Okay okay. I can do this. I badly want to slam my head on the wall right now. Why am I on the verge of having an anxiety attack when I'm just ordering a lingerie online? Why is it so hard to do normal things? Wait? Is wearing lingerie even normal? My anxious thoughts were interrupted by someone pinching my waist, I immediately closed the laptop and kicked it off the bed.

"What was that for?" William asked and sat beside me. My heartbeat accelerated when I saw Andrea pick the laptop from the floor.

She opened it and they both checked the open browser, They stared at me and smiled mischievously. I started to sweat all over, I feel like I am melting from their nosy eyes.

"I-I am just l-looking for lingerie I ca-can wear for S-Salvy." I stuttered and avoided their eyes.

"Lingerie? What?" William confusedly asked. They looked at my laptop again and started laughing.

"What's funny?" I pouted.

"This is not lingerie, This is a wholesome fcking nightgown. Why does it have a cartoon floral pattern" William explained in between his laugh.

I rolled my eyes and took the laptop from them. "I don't think I can wear something sexier than that."

"Cara this is not even sexy. We can help you! Lets go to the mall and look for the most suited lingerie for you!" Andrea offered.

"We are not allowed to go out. Let's just buy online." William suggested.

"But they usually check our packages, the surprise will be ruined if it will be reported to Salvy." she reasoned while tapping her chin. "I got it, Address the shipment to Andrei. Andrei has some weird kinks and ordering a lingerie will not look that weird on him." She shouted and clapped her hands.

I sighed, I'm not even trying to surprise Salvy. It's just that after that night he did not initiate or try something again and my anxiety is already through the roof. After 2 hours of browsing different types and kinds of lingerie. I ended up with two sets of lingerie addressed to Andrei.

"I never thought you would do something like this on his birthday. Our Lily is being bold. I love it," She nudged my shoulder and winked at me.

"Y-Yes. I want to be more confide-. Wait what? Salvy's Birthday?" I asked. I didn't even know when his birthday was.

"Yeah? It's two weeks from now. I thought you guys knew about it." She shrugs and lies down on the bed.

"How would we fcking know Saliva's birthday?" William rolled his eyes. "At Least Lily already has a present for him."

"B-but that's not a present. Can y-you guys help me find a g-gift for him." I whispered.

They both nodded their head and winked at me. I need to be better, I need to get better not just for myself or Salvy but also for my two shameless bestfriends.

I have so many things to do and I feel bad for not having much time for Lily. I looked up and saw Enzo smiling ear to ear instead of helping me finish the paperwork from our legal businesses.

"Why are you smiling?" I asked.

"Why are you always in a bad mood? Are you hungry or just sexually frustrated" he smirked.

"Don't push your luck. Remove that smile on your face or I'll wipe it for you using acid." I offered.

He froze and shook his head. "Relax. I just received a report that Lily purchased an item using her card a few minutes ago."

"Item? What did she buy? This is the first time she bought something while staying in our house." I curiously ask and drink my coffee.

"You will love it. She just bought two sets of lingerie." he stated while wearing a wide grin.

I almost choked and accidentally spilled the coffee on the table. "She bought what?"

"Two sets of lingerie. Red and black but it was addressed to Andrei." he said

"She what? Why would she address it to Andrei?" I furiously asked.

"W-wait. I'll ask William why they will send it to Andrei. Please don't plan my brother's funeral, there might be an explanation for this." he pleaded and pulled out his phone.

"There will be no funeral, I will send him straight to my personal dungeon." I declare while trying to clean my desk.

"Okay. William said that they did not think that we were tracking their cards and thought they could hide it from us. It's all for your birthday. He promised not to tell Lily that we already know about it." he said while texting his William.

I can't help but smile on what Lily did, It doesn't even matter if she will push through with her gift or not. For now, I'm already satisfied with the idea that she is trying her best to move forward.

"What's with the smile? Our Don will get the release he needs the most." He snickered.

"Stop. You don't know how hard it is to keep my d!ck on my pants. So many hours spent on the shower, I think my d!ck and my palm already have thick calluses." I sighed and stared at my coffee stained paperwork. "But she's worth it. I have it easy, I'm just calming down my libido while she's fighting with her demons. We need to fix this Matteo problem before my birthday, I want Lily to enjoy my birthday and finally be free from that psycho."

"Wow. What a speech? Don't you think it's too risky? Can we just do it after your birthday? We still don't even know who is his rat" He asked.

"No. This is my first birthday after being a Don, he already ruined my announcement. I don't want my reputation to go down and people to think that I'm afraid of someone like him. Just do everything I asked and I assure you everything will go well." I carelessly threw the ruined papers on the trash and started to reprint the contracts.

"Yes Don but ahmm Why don't you trust Andrei? He is part of our family and a close friend of Lily. I don't think he will betray us." he asked and lowered his head.

I sighed and kicked the trash can. "Looked at me Lorenzo." I ordered, He hesitantly met my eyes. "This is the 5th time you asked that question to me. I trust him with my life, I have my own reason why I can't disclose it to him. I don't want to divulge my reason yet to anyone without any valid proof, the moment I get the proof that I need. You and Andrei will be the first one to know about it." I explained. He nods his head and picks up the trash can.

"If you ever ask me about this again. There will be consequences Lorenzo, You might be my closest friend and treat you like my own brother but that doesn't mean you have any right to question me. Understood?" I warned while glaring at him.

"Ye-Yes Don. I'm just" he sighed. "I'm sorry. I'm just getting all worked up about this." he pats my shoulder and gives the newly printed contracts to me.

I took the papers and he sat back on his chair. I'm so fcking ready to play with Matteo in my dungeon, together with his brother and the rats he put on my house.