parents used to take me all the time. Picnics, for a swim, simply time to spend with each other... The lake. The waterfall splashing as the water fell making my quiet run loud. I shifted back to see that I was still standing tall. My hard cock painful and in need for release. Something I couldn't just ignore because the need to touch myself was overwhelming. The thoughts of Nova, what I did to her mere minutes ago.

With a shaky hand, I wrapped my finger around my hard shaft, moaning at the contact. My eyes closed as I started my movements to ease the feeling of pain to pleasure. A shaky breath left my lips leading to a moan, my hand going a little faster while squeezing every so often.

Flashes of Nova entered my mind, her naked body just there making me impossibly more hard. Remembrance of feeling her soft boob under my hand had my going faster. I laid back making my hand bring me pleasure, my hips moving to get more pleasure from what this was.

Nova under me, moaning, her head thrown back as I pounded into her fucking her good and raw, the moans and mewls she makes only fuelling this fire inside me. Picturing Nova, I made my movements faster, running my thumb over the tip that leaked pre cum. A moan ripped through me, my cock pulsing my body tensing letting me know I was close.

With one last swipe of my thumb on my tip and a squeeze to my shaft, I came. Streak after streak of white came from my tip making me moan. Everything calmed down, my chest heaved as I tried to get it back to normal. I opened my eyes to the night sky, stars lighting it up with the moon looming over me.

When I sat up, my cum trailed down my belly. It lead down to where I was still hard. Even after all that I'm still hard as anything and wanting to go again. So I did the only logical thing, I ran home. Not to my parents, not to Nova, I went to my home where no one but me stayed.

When I got in, I leaned on the wall, my hand jerking my cock once again to get friction and pleasure. All because I touched what wasn't meant to be touched by me. Moan after moan ripped through me, growls rumbled in my chest all while thinking and picturing that small girl moaning under me. The way i thrust into her, the way her back arches as she moans my name, screams it because of the pleasure I give her.

For the second time tonight, my cock pulsed and my body jerked as I came, and fuck did I cum hard. My wall covered with my cum from my release making me breath out and get a cloth to clean it. Once that was done, I threw it in the laundry basket then went up to my room. It was there that I remembered Nova has slept here, she's stayed in my bed which only lead to my further thoughts of making love to her, and rough passionate sex.

Groaning, I found my hand around my hardened dick again. I climbed into bed on my belly, keeping my hand still as I thrusted. To make it better, I coated my hand in lube so I could go faster and slip in easily. The sound of my balls hitting my hand sounded like it would if I was thrusting into a girl. Okay so I'm not the purest person but no one knows. I didn't mean for it to happen, it just did and I don't want anyone to know.

For the third time tonight, I came. My seed filling my hand as I moaned. Getting up, I cleaned my hand letting my breathing go back to normal. After that, I slumped on my bed, closing my eyes with nothing but Nova on my mind. She's all that seems to be on my mind. And I can't seem to remove her.